Missing You
Latitude and Shinta

Entering the apartment I went to the bathroom and spewed out all my food. After that my body felt weak and not powerful. Brother let me sleep and gave me warm tea. Mom and Dad were surprised by how much I had changed since coming home from the restaurant.

I went to bed and tried not to think about anything else. When I woke up in the morning, my head hurt. "Are you okay?" brother sat in my bed. I nodded weakly. "Just sleep, I have to go home today to Chuncheon"

I forgot that brother and Ha Na are going home today. I intended to get up and drive them to the station but my brother forbade me because my face was very pale. I can take my brother.

Mom and Dad will be home in three days. Before I came home, my mom wanted to make kimchi. He said he wanted to give kimchi to my friend.

Finish breakfast Dad takes brother to the station. I sent A Ri a message that I was sick today and couldn't go to the store. "Do you want to eat something?" mom held my head, made sure I didn't have a fever. I just shook my head slowly.

I went to bed again after sending a message. Why the pain does not go away quickly. What I should do. I had to take medicine and go back to sleep.

I shouldn't have taken that sleeping pill. That's why I didn't know that Mr. Chang and his mother came to the apartment. I still fell asleep because of the influence of the medicine. The doctor allowed me to take sleeping pills only if I had a stomach ache or a severe headache. He said it was because I was too stressed.

To make kimchi, I plan to go to the market with Dad. Madam Chang was delighted and wanted to follow them to the market. While Mr. Chang did not come along for fear of making a fuss in the market. Father and mother left Mr. Chang at home with their daughter sleeping in the room.

In my dream this headache still torments me. Suddenly my back was warm and my heart was calm. The headache came again, but the massage in my head helped the pain go away slowly. I thought it was mom who massaged my head.

My mother's body always smelled of food, but this time it was another. It smells the same as the perfume I kept for two years. Did you use the perfume I kept in that closet? I slowly woke up curious.

I woke up and faced the chest of the field covered in a white T-shirt. His stomach was flat unlike the father's stomach that was getting more prominent now. Slowly I saw his face.

Mr. Chang looked me gently in the eye. His face looks so handsome and perfect. He looked down and kissed my lips. I feel like I'm dreaming. Maybe because I was thinking too much about what happened last night, now I dream he's on my bed and kissing me.

I let him kiss me. Sometimes I kiss her back and turn into a deep kiss. His kiss was warm and soft. When he looked at me he smiled and whispered "this is not Jin Ae's dream"

I hugged him and kissed him again. If this isn't a dream, does it mean that he's really on my bed right now? not likely. He started kissing my neck and biting my ears. Be ill. Why do I get sick when I dream?

I opened my eyes wide. I'm still in bed and in my room. There were people who bullied me and kept kissing my neck and collarbone. I stroked her head and felt her soft hair. My head suddenly felt pain again. It means it's not a dream.

I pushed his chest and saw that Mr. Chang was really on top of me. I screamed and got out of bed. "Are you awake from your dream?" I don't believe in this incident.

"I prefer it when you think it's a dream. Come here." This guy's crazy. I ran to the bathroom and washed my face. I shouldn't have taken that medicine.

"Is Jin Ae awake?" mother asked. "Yes. Now it's in the bathroom" Mr. Chang replied casually. I went out of the bathroom and into the room. I have to wear something to cover my neck. I decided to wear a light blue turtle neck sweater and a white knee-length skirt.

When I left the room, Mr. Chang looked at me with a smile. I really wanted to kill him today. I salute Madam Chang. " Jin Ae you're so beautiful today. But I heard your head hurt?" Mother told me to sit right in front of Mr. Chang. "Now it's better" my answer made Mr. Chang smile wider.

"Why are Mrs Chang and Mr Chang here?" I want to throw him out right now. "Mother told Mrs Chang that you were sick, then she came to see you" I smiled bitterly. How could you have Mrs Chang's number.

"Jin Ae, get Min Jun a drink" Dad told me to stand up. I had to go to the kitchen and pour her some cold tea.

Mom took out her groceries in the living room. Today I'm really going to make kimchi in my house. I sighed and began to tidy up the pillows and chairs in the living room. Mr. Chang and Dad were in charge of lifting the sofa and television to another room.

Salted white mustard began to be cleaned. I'm in charge of slicing radishes and chives. Madam Chang prepared a flour porridge. Father and Mr. Chang chatted casually while drinking a sikhye. Is Mr Chang now able to drink liquor?

We made kimchi and talked about the daily happenings. Father and mother tell of the last successful harvest of peach fruit. The tourists come continuously making the father and mother unable to rest for one month.

Mrs Chang recounted the reunion event she had to attend on Jeju island. He felt no need to come and asked the reunion manager to change places to Chuncheon. I feel proud because the place will be more famous.

Mr. Chang told me about his divorce. It made us all feel quiet and uncomfortable. Madam Chang added that she felt sad and devastated to hear it. Madam Chang must have really liked her daughter-in-law.

I also accidentally learned about the divorce. The news lasted for a week and attracted a lot of attention. Mr. Chang looked at me and went back to telling me the details of his divorce.

They were married for four months before they decided to divorce. We dare not ask the cause. Mr. Chang kept seeing my reaction when he told me about his divorce.

That problem has nothing to do with me. I also watch TV because of my work. My headache is coming back. This time with stomach pain. I went to the bathroom and vomited.

Mr. Chang started to look worried about me. He proposed to order food because he had not seen me eat from the morning.

"You should go to doctor Jin Ae" mother hugged me and examined my body. I felt weak and wanted to vomit again. Madam Chang came to me with a bowl of porridge. "Eat this first. I didn't see you eat from the morning"

I smiled and took the bowl of porridge given. Mom helped me into my room and I started eating. There's a walnut smell in it. Madam Chang often wears walnuts in her cooking. That's what I knew when I was working at Mr. Chang's house.

I apologize to Madam Chang for not being able to help with the kimchi making. Madam Chang stroked my hair and told me to sleep.