My Babysitter Is My Honey
Married plans

I hugged Vania, thinking that Vania would leave me.

But after hearing Vania's expression, I felt relieved to think that Vania would leave me because I felt guilty or bad.

"Thank you Vania, thank you for still staying by my side.

When I saw you were no longer in my parents' house, I was so afraid that you would leave me

I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable at my parents' house.

Sorry too, because of me, you have been insulted by my family and also by the Tasya family" said I still hug Vania and gently caress Vania's head.

"Yes, you're not wrong. We need to prepare ourselves for the challenges that are coming.

I'm sorry, because I just left you" said Vania.

"You're not wrong Vania, I also feel bad because you just left without saying goodbye let alone these nights.

If there are bad people bothering you how?

I may feel guilty for the rest of my life" I said as I let go of my embrace to Vania.

"Sorry" said Vania.

"Promise, don't do it again" I replied, and Vania nodded immediately.

When the atmosphere was serious, I suddenly heard the sound of Vania's stomach rumbling.

"Vania you hungry? You haven't had dinner yet, have you?" I said, and Vania nodded.

"Geez, why are you holding on to Vania's hunger? Moreover, you are breastfeeding, must be hungry quickly right?

What do you want to eat? Let's just order from the Gofood app" I said.

When I was about to reach into my pocket to pick up the phone, I realized that my phone was no longer there.

I don't even hold a dime at the moment.

"Why? What are you looking for?" ask Vania.

"Hmmm, I was looking for my phone, baby" I replied.

"Well, where's your phone?" said Vania again.

I can't bear to tell Vania about my dispute with my parents.

But gradually Vania will definitely find out, I also do not have the heart if I have to lie to her.

And inevitably, I have to tell her.

"Actually, my phone was left in my parents' house" I replied.

"Oh, yes, I have my phone" Vania took her phone from the bag.

"Gosh, my phone's dead. Since last night I've been no charge. I'll charge my phone for a while" Vania said.

It turns out that Vania's number is off because her phone is dead.

I was thinking that Vania had deliberately switched off her phone.

I waited long enough for Vania, I thought maybe she had ordered food from the Gofood app.

"Mas, I've ordered food for us" said Vania who suddenly came.

"Yes, baby" I replied.

"Mas Andra, what's wrong? I've seen you like I wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it straight away. What's up, mas?" ask Vania.

"There's actually something I want to talk to you about Vania" I said.

Maybe this is when I spoke honestly to Vania.

I hope that after Vania hears all of her, she still remains by my side.

"Actually my cell phone, car and wallet were all left at my parents' house Vania.

Now that I have nothing left, I'm not even considered a child of my parents. I've been kicked out of my parents' house Vania, even I've been fired and not allowed to work in Papa's company" I said.

Hearing my words, immediately Vania's face looked surprised.

"What Mas? Why did it get like that? Is it because Mas Andra is not willing to marry Tasya?

I just fell silent, not knowing what to answer so that Vania would not blame herself for this matter.

"Mas answer me? Is it all because of me?" ask Vania again.

"No, Vania, my choice is not a mistake. Never feel it all because of you.

This has nothing to do with you, I have never loved Tasya.

I can't force myself to marry her without being covered by the feeling of love" I said.

"But still I feel that if some of it was because of me Mas, if only I knew I didn't love you and accept you, maybe you would think again to accept Tasya" said Vania.

"No Vania, don't blame yourself. There is nothing wrong here, I love you and you love me too.

Loving that is not Vania's fault.

Please don't ever think like that.

The problem of my quarrel with both my parents is also do not you think about it and make it a burden.

We just pray that one day my Mama and Papa open their minds and they will accept you" said Ku.

"But I don't want you to fight with your parents either.

As with anything our parents do, they are still our parents.

If Mas Andra prefers me and leaves behind Mas Andra's parents, how can I live a quiet life?

It's as if I've distanced a parent with her own biological son" Vania replied.

"No Vania, one day I'll apologize to my parents. Maybe they are upset with me right now.

The one thing I want to ask you, after you know all this, do you still want to be with me Vania?" ask me again.

Vania looked at me deeply, not knowing what she was thinking right now.

"Mas, there's no way I'll leave you when you're down like this, let alone because of me.

I'll stay by your side Mas, accompany you to any time.

We will fight together" Vania replied.

I was so relieved to hear Vania's words just now, Vania was indeed very different from most other women.

Maybe if other women, will not be able to accept my current situation, because most women will not want to live hard.

"Thank you, Vania, for still accepting me who now has nothing" I said.

"Yes, aren't you doing the same with me?

You have also accepted me who is clearly lacking.

Sorry yes, because of me you became like this" replied Vania.

"No Vania, with you still staying by my side, that's enough for me.

Vania, I want to ask you one more question.

Are you ready to be my wife? I promise to make you happy with Elmira even with the limitations of my current situation" I said.

"Yes Mas, I'm ready to be your wife" replied Vania.

"Thank you, Vania, then we better speed up our marriage.

When are you ready Vania?

But do you want to if we just do a Vania deal?" ask me.

"Yes, it's okay if I have a contract. But if tomorrow is like it can't be.

We should also ask my parents for permission first.

And my parents don't know about my problem with Mas Arvin.

We have to inform my parents and ask their permission Mas" Vania replied.

"All right, no problem. Tomorrow we'll go to your village and meet your parents" I reply