Missing You
Artificial Breath

I don't know how long I slept. It seems like a long time, because outside the window there is no sun. I looked for a cell phone and I found it on the desk next to the bed. At 7 p.m. I need to get up soon.

Hold still. I was asleep in Mr. Chang's car and now I'm on a soft bed. I looked to the right and left. There was no sign of Mr. Chang.

My hair and face are messy from sleep. I went to the bathroom to clean myself up. It looks like it's pretty neat to get out of the room. I opened the door slowly and heard Mr. Chang and Mr. Park.

"What do you want now Min Jung?" Mr. Park sounded emotional.

"Nothing, everything stays the same as always."

"You think taking a woman on a romantic trip can be done without the media knowing?"

Did our departure this afternoon get caught by the media? I've been trying to find a place that people pass the least.

"It wasn't me who picked that place "Mister Chang's answer made me feel guilty.

"In these 2 months news about your scandal kept out the media. And I have to explain to the director about that. Do you know how hard it is?"

"I know"

It turns out it can't. Mr. Chang is a famous artist whose every move is always watched. I'm the one who's guilty of this.

"Jin Ae is an innocent woman. He can't be around you. If you want to hook up, do it with the grown women in your neighborhood"

"I've been trying to get away from him. I've also been looking for ways to break his contract. Fortunately, it happened, so I can do it."

I took off the door handle. My bones and muscles are like I have no energy. So Mr. Chang was grateful for the incident.

"You still have a drama and movie contract you have to finish. I don't want any more female scandals. You're fixing Jin Ae's problem." Mr. Park stomped his feet away from home.

I quickly closed the door and locked it. I went to the bathroom to calm myself down. What I should be doing now.

Mr. Chang did not come to the room. I saw the clock on the phone. It's 8 p.m. Did he leave the house?

I have to get out of this house. I can't think of any other way. I gotta get going.

I opened the door slowly. After making sure no one was outside, I walked out without shoes. Quiet house. Maybe Mr. Chang is upstairs or in his study. I ran to the front door.

" Are you awake?" I'm so unlucky. Why not just leave the house. I turned and answered "Yes. Just now" . Mr. Chang approached me. I had to pretend I didn't hear anything.

"You slept well earlier, I couldn't have woken you up" He touched my hair and hugged me. What am I supposed to do?. I keep repeating that question in my head.

"What do you want to eat?" I looked into his eyes. I unconsciously stroked her face. I hugged him without saying anything. He took my arms and kissed me.

But for the last time, let me enjoy this atmosphere. Mr. Chang smiled "What are you calling?" "Oppa.....oppa.

Mr. Chang hugged me tighter and tighter. We kissed and hugged each other.

"I have to go home" I said after he slipped off his lips. "Why can't it continue?" I saw Mr. Chang. "Oppa knows that this can't continue, it's too dangerous both for me and for oppa" I used a funny tone so he wouldn't get angry.

"I'll drive you home" I took off his hug "No need. Oppa was driving back to Incheon. I can take a cab"

I held his arm and struggled spoiled. Mr. Chang kept smiling looking at me.

"After all, tomorrow morning Oppa must leave for Busan. I can take a cab" He finally agreed. I'm wearing my bag. Mr. Chang went to the upper room and returned with his long coat. She put it on me.

"I don't like it when you're cold. Till the house you have to eat." I smiled and hugged her again. "Yes well and thank you for today. I'm so glad I could go with Oppa"

Before I left the house, Mr. Chang pulled me back and kissed me. I smiled and went out. This is really the last time I'm in this house.

The taxi I called was waiting outside the house. "Ke Gwanjin-gu Pak" I told the taxi driver. I looked at Mr. Chang's house and started crying.

My eyes were swollen when I woke up in the morning. I cried all night and kept crying. I have to eat because I didn't eat anything last night. I opened the fridge and found a fish cake. I put it in the microwave for a while and ate it with a glass of hot coffee.

Today I just want to sleep and play games on my phone until my back hurts. But I'll be hungry later. I'm looking for a cell phone to order food.

There's a message from Mr. Chang "I'm going to Busan, definitely missing you. Do not forget to eat and should not go out wearing mini clothes. I can go home and take it off ❤"

I fell silent and started crying again. Why is it so hard to like a man. I cried and fell asleep.

I woke up in the afternoon with a sick stomach. I took the medicine and took it. It seems like eating something warm will make my heart and stomach improve. I put on my clothes and went out.

I went to Seolleontang restaurant or meat soup. I ordered 1 serving and fried ham. The restaurant owner was looking at the artist's news on television.

When my order came, I ate it voraciously. For almost a whole day I didn't eat. Soon, all the food in front of me was gone. I sipped some hot tea and intended to go home.

From television came the news about Mr. Chang. I fell silent and started watching tv.

Reportedly Mr. Chang is in a relationship with one of the beautiful artists from China who became his co-star in his last drama. Their photos are shown one by one.

I looked down and started to walk home. I would love to drink, but I am afraid of the consequences I will have. Finally I bought some cans of cola and drank them to the end of my room.

I started to burp nonstop. I started laughing at myself who kept burping. How sad.

In the morning, I woke up with a stomachache that I could not endure. It hurt so much I cried. I have to go to the hospital. I ordered a taxi and started getting dressed. I left the house with pain. I called my sister and told her I was going to the hospital.