
Riki also tried to get back up, rose from the pain that actually so torturing themselves.
The fragile self is getting destroyed, actually since the beginning Riki does not want to fall in love again with all women anywhere in the world.
However, what power. Even without realizing it love grows along with togetherness.
But there are only quarrels, disputes and also resentment. But his heart still loves that woman.
I don't know when this will happen, but it seems that until this second there is no bright spot at all.
Everything is still dark as if there is no bright spot of this relationship, whether it ends with happiness later or sadness.
Riki was really dizzy thinking about her love so complicated.
Back to the house in her soaked clothes because of the rain that soaked the body, did not feel the cold because the heart was much more injured.
Arriving at home still as usual see the moon in the dark sky.
But until now, Riki continues to think about what Felix said a moment ago.
Is it true if Vanya is just enjoying the love of monkeys that are actually commonly felt by teenagers in general.
Is it possible that one month into the future Vanya has forgotten herself?
Is it possible that Vanya's love isn't as deep as Felix says it is?
Well now Riki will try to give in, maybe what Felix said is true.
Riki does not want later there will be regrets felt by Vanya if it finally gets blessing.
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The next day Riki completely broke his relationship with Vanya, no more communication or just looking at Vanya from a distance.
Everything is completely non-existent, there is no more struggle.
Let it all pass, the pain should not be asked again, the tormented heart becomes more and more.
But what power he has promised to no longer meet Vanya.
The days passed, and Sela saw her moody son. Everything seems to be back as before.
The house was now turned into a quiet, no jokes and laughter that had revived the happy atmosphere in the house after a long time seemed to die.
Unfortunately everything does not last long, with a sick heart everything must be willing to just disappear.
"Riki," Sela approached her son who had just entered the house, the night was late but Riki had just arrived home.
Now Riki only cares about his work, work and work without ceasing. Perhaps thus it could make his thoughts about Vanya slightly override.
Although in fact it is very unlikely, because it is too loving with all his heart.
Even Riki is willing to sacrifice what services for the sake of a Vanya.
Until coming home this late and when hearing the sound of Sela made Riki stop her footsteps and then see Sela.
"Are you okay?"
Though for what to ask again, it is certain that Riki is not okay.
Maybe his physique looks gallant, but who would have thought his heart was so fragile.
However, Riki still nodded until a moment later stepped away towards his room.
No words, absolutely no sound.
Sela was only able to look at her son's back with nanar, again her eyes witnessed for themselves how a Riki was slumped because of love that could not be conveyed properly.
The days went by quickly, it did not feel like it had been almost two weeks Riki and Vanya did not meet. Not communicating and not knowing each other.
Riki also chose to go to the nightlife, sitting on the bartender with his mind increasingly glaring away.
It seems that the dream together with Vanya is only a dream to make Riki increasingly feel pain in the niche of the heart without anyone able to treat it.
His eyes stared at the glass in his hand, occasionally sipping a drink in it. I don't know how many drinks were in the pot. Unfortunately, Vanya's shadow is much more intoxicating than those drinks.
Surprisingly again even though it was crowded but did not make Riki better, it still felt lonely.
Mood is very influential, so that whatever is done will never be able to make yourself better.
"Not a friend, Mom?" A woman approached Riki, sitting next to the now disheveled man.
Even his thin sideburn was now not taken care of at all, his shirt was tangled with the part of his arm folded original up to the elbow.
But even times like this still look charming and make many women who glance at it, unfortunately in Riki's heart there is a woman's name that makes him crazy.
No one can replace the woman, let Riki drift in the shadow of Vanya.
It's okay to be tormented by love, Riki still wants to enjoy it. As long as it does not accept other women.
"Need friends?" Ask the woman again, when it was clear Riki did not care at all.
So even now, even as if he was just busy with his own world.
Until it makes the woman upset, then leave just like that.
Riki doesn't care at all, it's up to the woman.
A moment later, another woman came to him.
"Mas Riki? You're here? Same who?" Ask the woman to talk.
Riki is getting fed up, why can he meet his ex-wife at an unwanted time like this.
Riki never wanted it at all.
"I'm sitting here, yes" just right away Lovely was sitting next to Riki, although not at all Riki said yes.
Until Riki also rose from his seat, intended to move places and not close to Beautiful.
"Mas, where are you going? We chat first, "Beautiful also tried to hold Riki by holding his arm.
Simultaneously his eyes clashed with someone he knew well enough.
"Vanya?" Riki was surprised to see Vanya who was in the place.
How could Vanya be there, how did the snot boy escape from Felix and Devan which of course has tightened the supervision of Vanya.
His face looked annoyed at Riki.
Until a moment later saw the woman standing beside Riki who was holding the man's hand.
His mind now says that Riki has returned to the arms of his ex-wife.
It turned out that love for her was just a joke that she took seriously.
For a moment Vanya was silent, drifting in her mind that was really raging violently.
As if making his head explode after seeing this all.
A moment later Vanya also chose to leave, without wanting to meet with Riki like his initial wish.
It even felt like he no longer wanted to see the man's face, what he saw already explained why he kept thinking about Riki.
Along the path that Vanya's feet crossed there was only resentment and hatred towards Riki.