My Babysitter Is My Honey
Mas Arvin's Request

I keep stepping in and not poking all the words of Ms. Mas Arvin. It's up to him to say anything and insult me at all, because I don't care anymore. Even I was not at all heartbroken when I heard all his rude insults.

For me all his insults will strengthen me in the face of all the problems that befall me.

Right now my top priority is Elmira's recovery. Just like Mas Arvin, who prefers the health of Elmira than Alexa and her own mother.

If I remember all the treatment Mas Arvin used to, I still do not expect his actions lately.

Because he always treated me so well, that I believed that he really loved me.

But right now, I'm thinking if all that was just part of his charade.

Knowing the fact that I was the third person, instantly made me a fool.

I'm also guilty here for not finding out first about Mas Arvin's background. I who was blinded by love and sweet treatment Mas Arvin, easily lulled and accepted his proposal just like that. We have not known each other for long.

But what should I regret? Everything has happened, sorry will not fix the situation.

While I was sitting pensively beside Elmira's bed, suddenly the door was opened.

I saw Mas Arvin standing staring at me on the door leaf. His gaze was still the same as before, when we were husband and wife. When Alexa hasn't appeared between us.

"Vania, can I talk to you? let's just talk outside. You don't have to worry, Mom and Alexa are gone" said Mas Arvin.

"Okay Mas, but I can't linger with you" I got up and walked out of the room.

"We just talk here Mas, I can't leave Elmira alone" I said as I sat in the chair in front of Elmira's room in the care.

"Yes, it's okay Vania" replied Mas Arvin as he sat next to me.

"Vania, I'm sorry for what I did to you. I'm sorry for deceiving and playing you all this time" said Mas Arvin.

I looked at him, "What are you sorry for? All has passed, we should not have to discuss the problem again" I said.

"But Vania, I feel uneasy because of what I did to you" Mas Arvin replied.

"Didn't you live a quiet life because you managed to fool me Mas? Why do you suddenly feel guilty? And even if you feel your life is not calm, just assume it's in return for what you did to me" I reply.

I shook my head because I heard what Mas Arvin said just now.

"For you it's too easy to start and end. You're selfish, you're too easy to play with marriage. What the least you don't think about my feelings?" say me.

"Yes, I plead guilty to Vania. I made a big mistake, please forgive me Vania" said Mas Arvin.

"I can forgive you Mas, but I can't forget all you did to me. And one more thing, as soon as you take care of our divorce papers Mas" my reply.

"W-what? A divorce? Can't we fix our relationship anymore, Vania?" said Mas Arvin.

"What Mas? That's how you say it. Don't you remember if you've nailed me? We are not husband and wife anymore. Don't forget that" I said.

"Is there not the slightest bit of room in your heart for me Vania? I promise to fix everything, please come back to me Vania" said Mas Arvin with teary eyes.

"Sorry, I can't. It's not easy for me to accept you anymore" I said.

"Vancea, pliss. For Elmira's sake, don't you remember Elmira among us?" reply Mas Arvin.

"If you really care about Elmira, you shouldn't be doing this. If it wasn't for Elmira, I wouldn't be dealing with you anymore, let alone with your family" I said.

"Vania, pliss" Mas Arvin got up from the chair and knelt in front of me.

"Mas, you don't like this. Please, don't embarrass me here. It's enough Alexa and your mother humiliated me here. Stand up, aren't you ashamed of being the spectacle of people?" say me.

"Originally you want to accept me back, I'm not ashamed of Vania at all" said Mas Arvin remained unmoved.

"But I am ashamed to see the people. Don't be a fool again. You think about how Alexa feels when you look at you like this. Don't be a selfish man" I said.

"I'm going to divorce Alexa as soon as Vania, all this time I've not loved her anymore. He always threatened to kill himself if I left him, and his family also took part here Vania. I could no longer bear to face them, I felt like their prisoner and slave all this time. I just realized, if you're the woman who deserves me, the nicest woman I've ever known" said Mas Arvin.

"Now I realize, if you're just a coward and a loser. I'm not saying that I'm a good woman, but seeing you like this I feel that you don't deserve me. It's enough you've played with other people's feelings" I said.

"Yes, I'm a coward and a loser. But just this once, teach me to be a better man than Vania. Accompany me to be a good husband and father to you and Elmira. Only you can change me Vania" said Mas Arvin.

"Enough, I don't want to hear anything more. If your intentions change for the better, without me you can. So it's useless for you to beg to kneel like this, because my feelings are no longer with you" I said.