Missing You
Chokes

That night I kept imagining Mr. Chang's bare chest. My body warmed up until I drank ice water all night. I had to get that shadow out of my brain.

I woke up with a heavy voice. Too much ice water before bed makes my throat dry. I drank hot tea, took a warm bath and went to work.

Mr. Chang's house still looks deserted at 6 am. The kitchen and dining table look the same as when I ran away from Mr. Chang. I started cleaning it. I opened all the curtains so that the sunlight would come in. Because the wind is still cold this March, not all the windows I open.

I went to the yard, watered the plants and cleaned the relaxing area there. I went into the kitchen, I put the whole chicken in a pot full of hot water. This morning the chicken soup must have been warm. Looking at the clock, it was time to wake Mr. Chang up.

Tok.dok..

"Sir Chang it's time for breakfast"

Is he awake?

I slowly entered the room.

Mr. Chang was still wearing his white T-shirt and sleeping on his stomach hugging a pillow. The sunlight makes the white skin more radiant.

Looking at him like this he looks like a 16-year-old who is still innocent. Since he was a teenager, he was required to be an adult man who could decide his own future.

Slowly his eyes opened and turned to face the ceiling with a smile. "Until when do you see me continue"

I stood up, my face flushed. I didn't realize I kept seeing his face while sleeping.

"Sorry sir, I'm really sorry". I kept bowing apologizing and went out of the room. I closed the door from the outside and ran towards the kitchen. I'm sorry I entered his room.

I tried to forget what I saw by putting breakfast on the dinner table. I also set my breakfast in the kitchen. From the beginning of work Mr. Park let me eat in this house. I was also allowed to use the ingredients in the refrigerator because Mr. Chang rarely ate them.

Mr. Chang came down wearing his long white pants and white T-shirt. Her hair was messy and her face was still swollen. Mr. Chang looked at his breakfast "Where's your bowl?" "I'm eating in the kitchen, sir" I bowed in shame. Mr. Chang approached me, "Jin Ae, don't tell me you're pounding from watching me wake up"

Uhh what word is that. Disgusting. I looked into his eyes. "No sir, my stomach is a bit uncomfortable" the reason I can think of right now. "Did your stomach tingle for something else, touched me for example" I did not answer and began to arrange my bowl next to the bowl.

I'm so focused on eating this morning. Hot milk chicken soup and warm rice are indeed an amazing couple.

After eating I went to clean the room upstairs. The bed should be replaced. But why is the bed so heavy. It turns out there is.....

She posed as a model, sleeping sideways and supporting her head with her right hand. His legs touched the end of the bed. Why does he keep bothering me today.

"I have to change the bed, sir. Can you move a little to the couch?" She smiles. "I'm training a new pose for a new ad, what do you think?". I flicked the bed sheet and hit his face. His face was shocked and this was the first time I saw his ugly face. I laughed until I crouched down.

"Funny?" he sat down and looked at me seriously. I kept laughing and did not realize that Mr. Chang was approaching me. Mr. Chang sat on his bed opposite me who was crouching. I started to stop laughing.

Mr. Chang touched the little hairs on my forehead. I looked at him and smiled. We looked at it for a few minutes. Mr. Chang touched my ear and placed his right hand on my neck. Her hands warmly caressed my neck.

Mr. Chang's face slowly approached, I picked up the pillow silently. As her lips almost touched mine, I hit her face with a pillow. Bbuk. I hit him a little hard. Mr. Chang fell into the bed. I laughed at him.

He saw me in disbelief and then stood up suddenly and tried to catch me. I ran away and ran down. Today I wear a yellow skirt made of chiffon. When running down my skirt fluttered pretty making my white thighs slightly open.

Mr. Chang chased me with full force downwards. Out of fear, I ran while shouting like a child chasing. I went to the dinner table, Mr. Chang almost caught me but I was able to escape to the backyard.

I ran towards the sofa in the backyard. Mr. Chang appeared at the door gasping for breath. I laughed at him "If you are not strong because you are old, you should give up". I don't think my words made him any more excited. He pulled the hose and started to flush me.

