
Her sweet smile was clearly visible, somehow but the raging heart was filled with fear.
"It's fine but never meet him without Nayla" Alex said.
Jessica nodded confidently, it did not matter to her because there was no more love for Devan they were just best friends, sweet friends sincerely without exception so it was impossible to forget each other, she said, their friendship is full of happiness.
"Always be with me, with the Light, we're through it all together, promise" Jessica pointed her pinkie finger at Alex.
Waiting for Alex also pinned his little finger which means it will hold the promise, but Alex just quietly lay with a dim light.
Both of them looked at each other, Alex who put his head on the pillow and Jessica was still Alex's hand as a pillow.
Pillow turns.
"Why are you talking like that?"
Alex did not want to pin his little finger on Jessica's little finger, the feeling of being questionable now seemed to be a hindrance.
What happened to Jessica?
Doubt he who is now trying to be a good father? good husband or something else?
What was?
Jessica actually kept a million riddles to the point of making her wonder.
"Speaking how?" Jessica asked again with a small smile.
"You're not hiding anything from me, are you?" ask Alex.
Jessica showed her gloomy face with tears that also dripped, wiping as quickly as possible. Alex is still waiting for him, waiting for an explanation of Jessica's every wish that is so strange.
One second, two seconds, three seconds.
Both of them were still silent without a word, Jessica who was slowly crying out was scared to leave Alex as well as Light.
'I just want to prepare myself if later it turns out I have to go, then I am happy because there is a remnant of life, you have made me happy' Jessica inner.
"Jessica?" Alex grew increasingly frightened asking in a low tone as Jessica's pale face became apparent.
"Hehehe, I'm happy" Jessica smiled at Alex and made sure she was okay.
"I'm just moved, what's wrong if I want this time to feel how happy it is to be an earth that gets the full attention of her husband?" jessica said with a smile to look happy.
"You sure that's all?" ask Alex.
Alex's embrace now leaves her drifting in warmth but Jessica doesn't want to dream of fearing all can't be real.
"That's it?" Alex kept looking Jessica in the eye, diving into every feeling his wife was hoping that not a single lie would be left hoping that Jessica spoke truthfully without any lingering wounds.
"Can't he?"
Alex felt more relieved, then hugged Jessica with a feeling full of happiness.
"Thank you, you've come back with me, I love you so much and I'm sorry that as long as I have the Light I don't exist" the regret is clearly visible so want to improve for the better.
Both of them were silent in their respective daydreams, Alex who was full of happiness was waiting for the moment his second child was born into this world. While Jessica is afraid of losing Alex and also Light.
"If I didn't exist, would you find a replacement for me?" ask Jessica suddenly.
Alex was surprised to hear that, why should there be such a crazy question.
"I just asked, didn't she say you love to die with me" Jessica explained again so Alex wouldn't look at her in surprise.
"Is no other conversation that much more important?" Alex doesn't like Jessica's question at all, happy dreams together have been a long time, then could it be that this time choose to bury her.
Sure didn't!
"I'm just asking"
"Your question is crazy!" angry with Alex and immediately turned his back on Jessica.
Jessica smiled and wrapped her hands around Alex's stomach, inhaling the soothing scent of her husband's body, and Alex turned back and pulled Jessica into her arms.
"Sleep" Alex's pinta.
"You're the one who sleeps first, later if you've just slept then I'm asleep" said Jessica.
"Why is that?" ask Alex.
"It's okay" Jessica smiled as she hugged Alex tighter, hiding her face on Alex's field chest.
Warmth that is able to calm down from all the restless feelings, Jessica really waited for Alex who slept first after that she smiled while praying that tomorrow can still open her eyes.
Staring at Alex's face, someone who was trying to make her happy, someone who was struggling to get her love, Jessica knew the love for Alex had not been that big, but the fear of parting was so great in her heart, Jessica closed her eyes immediately fell asleep in Alex's warm embrace, without realizing Alex hugged her tighter even though it was clearly sleeping.
"I'm happy, I hope that all that happens doesn't necessarily separate us, but I don't dare to expect too much either" Jessica spoke to herself as Alex fell asleep and Jessica with her eyes closed.