Missing You
Mature and Graceful

"Is your stomach hurting now?" I felt sick when I was at the restaurant. But now it's fine. "No" I answered briefly.

Tonight it all feels like two years ago. We talked and ate together. But now things have changed.

"Why are we going to Itaewon sir?" I know this area very well. "My mom wants to see you" Will I see that house again. A house that holds all my sweet memories.

Is correct. I saw the house again right in front of my eyes. This time I went through the front door, unlike two years ago. I was waiting for Mr. Chang to open the door.

But inside the house there was no one. All rooms are in the dark. Did he lie to me? . Mr. Chang opened the door and pulled me into the house.

All the furniture in the house is still the same as two years ago. Hasn't changed. Mr. Chang still pulled me and told me to sit on the sofa in front of the tv. I looked around and remembered all the memories that happened in this house.

Suddenly my stomach became sick and made me nauseous. I took off Mr. Chang's coat quickly and ran towards the bathroom. Mr. Chang looked at me and followed into the bathroom. I spewed out the whole dinner today.

Why has my nausea become so bad lately. I have to go to the doctor when I'm not busy. "You okay?" Mr. Chang was worried to see me come out of the bathroom with a pale face. "It's okay" I walked over to the sofa and sat down.

Mr. Chang gave me warm water to drink. "If Madam Chang isn't home, I'd better just go home" I put the glass on the table and saw Mr. Chang staring at me.

"I lied about my mom. And I don't want you coming home tonight. I'll make you some porridge" I'll find my coat and go to the front door.

"Preferably don't fight me Jin Ae. I can do anything to keep you here." I froze in place. Back when I was not as straight as I am now, my strength was not comparable to that of Mr. Chang. If I fight maybe this time I have my bones broken.

I put my coat and bag back on the living room chair. Mr. Chang pulled me to sit on the sofa and turned on the television for me. Then he went back to the kitchen and cooked some porridge.

I opened my phone and found some messages from my mother. "Are you surprised Jin Ae, I'm sorry. But you guys fit in perfectly. Good luck" I don't believe my own parents can lie to me.

"Let's eat porridge" Mr. Chang sat next to me with a bowl of porridge. But he didn't give it to me. "Open your mouth" she bribed me. I felt bad about the struggle of cooking porridge. I opened my mouth and ate the porridge bit by bit.

When I feel full I hold her hand "It's full" . He dropped his spoon and bowl of porridge on the table. I drink my warm water to clean the remaining porridge in my mouth.

"You'd better sleep. After nausea must be your body feels weak" I feel confused by this situation. What am I supposed to do now. "Am I really not going home tonight?" he nodded."Can't"

I breathe and watch television. Mr. Chang stood up and went to clean the porridge bowl I was wearing. He also refilled my empty glass. I think I should stay in this house.

I stood up and waited for him to finish washing the dishes. "Is there anything you need?" I gave the code with the hand I put in front of my mouth. Toothbrush. Right now I need a toothbrush.

This room is the same as the other room. Not changed at all. "Have you been looking in the bathroom?" I was silent for a long time in front of the door and did not realize Mr. Chang was coming upstairs.

She came out of the bathroom with one toothbrush that was still tightly wrapped. I took it out of his hand and entered the bathroom. After brushing my teeth, my mouth became somewhat fresh.

Out of the bathroom, Mr. Chang was already in his bed. He patted the bed next to her to tell me to sleep. I reasoned to take a drink, he had already prepared it. I reasoned to take out a coat and a purse, he had also placed it on the table near the bed.

With a heavy sigh, I got into the blanket and slept close to the edge of the mattress. He approached me and pulled me in his arms. The perfume began to smell again. This time it's not too thick.

Triying triiii

I heard my phone. I pushed Mr. Chang and stood up to pick up the phone at the table. "Hello" came A Ri's voice from there "How was Jin Ae's match?" I feel like crying. "Is he handsome? high? What work?" I just let them imagine.

"I'll tell you tomorrow. Now I have to sleep because tomorrow morning I'm going to Yangjae market". Yangjae Market is a large flower market in Seoul. Every day it opens at 7 a.m.

I checked the order once again with A Ri and Ha Young. I opened the records and worked inside Mr. Chang's room. He just looked at me from the bed. After about ten minutes, Ha Young's phone call was over. I put the note back in the bag.

Mr. Chang was waiting for me in bed with a cell phone. I went back to bed and slept next to him. "Is your stomach okay now?" I nodded slowly. He put down his phone and tried to hug me. But I refused and got away. He understood and did not force me anymore.

"Why didn't you call me when I was sick?" I looked up to see his face. He talked about what happened one year ago again. "I'm so sleepy. Want to sleep" I firmly don't want to talk about it anymore.

"You should listen to the reason I got married. I was just helping the company to.." I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. "It seems like any excuse won't be enough to make you forgive me" I opened my eyes and looked at him.

Mr. Chang extended his hand to caress my head. He approached and whispered something. "I'm sorry" I looked into her eyes. I choose to sleep and sleep.

Will I trust his words again this time. Or it's too late.

When I heard the news of her wedding, I felt like my world was falling apart. My chance to be with him is no longer possible. To forget it I spent time studying and working.

It was almost three days I didn't eat . My condition was so bad that I couldn't get out of bed.

Ha Young and A Ri who knew that, called the ambulance while crying. Am I going to forget all that and get back in his arms?