My Babysitter Is My Honey
Disillusioned

A month had passed since I could bring Elmira home.

My days have become more vibrant with my daily activities.

Indeed, for a month I have not entered the office because I am still focused on caring for Elmira at home.

And tomorrow I'll probably be back at Mr. Andra's office.

I just hope that in between my busy time at work, I can still take care of Elmira even though I have to take her to the office every day.

And lucky Mr. Andra to understand my decision.

I deliberately did not use the services of a babysitter because I no longer believe in babysitters.

I saw Elmira who had fallen asleep on my lap after finishing breastfeeding, I immediately put her in the baby box in my room.

After that, I rushed some houses, because since morning I was only focused on looking after Elmira.

As I was washing the dirty dishes in the sink, I suddenly heard the bell ringing, and I opened the door.

When I opened the door it turned out that Mr. Andra was standing in front of the door with a sweet smile.

"Sir Andra, this early tumben has come. Aren't you at the office?" ask me.

It is not unusual for Mr. Andra to come so early, even if he came late afternoon after work.

Since Elmira was at home, Mr. Andra was diligent to come to see her.

"Yes, I don't want to go into the office today. And deliberately wanted to come here to see Elmira, just last night here was missed again" said Mr. Andra.

"Oh, so. But Elmira just slept sir, finished the bath was suckling for a while then fell asleep again.maybe because five in the morning Elmira was awake" said I.

"Yeahhhh, then I want to see you can?" ask Mr. Andra.

I frowned confused by Mr. Andra's words just now.

"Yes, please come in sir" said I let Mr. Andra go inside.

"Just sit down sir, I'll go back and make some tea" I said.

Andra nodded with a smile.

After I finished making tea, I also served it to Mr. Andra.

"Have it in the drink sir" said I offer.

"Yes Vania, thank you" replied Mr. Andra.

At first we felt awkward because we did not know what to discuss. For a few minutes we were silent without anyone talking.

Until the end, Mr. Andra began to open talks.

"Are you safe here, Vania?" ask Mr. Andra.

"Oh, good then.

Vania, I want to confide and ask for a solution from you" said Mr. Andra.

"You know what Sir, while I can I will give the best solution for Mr. Andra" said Ku.

"Look Vania, I love a woman, we've known her for a long time.

From the beginning I saw her, I've fallen for her. But I did not dare to express my feelings to her, because I also did not know what her feelings were like to me.

I was scared after I expressed this feeling to her, it turned out that she had absolutely no feelings for me. So that makes our friendship become tenuous and there will definitely be awkwardness between us. How do you think? What am I supposed to do?" said Mr. Andra.

Hearing that as soon as my heart felt sore, it turned out that Mr. Andra asked me for a solution about another woman.

I don't know why at this time I feel so selfish, don't want Mr. Andra close to other women besides me. What else to imagine Mr. Andra in a relationship with another woman, at once my heart ached.

But considering Mr. Andra's treatment is very good to me and he has helped me a lot, I feel guilty if I do not want Mr. Andra to live happily with the woman he loves.

But I also have to be self-aware, where maybe I can be with her. Remembering myself was only a single child widow and there was nothing special in me.

"If you really love the woman, just reveal the feelings of the Father. Whether you accept it or not, it's a recent affair, sir.

If you are afraid of being rejected so that your relationship will be awkward later, You can explain slowly so that he understands if you will not dispute the rejection and will keep good relations with him even though only limited to friends" said I.

"But I'm not sure if he has feelings for me, too, because all this time he's always been normal with me. Either he just thinks of me as a friend, no more than that" replied Mr. Andra.

"Father must be optimistic, do not think about what will happen in the future. If not tried now, when else will you reveal it? Before it's too late sir, will hunt in the gebet others" I said.

Actually saying that even my heart is already very sick. But I can't be selfish.

Just as Mr. Andra wants me to live a happy life, I also have to let him live a happy life with his chosen woman.

But hearing my words, not her, made Mr. Andra even more excited.

"Why Sir? Is Mr Andra still in doubt? But I'm sure that woman must have the same feelings as you and she will definitely accept it" I tried to encourage Mr. Andra.

"Are you sure she has the same feelings as me Vania?" ask Mr. Andra.

I also nodded back at his words.

Maybe I should let go, I am not someone who deserves to be loved by Mr. Andra who I think is perfect. If his family knew, it would definitely be very opposed.

'Oh, what's wrong with my mind? How could I think of such an unreasonable thing?' muttered.

"If you say that, I'll trust her Vania. Thank you for making me sure, because at the beginning I was still hesitant to reveal it" replied Mr. Andra.

I replied with a smile, as much as possible I did not want to show my disappointment.

"Then, I will express my feelings right now to her. I do not want to go twice too late so that regret always haunts me all this time" said Mr. Andra with enthusiasm.

'So, because this is Mr Andra to defend does not enter the office? Because he already had a plan with the woman who had already managed to snatch his heart. How fortunate that woman was, surely she also came from an unusual family. Which may be equivalent to Mr. Andra's family. I can only hope that Mr. Andra will soon get happiness after this, ' I murmured in my heart.