My Annoying Lecturer's
Let You Know

Don't fall too deep, though,

the loser is the weak.

That phrase had been ringing in my mind for a while.

Because it was raining, so I have a fever and a cold now.

Papa had come to look and get angry. Hehe. He said I can't take care of my body, whatever.

But I know, it's actually Papa's way of educating me. Way pretty hard. Let me not be spoiled.

"Don't be much active, deck. Rest today at home. If anything, call Mbok Iyem." That's a message from Papa before Papa and Bang Kelvin go back to the office.

Bang Kelvin, his face is like a tangle. Poor brother. Hehe.

That was this morning. Now it's 3 p.m. But I still sleep in bed. Males is very interesting. I feel like sleeping.

"Sir, is your phone dead?" Bang Kelvin asked who suddenly a presence appeared.

When did you return?

"When are you coming home, Bang?" My toot.

Bang Kelvin without answering directly stuck out his hand to check my temperature.

"Hot. That's why don't look. I said it's gonna rain, still coming out." Rutuk Bang Kelvin's.

I can just be quiet too. Upset anyway.

Sick people are also being preached. Pain is dear.

"Judah anyway,"

Bang Kelvin was sitting next to the king size mattress I was living in.

"Want to see a doctor?" Ask Bang Kelvin. This time with a soft tone. Hehe, tumblr.

I immediately shook my head, "No."

"Hape you dead?"

Wonder. Why Bang Kelvin nanyain about mobile phones from earlier.

"Yes. Why?" My toot.

"Pantes." Bang Kelvin's Mumbles.

What pantes? I also don't use playing hape. Most OA notifications appear or not spam is not clear.

"Why?"

"Arfa nyariin you."

How to hear the word Arfa it feels like to jedotin head to the wall so let's forget that memory.

For some reason, it felt bad to hear that name.

"Bodo very, Bang."

Bang Kelvin scrunched his forehead as a sign of being confused, "Related?"

I was silent too. Confused between nodding your head or shaking your head.

"Why silence?"

"What's the matter?" I'm losing. Yes lost, because without me knowing it turns out I've been too deep to like Mr. Arfa.

"He's nanyain your news. He said to look. But I said I can't." Bang Kelvin.

"Why?"

"Obviously he has a girl, Via. Why do you still want to be on her deck? Want you to go viral as an actor?" Bang Kelvin rarely pinned the name Via to me. He said the name Via doesn't match me. I don't know, you are sometimes weird. His explanation often makes no sense.

But, Bang Kelvin's words managed to make me stunned sad.

I was pretty weak in love too.

Thanks Mr. Arfa, I find a new side of me.

Maybe many of you are asking what exactly can make me fall in love with Mr. Arfa?

The answer is actually simple, but it turns out that in practice it is very complex.

I fell in love because she made me feel comfortable. Just because of that one word. Comfortable.

What is Mr Arfa?

To me, he is like the sun. If it's too close, overheat. If it's too far away, then you'll miss the light.

The man managed to stir up my feelings without intending for responsibility.

"Sir. I'm happy that you're with Arfa. But you should know that Delia is Arfa's most beautiful ex. To replace Delia's position in Arfa's heart is difficult." Bang Kelvin said back.

I bow my head again.

Idiotically. Why do I first love her?

Considering we were actually neighbors. I didn't know that Mr. Arfa was the same person as my childhood love.

Bizarrely? Ja. In fact, I just can't believe that Aunt Lina didn't tell me that the angel sister I called as a child was Mr. Arfa.

As far as I know, Mr. Arfa was able to continue his education abroad. Hence, I only remember Mr. Arfa vaguely.

"Bang, you just go. Make your adek's heart even more messed up."

Bang Kelvin just grinned the horse, "Cek hape you aja. Who knows if he's really important."

Did you tell me to go as far as now tell deket? Want Bang Kelvin what the hell.

"If you want to jump into the battlefield anyway, you support me."

"Delia is the most beautiful ex, but not her boyfriend. If you want a nyabotase please. But first strengthen your heart if you say in the cast cap."

"Delia's friend Delia was violent. Delia seems to want to reverse, but Arfa is still thinking." Bang Kelvin.

"Yes. I'm going to play a pull game."

Gambling is like exciting. I have been hurt, too.

How's it? It's not right if I'm an actor? Hehe

"Handering, Bang. Your face is so good."

"Yaudah, gih sono. You want a pretty bobok first." I said and then swung my hand telling Bang Kelvin to leave.

After pondering for a while, I decided to activate my phone.

Galak sir

Km dmn's?

(09.00)

El..

(09.45)

I want to ngo sm km.

(09.57)

Kt Kelvin km c?

Skt ap's?

Since rain?

(10.30)

El..

Tlg bls

Sy's worried.

(13.40)

Elvia, take care.

(Lead)

How can I not try when it is done?

Judahlah. Matiin hape again. I'm so fucking dizzy with my head. Just want to bobok.