Missing You

Missing You
Relaxing



(Inspiration for Chang Min Jung)


This morning I reached Mr. Chang's house 30 minutes late. It was because I had to go to the supermarket to buy Pak Chang's favorite bread, cakes and ice cream. I also added the kind of fruit that Mr. Chang could eat. In the refrigerator there are only apples, pears and bananas. I added mixberry, and mango. Mr. Chang doesn't like fruit juice (according to the information I got from Mr. Park).


Last night I was looking for a fruit menu that Mr. Chang could eat. After the food menu for 2 weeks was approved by Mr. Park, I decided to shop in the morning so that the food does not run out suddenly. I also bought meat buns for breakfast.


Today I see no media and fan cars like yesterday. But I decided to always enter the house through the back door to be safe.


Entering the house I started my day by arranging fruit and bread in the refrigerator. Since there are still 30 minutes I have to wake Mr. Chang, I better clean the house first. I opened all the curtains, and opened some windows to let the fresh and cold morning air into the house.


Water the plants in the backyard to make them look fresher. It seems like the pool has to be cleaned today because Mr. Chang is at home.


I entered the house to get a cell phone and I realized it was 7 in the morning. I hurried up to Mr. Chang's room.


Tok tok tok tok


"Good morning sir, it's 7 am now" . There was no reply from the room. I opened the door slowly, but I did not find Mr. Chang in his bed. I took the plates and glasses I left yesterday afternoon at the table. There was water coming from the bathroom. Mr. Chang took a shower apparently.


I rushed out of the room and headed for the kitchen to prepare breakfast. As planned yesterday, I will make a French Toast and a fruit salad for breakfast. Two minutes before the French toast was ready, there were footsteps from the stairs. Mr. Chang got off wearing a white T-shirt and jeans. Because it's a little cold today, he's wearing the same sweater as yesterday. He opened the fridge and took a banana and saw me. "You're late today".


I looked at it and answered carefully. "I'm sorry sir, but I have to wait for the supermarket to open for bread." I saw his face as unhappy.


Mr. Chang turned around and headed towards the courtyard. I have to finish this breakfast as soon as possible, I don't want to get fired just for bread. I cleaned the dinner table and set breakfast on it.


I ran towards the back yard. When I arrived at the sofa, I saw a scene that made me slightly flutter.


Mr. Chang sat with one leg on the other. His hands were wide open as if he was welcoming the sun. I've never seen a man with this perfect posture and face. Even if all the students on my campus were gathered, no one would match them. There is absolutely nothing.


Ah, what am I thinking. I still need this job. I must not, must not at all have any feelings for this handsome host of mine.


"Sir Chang, breakfast is ready". He looked me up and down and up again. He's not judging my appearance, is he? Suddenly I was upset.


Mr. Chang stood up and walked past me, right next to me. It smells like fresh soap. I like this smell. Hit me in the head. I can't think of anything.


Mr. Chang looked at his breakfast and just stood still. "Is something wrong, sir?" he saw me again. "If you haven't had breakfast, eat together". Doubtful I said "I ate earlier sir at the supermarket"


"So you're late for breakfast" I think I gave the wrong answer. I looked down silently while Mr. Chang started eating.


I went upstairs to Mr. Chang's room. I changed the bed linen, blanket and pillowcase. I opened the curtains and cleaned the big window. I also cleaned the bathroom. After I finished cleaning up in Mr. Chang's room I went downstairs.


There are empty plates and bowls on the dining table. When carrying dirty dishes to the kitchen, the sound of tv was heard. Afraid of interrupting, I did my job carefully.


I called the pool and laundry clerk. Don't forget I reported to Mr. Park. I wanted to clean the ground floor, but was afraid to disturb Mr. Chang.


I took myself to the tv room next to the dining room. There was no movement from Mr. Chang. Only his hands were hanging from the sofa to the carpet. I approached and it turned out that he was asleep. His eyes were closed, his body moving up and down slowly and regularly. I unconsciously squatted right in front of his face.


Her hair was not well-groomed this morning. His eyebrows are neat and his eyelashes are long. I like his upper cheeks which are a bit fat. His lips were thick and his chin tipped down. I kept staring at him until the bell rang out from the front.


Laundry came, I brought the dirty shirt bag forward and handed it over. The slip I received I stuck in the fridge with a magnet.


A cold wind came from the front door. Worried about the cold, I covered Mr. Chang with a blanket. It was spring, but the wind was still cold.


I went to the backyard to clean the sofa and cut off some leaves that grew rather long. Go back to the kitchen to start preparing lunch. The TV that was broadcasting sports news changed celebrity news. But Mr. Chang wasn't on the couch.


I grabbed the remote to turn off the tv and paused for a moment. There is news about Mr. Chang who was caught on camera eating dinner at one of the cafes with his co-star in the latest drama.


I turned off the tv and started cooking lunch. I cooked rice with chicken soup. I also make sauteed vegetables as a complement. The kimchi I found in the refrigerator was also beautifully arranged on the plate. Lunch is ready at the table. But where is Mr Chang?


In the room there is no. I saw nothing on the balcony either. There is no wardrobe room. I heard a voice when I opened the study. "Sorry sir, lunch is ready" . He looked at me with that look again. I closed the door and went to clean the tv room.


