
After the day has passed, then night has come.
Riki dissolved in his mind, even though he was now in the crowd. Music that pounded hard did not make it better, occasionally sipping a drink that became his candle. Until finally there was a woman who approached, unfortunately Riki was not wanting to be accompanied by any woman. Of the many women there is no one who can make him interested, what else until satisfied. There they seemed to be satisfied by Riki, increasingly making him feel disgusted.
Again Riki only looked at the glass in his hand, sitting on the bartender with his mind.
Until finally decided to go home, because nothing can make him entertained at all.
However, when he arrived at the house Riki saw Sela who was in the living room.
Riki did not ask at all, choosing to continue his footsteps. Until Sela's voice was able to stop her footsteps.
"When do you want to be like this? Open your eyes, women are not the only one in this world."
Riki was still silent with his back to Sela, pervading what her mother said.
"Life goes, there are times when we are sad and happy. Then, why do you choose to continue to be trapped in that continuous sadness, not wanting to come out of your sadness at all," added Sela.
Riki twists his neck a few degrees, until he finally sees Sela. While Sela who was sitting in a wheelchair still continued to look at her only son.
"There is only one woman in the world, Mama. The rest are just fraudsters" replied Riki. Makes Sela smile to hear it.
"Wrong, try to open your eyes. You don't realize that there are many women who are even better than you."
"Who?"
"Vanya, for example."
Riki also smiled slantedly, the boy who had never interested him at all.
"Still a smelly boy," Riki left immediately, not intending to talk about the woman or any other woman.
Upon entering the room Riki was sitting on the bed, leaning his head on the dashboard of his bed. His mind was completely unsettled, living things out with no color at all. Then I saw his phone, even though I didn't know what he was seeing.
Until finally suddenly saw the status of the green application on his phone, it appears that Vanya who was with Sela while at school this afternoon.
The two looked so familiar, for a moment Riki noticed Vanya's face. Trying to find something that interested him, but what?
Everything seems ordinary.
Until Riki also chose to throw his phone on the bed, then walk to the window.
Again there is nothing that can be done, the eyes still can not be closed at all. This loneliness is really very torturous, not until when Riki never knew.
If asked if Riki is tired of living a life like this?
Sure did!
Riki wants to be happy, but doesn't know who can make her happy.
Don't say he's not lonely, because it's never been shown to anyone. Let it be out there that people see their cheerful selves, as if they were enjoying their lives.
Even though everything was inversely proportional, until finally Riki's phone rang, immediately took the flat object and saw Bian's name there.
"Emm?" Riki answered lazily.
"Riki, where is it? A lot of these girls" said Bian, one of Riki's co-workers who is also a friend.
"I don't want to." Riki decides on a one-sided call, without caring for Bian who is upset with him.
It seems like tonight everything is the same, even his eyes can not sleep.
Even though he tried to close his eyes.
Fail and fail again until the morning begins, work is ready to wait.
Entering the bathroom, then soaking himself so that his body feels fresh.
A moment later wearing a black shirt combined with matching pants and also a black suit that looks to make it look so charismatic.
Unfortunately no one can have the man who continues to dissolve in every wound no end this, piercing without a dagger, more painful than being injured and bleeding.