Married to a Husband of 2 People
Is in the middle of worry...
Along the way home Jessica just kept quiet without a word while massaging her head that feels dizzy, maybe it has been a few days.
"You why? is there something you're thinking?" alex asked while parking his car in front of the house.
Jessica shook her head and immediately got out of the car.
"Mommy," exclaimed the Light as it greeted him at the main door.
Jessica smiled at her beautiful daughter, Light's face could always calm the mother of one child.
"Daddy," exclaimed Light now sees Alex coming in after Jessica.
"Daddy's son hasn't slept?" Alex immediately carried his daughter and kissed the cute cheeks of Light.
"Not yet, any minute" Light smiled as he kissed Alex's cheek.
Alex sees Jessica heading straight to the room without saying a word, causing a question mark.
"Yes, Daddy's sultry about taking a shower first, you're sleeping well" Alex also lowered the Light.
"Yes Daddy," Light exclaimed then ran towards his room.
While Jessica was already in the room, the feelings of anxiety deepened until finally a pregnancy test object showed two red lines, before going to visit Rima, Jessica had used the device just had not had time to see it when Alex called her from outside the bathroom to make her rush and forget about the small object, but when she immediately entered the bathroom and saw the object, Jessica sat herself on the side of the bed shedding those uninvited tears.
"Why you?" ask Alex.
Alex looked at the moody Jessica from the doorway then entered from being too curious, instantly his eyes saw a small object with two lines, Alex took over and saw clearly that the two red lines were real in plain sight.
"This is yours?" Alex really hopes Jessica says yes, even if only nods her head.
Jessica's eyes glazed over as if bearing such a deep weight, yet there was a puzzling feeling as well, despite finally nodding weakly, she said, this is not a disaster but an incredible lie if only without the risks that must be borne, a damaged uterus will still survive? surviving for himself and his fetus.
"Alex me..." Jessica could only be silent when she saw Alex's smile.
Hugging her tightly without wanting to let go, a smile of happiness emanated clearly from the look on her husband's face.
"I'm glad I don't have to worry that I'll take care of you, make you queen and be ready for a temporary leave of absence until you give birth to our child, so that you can get my full attention" alex said without wanting to let Jessica out of her arms.
Not knowing what to say, hearing Alex who was expecting the fetus immediately felt tight in the chest.
"I know you doubt me" Alex said after crouching down to keep up with Jessica, who was still sitting on the side of the bed, looking Jessica in the eyes of his wife in love, reassuring that everything will be fine.
jessica's teary eyes seemed to hold such a deep feeling.
"You doubt?"
Jessica just shook her head in response, not understanding how to tell Alex, how and how Alex would react.
"Don't be afraid, I'm happy, you're happy too, right? I deliberately swapped your KB pills for fertilizing vitamins" Alex said.
Jessica who looked down looked back at the eyes of Alex who just kept looking at him, Alex found out he was taking the pill? Jessica did not intend to cover it but never also told Alex was still waiting for the right time, his heart was always heartless when he heard Alex expressed his desire to have another child, he said, his eyes continued to shed tears even without moving his petals.
"You... You changed it?" jessica's voice almost disappeared but tried to brace herself to ask.
"Yes because I'm afraid you're gone, I love you! believe me, I can't afford to lose you a second time" Alex said without hesitation.
Jessica was bowed it seems that this time Alex really wants to convince himself of the great love, so what if this time it turns out that what separates them is death?
Jessica kept looking into Alex's eyes with a million misgivings, what if Alex knew the fetus would be very dangerous for her.
Will Alex choose to keep the fetus or choose to let go?
And what about Jessica?
No way!
Jessica will not be able to do this, the life of her future child who is now in her womb, Jessica will not be able to choose life while her fetus is gone, shouldn't a mother be willing to fight for her child? then what would be the shame if the child who was still in the form of a lump of blood was fighting for him?
Jessica can't!
"Why are you quiet?" Alex feels something is awkward, Jessica's cry shows fragility not happiness.
As it should be.
Shouldn't we be happy with this situation? Jessica nodded in response.
Decided not to tell her about herself if this was the moment to end.
Then Jessica is ready!
Let's just say this is happiness in the rest of his life, if indeed he can escape death and raise his children it means that it is a bonus.
"I'm okay, I'm just happy!" Jessica also made a smile to look happy.
Wasn't it!
Actually trying to be happy.
Remember that! not trying to be happy.
"You sure?" it seems that Alex is not sure of Jessica's answer, but Jessica's smile again makes her melt without being able to avoid, Jessica also put Alex's hand on her stomach.
"I'm happy" Jessica smiled as she looked at Alex.
Alex hugs Jessica full of happiness without knowing the actual state of his wife is in worry.
"Thank you, tomorrow we check in the hospital, I'll be your personal doctor, hehe" Alex chuckled happily.
Maybe in the second pregnancy this could make up for when Jessica was pregnant with her first child Light.