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Comparing Attitudes

''Wow, I didn't expect it. Loe's efforts succeeded in just one year, Ra. I thought it would take you years to complete this mission." Alvaro responded enthusiastically to his best friend's story, even he had amazed.

''Yeah, that's it, Al. All my efforts have not been in vain."

''How are the children here? I miss them." Maura inquired about her former co-workers enthusiastically.

''There is only a super-skewy child, and worse yet it's my guidance child" said Alvaro, fiery like a war leader who was encouraging the fighters.

''what kind of girl is a guy?"

''Girl, real she's super mengeselin, really...."

Alvaro chatted at length telling the girl who always made her blood pressure rise. Every now and then, Maura seemed to respond with a laugh when there was a part that she thought was funny

Moments later, Maura is forced to stop her laughter when accidentally, her net catches the man who becomes her future husband looking busy with a cell phone in hand. The man was not at all disturbed by the commotion he made when his laughter could be said to be loud enough to fill the room.

I felt guilty for the man for ignoring him. Inwardly guessing, could it be that he was jealous? It's just that, it's not shown as clearly as Emran.

Andrian prefers to be calm to cover his jealousy. If to be honest, Maura would rather have Emran's way of showing it directly than have to second-guess like this. Because he himself is not a person who is easily sensitive to the feelings of people around.

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''Andrian,'' call Maura slowly.

She approached her future husband who was enjoying the night on the porch of the house.

Now, they were all in Maura's old residence with her mother. They decided to stay there at Bram's request. The middle-aged man wanted to feel the life his wife lived first. Although, Yunita and her husband offered to stay over at her house. However, Bram remained adamant about his stance.

''Yes, what's wrong? Sit here, why stand there." Andrian patted the empty space next to him.

Maura said, then landed her body weight there.

''Forgive me" he said softly.

''For what?'' andrian asked confusedly.

''That day, I spent more time with Alvaro and ignored you. Sorry if it makes you jealous." Maura was bowed in guilt.

Andrian chuckled slightly, then shook his head slowly.

''I understand. You guys haven't seen each other for a long time, it's gonna take time to be together. You take it easy, I'm not jealous."

Instantly, the woman looked up at the face of her future husband.

''You're serious?'' ask to make sure.

''Seriously. I set you free close to whoever you're from you can always keep my trust."

I don't know what Maura felt after hearing her future husband's confession. Supposedly, he felt calm and happy but why the opposite. There is a disturbing feeling that does not accept the confession.

His memory wanders when Emran suddenly attacks Andrian some time ago. Then his heart began to question the seriousness of this man.

''Is jealousy not a sign of love?"

He began to compare the attitude of Emran who always shone a sharp look at him when close to other men with the attitude of Andrian who was too relaxed like no burden.

''I'm okay, don't think too much" Adrian said when he saw the woman was silent. He thought his future wife was still feeling guilty

Andrian's heavy voice managed to disperse Maura's daydream.

''Eh, i-iya, eng-no more.''

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Maura pondered alone in her room. His hand stretched out to grab a small figura portrait of his togetherness with his mother.

"If only, mother was here ... I'm not gonna get this wrapped up."

''I miss my mother's advice. I miss sleeping on mom's lap...."

''Mom, actually ... He's not the man I love. There's another man in my heart. He was named Emran, a cold man who was able to melt my heart. I chose it just for dad's sake."

''How should I, Mom? My heart is always filled with doubt. My heart is always attached to Emran, even though I have tried to forget him. But...."

Maura seemed to inhale deeply to unravel the tightness in her chest.

''The more I tried the more real his shadow became in my mind. What should I do, Mom? I want to be like mother, who has one man in life until the last breath."

''I really can't force this feeling."

Without realizing it, there was a man who heard all that. He could only stare sadly from the crack of the door that was slightly open. He leaned his body against a wall not far from him.

''Is my decision wrong?''

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Hayo lhoo, who is that? Durian aka Andrian, is it? Or Mr Bram?

The answer is in the next part. Pantengin keep yes...

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