I thought Mr. Chang had finished eating, but I saw he was just sitting quietly looking at the phone without touching his food. I think there must be something wrong with the food. Mr. Chang looked at me with an angry look. "I've told you several times that you should accompany me to eat every time I eat." I'm appalled. I'm trying to understand Mr. Chang's wishes but this is uncomfortable for me. Where there is a maid who eats alone with her master.


Afraid of making her even more angry, I took the rice and other side dishes. I sat right in front of Mr. Chang and started eating. He looked at me for a while and started eating too. Is what I'm doing right? Do I have to ask Mr. Park about this? A lot of questions are going through my brain right now.


Not long after the food in my bowl ran out, so did Mr. Chang. "I'm in the study, if it's time for dinner call me" . " Good sir" I replied, half bowing.


"For whom?" . Surprised I almost dropped the glass and the tray. Fortunately Mr. Chang was in front of me catching the tub. "Pond cleaner comes sir. I think they need a drink." "Who told you to?"


"No sir."


I was wrong again, I thought


" Let them work and get the hell out of the house" he said, taking one glass of orange juice back to the study. Doesn't he like juice? What a strange person.


Not long the pool attendant came home and indeed his work only took a short time.


For dinner I prepared the meat I was cooking after being given salt and pepper. It's still 4 p.m. I went to the backyard and sat on the couch. The sun slowly went west, leaving a warmth that made me close my eyes.


(Chang Min Jung)


*Where else is that woman. Usually in the kitchen. I went to the backyard and found him sitting on the couch and asleep. The sun was still so bright and he fell asleep outside. Does he want to be roasted here. I was standing right where the sun fell on his body. I basically blocked the sun from burning her body.


*I thought my maid was a 40-year-old aunt who had to work for her son's college tuition. Hwa Li didn't tell me that my maid was 10 years younger than me. She was no more than my chest. Her hair was jet black long but always tied all the way back. Her neck was long and made her collarbone look beautiful.


But he's too skinny. His hands and feet are fragile. I was surprised she was accepted as a maid with a lot of hard work. I asked him how many times he ate with me but twice he refused for various reasons*.


*And how dare this woman see my face for so long. I was already awake when he started crouching in front of me earlier. I couldn't open my eyes big because she looked at me with her gaze that made her face look prettier.


I used to see that kind of look at my fans, but I never cared. Li said he wasn't my fan, but why did he see me like that*.


Today he wears a pale yellow knee-length shirt. It made her young female aura more visible. I want to check for myself, whether this woman is one of my fans or not.


If he's my fan soon he'll have to get out of this house. If not I will decide later.


Until when he sleeps. I need to give her a blanket like she did for me. Or I carry it and take it to the lower room*.


(Lee Jin Ae)


The warm sun changed into a black cloud. Will it rain today? . I started to wake up from my sleep. I fell asleep on the back yard couch. The black cloud in my dream was in the form of a person with a height of 186 cm. I froze unable to move, only blinking occasionally.


"Came late, disobeyed my orders and now sleeps at work. Do I need to report this to my manager, Jin Ae?"


End my life. The huge salary that I only received for 2 months will definitely end today. "Don't Sir. I promise to work harder from today" I plead with a hand. But why is this guy standing straight in front of me. I can't stand up.


He started to come closer and bowed his body towards me. My reflexes are getting backwards and sinking into the sofa. "I heard you need this job to pay for your college". "Right Sir" I felt something was wrong with Mr. Chang's tone. Like he's gonna take advantage of me.


"From now on do all my wishes without refuting" What??? I instantly closed my chest with both hands forming a cross.


"That's not what I want Jin Ae, you think I'm attracted to women like you?" I lowered both my hands. It is impossible that Mr. Chang is interested in me. He met many women who were 100 times more beautiful and rich than me.


"Then, what does Mr. Chang want?" I saw him straighten up again. "For now, let's eat". This freak immediately turned around and walked towards the kitchen. The sun started to sink. I stood up and rushed to the kitchen to cook.


Tonight's menu of steak I grilled in a small box shape to make it easier to eat with rice. Mr. Park said, Mr. Chang prefers to eat steak this way. Eat them with rice, not potatoes. The smell of roast meat spread inside the house.


Mr. Chang who I thought would be waiting in his study is now on the kitchen table, waiting for me to finish. I added vegetables and chili powder to the chicken broth this afternoon. Be the dinner menu tonight. Spicy vegetable chicken soup, grilled meat and cut fruit.


I prepared two portions facing each other at the dinner table. Mr. Chang sat down and looked at me. I sat right in front of him. We started eating in silence until it was over.


While cleaning the dishes and bowls, there was the sound of the front door opening. Mr. Chang just turned his head not caring as if he knew who was coming to his house.


Mr. Park came in a bit in a hurry.


"Min Jung"


Fortunately we finished eating. I must be uncomfortable if Mr. Park finds out I'm eating with my host.


"Jin Ae you're still here?" I bow my respects to Mr. Park. They're talking about the scandal news I saw on tv this afternoon. Mr. Park is planning a press conference to refute all the news. But the stingy and strange man did not respond. It seemed like he was already lazy to deal with the news. But inevitably he has to leave because that's what his label company wants.


"Sir, I'm home first" I cut off their casual talk. Mr. Chang looked at the clock on his phone and saw me without saying a single word.


"O yes.iya Jin Ae.please" who responded was Mr. Park. I don't care, the important thing is I'm allowed to go home.