"Today I know that you are ten years older than me". I kept teasing him and laughing at him. Mr. Chang who was initially upset then laughed. "I'm old, my lungs feel like they want to explode right now".

My hair and clothes are wet. I got up and sat on the wet grass. Mr. Chang laughed by closing his eyes with his hands due to the glare. No matter how old he is, he is just a boy who needs to play and have fun.

He got up and sat next to me. "Well, how about we eat cup noodles and sausages?" askinya. "But Mr. Chang is going to Busan tomorrow, if he gets caught by Mr. Park. I was blamed"

"It's okay, come on". He took my hand and went out of the house in a messy shirt. Her hair was wet and covered part of her face. We went to the supermarket with a rat-like look that went into the got. It was fortunate that the minimatket employee did not recognize PaK Chang due to his appearance.

Mr. Chang brought our newly purchased noodles cup to the kitchen table. I wanted to go to the kitchen and start cooking but Mr. Chang stopped me. " Dry your shirt first." I forgot my clothes were wet. "It's gonna dry soon sir."

Mr. Chang went to the room and brought a shirt for me. "You better get changed first." I saw my wet clothes forming curves. "Good Sir"

The shirt Mr. Chang gave him was white and rather thin. If I wear it I'm afraid my whole body will be visible. I was reminded of the red lingerie Mr. Chang had given me.

I wear it on my inside and wear a shirt on top of it. At least my thighs were covered, even if only partially. I went out of the bathroom and boiled water. I dry my wet clothes in the backyard. I hope before my time to go home these clothes are dry, because I don't want to wear the clothes I'm currently wearing to go home.

Smelling the ramyeon cup makes me hungry. I haven't eaten it in a long time. The sun started to fall to the west, our lunch was very late.

Mr. Chang came down from the room and came to me. "Well, I didn't think I could eat cup noodles at home"

The job of being an actor requires Mr. Chang to keep the type of food that can be eaten.

If Mr. Park finds out I bought cup noodles for Mr. Chang, I will definitely be scolded. Mr. Chang brought his cup noodles to the front of the tv. I give fruit juice instead of cola and don't forget I made cut fruit for Mr. Chang. At least there was healthy food coming into his body.

Mr. Chang invited me to watch a movie and eat. It was the first time I saw Mr. Chang excited like this.

Because of the uncomfortable clothes I chose to sit on the carpet and cover my thighs with pillows. Mr. Chang looked at it and made me misbehave. He turned his eyes to the movie we were watching. Fast and Farious 8 is her favorite movie.

It turns out Mr. Chang is a Toretto fan. I watched TV and enjoyed my cup.

I cleaned up the leftovers and gave a room-scenting spray due to the pungent smell of cup noodles. Mr. Park will be here at 10pm and there should be no smell of instant food left.

Mr. Chang was still watching. "Jin Ae try to see this." I approached Mr. Chang and sat next to him watching in silence. Feeling full, I slowly feel sleepy. Now that it was 4pm, I was supposed to prepare dinner, but I got sleepy and started dropping my head onto the sofa.

Mr. Chang caught my head and put me to sleep in his arms. I who was sleepy suddenly woke up and tried to wake up. Mr. Chang restrained my back so that I could not get up. I'm staring.

I cannot possibly not be tempted by his existence. His handsome face and ideal body make me feel fascinated often. He pulled my back making my body stick to him even more. The shirt and lingerie I was wearing were also revealed and showed all my thighs.

Mr. Chang started stroking my thighs. It made me feel tingling in my stomach. I started to get close to her face and kiss her. That short kiss grew longer and longer.

Triiiiing

mr. Chang's phone rang at the right time. I got up and sat on the sofa as long as Mr. Chang received a call. My face was red with embarrassment.

Done calling Mr. Chang saw me. "You better go home now, before we regret it"

Whahuh? Why does she say that, it makes me feel that I'm a seductress.

I got up and went to the backyard. I took my almost dry shirt, put it on in the bathroom and put Mr. Chang's shirt in the bag. I went out and said goodbye to Mr. Chang. He didn't answer. He kept looking at the cell phone as I got out of the house.