
Arriving in front of the operating room, Alex must release Jessica's hand.
But no, Alex still grasped her tightly without wanting to let go at all.
The grip was not only not wanting to be removed, but also out of fear that this would be the last time the two held hands together.
"In a moment," Jessica asked to stop for a moment pushing the gurney, right in front of the operating room door that was already wide open.
Jessica looked at Alex who kept staring at her with tears.
Jessica clasped tightly onto Alex's hand, a drop of tears dripping with smiling lips.
"I'm fine," Jessica said in a trembling tone of voice.
Alex shook his head and did not know what to say, this condition left him helpless.
"But I have one wish" Jessica asked.
Alex also looked at Jessica's bead eyes, looking forward to what would be said by the woman he loved from the past until now.
"I'm sure I'll be fine, but..." Jessica momentarily fell silent because Alex's eyes returned to shed tears.
"But if I don't exist after this..." Jessica fell silent again as Alex hugged her tightly.
Alex shook his head and did not want to listen to what Jessica said.
"I've been through this, don't worry," Jessica still tried to speak, but the pain still gnawed her body without pause.
"I'm scared" Alex said in a trembling voice.
"I'm afraid of losing you" Alex said again.
For a moment the two were silent Alex just continued to hug Jessica tightly, afraid after this Jessica's eyes would not open again to see her. While Jessica did not return Alex's embrace at all, her lips appeared to turn blue and also pale like an undead.
"I'm fine," Jessica said again in a soft voice.
"Doctor, surgery can't be pushed back" said a senior doctor who took part in the operation.
"I love you" whispered Jessica.
If you can no longer open your eyes and speak, at least Alex's ears have heard the word love from him clearly.
Alex was forced to break away, even though he did not want to at all. The expression of love that Jessica said was indeed happy, but that alone was not enough. Alex wants to live with Jessica, along with her children, along with Jessica's already existing love for her.
Is Alex too greedy to want all that?
"Dok, can I go in to accompany my wife?" Alex Pinta.
The doctor shook his head, seeing that Jessica's condition was so alarming it felt impossible.
Plus Alex looks so bad in this situation, would be very disturbing concentration of the Doctors who are dealing with Jessica.
"I'm okay, you don't believe me?" Ask Jessica.
"Please understand Doc" the doctor said, asking the nurse to push Jessica's gurney to fully enter the operating room.
Slowly Jessica's hand releases Alex's hand that continues to hold tightly, so even with Alex so heavy to release Jessica's hand. In the end, Jessica was in the operating room. Alex is waiting in front of the room hoping his wife can be saved. A moment later there was a hand that patted his shoulder. Alex just bowed with his back shaking as tears continued to slide.
"He needs prayer" Devan said.
"Save him" said Alex.
Devan nodded and entered the operating room, the door closed tightly leaving Alex in fear.
Alex is scared, so scared if it turns out Jessica is finally gone for good, just now the two are enjoying the beauty of love. Beautiful perfect household, but why now the situation seems threatening without pity. Will the love and struggle of many years have to end at this time. It ends after his love is returned.
This feels heartbreaking.
Just last night Alex's ear heard Jessica say there was love for the first time why it could now be so full of tears.
"He's been in this position, a position where he fought between life and death to fight for your son Light. This time it seems the same, the difference is we do not know if he can still open his eyes after this," said Rara.
Rara who witnessed how difficult Jessica struggled to give birth to the Light, how painful it is to live and fight alone without a husband. Jessica's struggle was never easy, and Rara prayed at the time. He only wanted to see his sister's suffering once. Unfortunately not, not all as he wanted. Now the same, Rara turned out to have to watch back where her sister struggled on the operating table.
"I don't know how you love her, it's just that I'm confused as to why your love has caused her to suffer. If it turns out that Jessica wasn't saved then you're the mother killer of your own child!" Papar Rara was disappointed.
Alex can only be silent, sorry to be sorry can not be changed back. Everything is now a valuable lesson in his life, and in his heart continue to pray that his wife is okay.
A few moments later, the operation continued. Alex was still waiting with a faint feeling.
This time Nayla, Reyna and Rima waited outside. The three just arrived at the hospital after knowing the condition of Jessica who suddenly bleeding heavily to have to undergo sudden surgery.
The clock kept turning, time kept going and the door of the operating room opened.
Devan and the other Doctors went outside, their faces looking gloomy making a big question mark.
Even Nayla did not dare to ask Devan, but she already wanted to hear what Jessica was like inside after the operation.
"How's it?" Alex asked with fear.
"Your son is in an incubator, he needs medical attention. Just pray that it can survive, after being born before even seven months in the womb of his mother," explained Devan.
Alex feels grateful, meaning there is still hope for the second baby to survive Then what about his wife?
Devan hasn't said anything about Jessica, but Alex initially asked her directly about Jessica.
Currently Alex is only able to gulp saliva with the neck choked. Fear of hearing the worst news about his wife.
"Je... Jessica how?" Alex asked in a trembling voice, but kept trying hard to hear whatever Devan was going to say.
Devan seemed to have no spirit to say Jessica, even he just kept silent without knowing what to say.
"Devan?"
"You can see for yourself, I hope you're strong!" Devan pats Alex on the shoulder, then leaves immediately. I can't bear to see the sadness of my best friend now.