Missing You
Bolu Pandan Cheese Cake

I would love to say yes. Loving her is a mistake I made. But everything feels beautiful and comfortable with him. I hugged him without saying anything. It seemed like he already knew my answer, he sighed and kissed the top of my head.

"Does Mr. Chang want to eat anything?" It's noon now, I'd better make some food for him. "For today alone, don't call me by that name" I laughed at her request.

"We'd better have lunch first" I took off my arms. He did the same and allowed me to cook. The dishes my mother made were still plentiful in the refrigerator. I make egg rolls as a complementary side dish.

"Your mom's good at cooking" she praised my mom's cooking. "So, my cooking has not been good?" I feel jealous of my own mother. He laughed and stroked my head with his hands.

After eating, he did not leave. I took her to take a nap. "Sleeping after eating makes your stomach fat" I pouted and didn't ask her.

When I was sleeping on the bed, she slipped into the blanket and hugged me. He put his head on my chest and hugged me tightly. Her hair is so sweet. "How did Oppa know I'm moving apartments?"

He lifted his face and saw me. "Yesterday night at the restaurant, I saw you" I recalled the incident while eating with my parents. There was nothing strange about that night. But that means he's been around here all night.

I felt guilty and kissed her lips. He just smiled and hugged me tighter. "Ah sick" I complained. He let go of his embrace and looked at my stomach with worry. "I'm just operating oppa. be careful"

"Did it hurt?" I'm happy with his attention. " Yes, it hurts a lot. Out of the cab I couldn't stand up straight. Then Mrs Chang called me but I didn't hear her voice.." I kept telling her about the operation that day.

I heard regular breathing from him. He must be sleeping now. He must have been exhausted waiting for me all night. I hugged him and took a nap.

I heard a faint cell phone noise in my sleep. When I opened my eyes alone in bed. It's dark outside, and it's 6 p.m. I felt her sleeping next to me, still warm.

There's an incoming message on my phone. From Mr. Chang.

I will wait until you can accept me and be by my side. I love you and want to be with you. Chang Min Jun's.

What I really think. Not if you love each other, any obstacle can be bypassed. Why do I doubt myself when he is willing to sacrifice for me. I got up and ran out of the house.

He's not far from here yet. I had to tell her I loved her too.

I ran down the stairs and looked around the apartment building. There aren't. There are only people who see me.

I returned to the apartment with weak steps. I took my phone and saw Mr. Chang's message once again. I called his phone but it wasn't connected. He must have turned it off.

Why am I so stupid. I kicked out people who liked me. I started crying and regretting.

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After parting ways with Mr. Chang two years ago, I went to the University to cancel my college leave. I only got one semester I could cancel.

For a year I worked part-time in various places. The money I got was gathered little by little. Once collected, my two friends and I had the idea to open a business.

It does not fit with the initial goals. To this day, I have no regrets about doing it. For one year, my two friends and I opened a flower shop at an intersection near a subway station. The POENY flower shop. Ha young and A ri were handling the sales at the store and I was in charge of marketing. We are both tired of working part-time.

But specifically today our store is closed because we attended our own graduation event.

Father, mother, brother and Ha na were also present to congratulate me. We took pictures in front of my faculty and university. Don't forget I introduced my parents to Ha Young and A ri. We took a picture together and will put it on the wall of our store.

I am 25 years old now. My body is still thin just like it was two years ago. What changed was my hair that I cut short by the shoulder. I started to pay attention to the clothes I wear every day. I also wear accessories that make me look more feminine.

Since it's my graduation day, I took my family out to eat at one of the five stars in Seoul. We arrived at Lott* hotel at 5pm. I wear a pale pink canal that forms my body. This dress makes my skin look whiter.

We sat down according to the order I ordered a month ago. "Well my sister made it in Seoul" I feel deeply indebted to my brother. "Is your job good?" Dad tried to cut our conversation.

"Good Dad" I'm so happy my parents are healthy until I reach my wish. I want them to see my success in Seoul. I have all achieved it with hard work. I did not complain and continued to move even though it was heavy.

Of course, all the effort at first was very heavy. But with the expertise of the three of us, we were able to bring enough customers to make our flower shop continue to run well.

Mom kept looking at me. I smiled happily to see my mother. Butno. My mother looked straight behind me. I looked over and recognized who my mother kept seeing. Lady Chang.

I was confused and didn't know what to do. My mother felt sure of her vision and moved closer to the table behind me.

"Mrs Chang. Right?" My mother said a little loudly, making my father and brother look at me.

"Ah right...You're Jin Ae's mother." They smiled at each other and hugged each other. Since my name has been mentioned, inevitably I have to say hello to him. "Good night Mrs Chang" I bowed in salute.

"Jin Ae.wah you are beautiful." I smiled at her praise. Brother and Father also came to Madam Chang's table to show some courtesy.

"We were celebrating Jin Ae's graduation day and she took us to eat at this hotel" Mother said everything she had in mind. But I was very surprised when Mom said "Is the Madam alone? better eat with us to be more crowded"

I wanted to protest mother's conversation. "No-no. Better not. I'll meet my son after his work is done today". It felt like lightning was attacking me continuously. My hands got cold and I started sweating.

After two years will I finally meet him?. The liar who let me down a year ago.

The news of her marriage a year ago made me feel very angry, disappointed and sad. He married an artist couple in his latest drama at the time.

That woman is more beautiful than me. I don't care about that guy anymore. Our world is different, and I'm fighting for my life. I don't have time to take care of things like romance and jealousy.

Mr. Chang is already a part of the past that I should forget about.