
At night, when Lara was accompanying Reynder to sleep in her own room, suddenly before going to bed her son asked an unexpected question. For the first time Rey's four-year-old little son asked, "Mama... actually I have papa no heck?"
Instantly Lara's feelings were made to be filled to hear it. Hearing Rey ask about where her papa made Lara unable to bear to see her own son.
"Mom why shut up, I said the wrong thing?" reynder was afraid to make his mother sad.
"Rey didn't say anything wrong, after all it was natural for a child to ask about her papa," Lara replied while trying to withstand the turmoil of her emotions so as not to cry in front of her only son.
"Ma..., what kind of man is my father?"
Deep in his heart, Reynder was very curious about the figure of his father, considering until now he did not even know at all how the father looked. That's because, Lara did not have a photo of Vander even the two photos did not exist.
"Your father..."
"What kind of father is Ma, try to explain to me his characteristics, is he handsome like me? Is he cool? What's he like, let's explain?" Rey seemed enthusiastic to hear how Lara described the figure of her father. Even he who was already sleepy, suddenly even so not sleepy at all so enthusiastic.
"Your father, he's a very handsome man."
"Who is more handsome than me?" Sahut Rey's.
"Of course you're both handsome, but... Rey remains the most adorable in the world" Lara said as she pinched Reynder's chewy cheek.
"Then whatnot? Is my papa great?"
"Oh, of course, your father he's a very brave man, he's always protected Mama from danger, his body is also tall, and he's also very clever, and he definitely loves his family very much, and he's very dear to him," obviously Lara.
"If you love family, why would you leave your mom and me?"
Lara immediately did not know what to answer, seeing the current state of Lara and Vander was very confusing and difficult to explain. "If about itβ"
"Mama, it's enough here to tell me about the papa. I suddenly feel sleepy and want to sleep" Rey concluded, yawning.
"Oh, are you going to sleep? All right, then." Lara immediately stroked her son's head to sleep well.
Actually Rey still wants to ask a lot of things about her Papa, but seeing the mother who seems hesitant to tell all things about her father she also chose not to continue the discussion. Rey is afraid that her mother will be sad later, considering that every time Rey mentions her papa Lara's face so looks sad.
Lord, please, just once let me see the figure of my papa in a dream, Reynder said as he closed his eyes.
And after half an hour, little Rey finally fell asleep. Lara then got off her son's bed. Before leaving Rey's room, Lara fixed her child's blanket and gently kissed her forehead.
"The beautiful dream of my little prince" said Lara with teary eyes looking at the innocent face of her angel-like son.
Dear Reynder, forgive me for not being able to make you happy. Mama is aware now, however the role of father is not possible mama can take over in your life. In the end you do need a father figure, a figure who can teach you as much as a man does. But unfortunately it is a bit difficult at this time, mama has not been able to meet you with your father, because although his body is clearly there, but the soul of your father who you know as if still going somewhere. But mama promised, someday, surely you will be able to meet your father.
Outside, Lara who had just come out of her son's room seemed to wipe her tears. Emika who had just come from the kitchen accidentally saw him and asked, "Sister Lara, why are you crying after coming out of Rey's room?"
"Oh this is okay, I'm just sad just remember myself who used to like to be accompanied by sleep by my mother," Lara replied lying.
"Is that so?"
"Well, by the way, what are you doing in the kitchen?" Ask Lara.
"I finished making tea like a regular big brother. I want to be beautiful like you, so I follow everything you consume," said Erika innocently.
"Ah you could have. Who do you like until you suddenly want to be beautiful, will you admit to me?" Lara's temptation to Emika whom she already considers her sister.
Emika also smiles.
"From the look on your face, you're clearly in the closet, let's quickly tell me, who's that guy?" lara was also curious.
"She wasβ the son of the owner of this apartment," replied Emika timidly.
"Andy mean!?"
"Yes, but Lara don't call it dong, I'll be embarrassed."
Lara immediately chuckled at the expression Emika was currently in kasmaran. He remembered the first time he liked Vander, about his age is not much different from the age of Emika today. Huft... But that's the past, now I'm an adult and a mother.
"Sister Lara! Why even daydream?"
"Eh, not really."
"Sister, support me with Andy, right?"
"Oh of course, you and Andy are only three years younger, right? You're twenty and Andy's twenty-three, I think that's an ideal age difference. I support you a hundred thousand percent!" Lara Pungkas.
"Thank you, my role model goddess" Emika said, hugging Lara.
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In the morning in a luxury apartment, look Vander who just finished doing some workouts and sports. As always, every weekend Vander will definitely take the time to do sports and workout.
Because he felt sultry, Vander immediately took off his shirt that had been wet with sweat, as a result of his athletic body was clearly visible, including some incision scars on the back, including some scars on the back, and around his sixpack stomach was also visible.
Vander lit a cigarette and smoked it. When he was smoking a cigarette while looking out the big window there, suddenly came Robert who brought a glass of juice to Vander.
"Sir, you should drink your juice before you smoke" Robert said.
Vander turned his head and said, "You're such a fuss sometimes."
"I'm only thinking about your health, sir. Oh yes, it looks like your medicine is up andβ"
Vander hardened his jaw while holding back his irritation. "I told you, I'm not sick, Robert! So stop treating me like your patient!"
"I'm sorry, sir, I didn't mean to say that." Robert himself actually understood that his master was the least fond of him being considered sick. Although in fact, Vander had suffered from complex trauma four years ago, so he had to take special drugs from psychiatrists to prevent the effects of the trauma appeared suddenly.
"In addition, Mr. Vander, I'm meeting you because I want to ask you about Miss Lara."
Vander immediately squinted his eyes. Somehow Vander's feelings immediately enthusiastic to hear the name of his secretary was called.
"I'd like to ask, after almost a month of work for you, whether Miss Lara is still on orβ"
"Robert! you see for yourself, among all the secretaries you've been looking for me all this time, only Lara the old can survive so, why do you ask again?"
"Sorry sir, I just want to make sure. Given Miss Lara's current status, she's still a trainee."
"What?" Vander who did not know that Lara's status was still a trainee, immediately told Robert to turn her into an official employee. Vander also asked Robert to provide several facilities such as vehicles, and a monthly bonus for his secretary.
"Hmm. but sir, don't you give a bonus every month is a bit excessive, while other employees only get the bonus twice a year."
"I'm sorry, sir, I'm just arguing."
"I gave it all because there was a reason. The woman has worked very well, her work is neat, and fast, she is also the only one who can keep up with my work without complaining behind my back" said Vander with a proud look.
"In addition, the woman cares about me a lot, although she is sometimes chatty and nagging about my health, but somehow there is a feeling of pleasure that is difficult to explain when she acts like that to me."
With his face always looking serious, Robert thought to himself, Is his master interested in his secretary?
Thinking about my four years of service to you, I've never seen Mr. Vander seriously as a woman. Even if he was with the woman, it must be just the woman he paid to just accompany him to drinks, or his coworkers who happened to be women. But looking at her expression when talking about Miss Lara, it seemed like there was indeed interest.
"Robert, what are you thinking about me?" vander said as if he knew the contents of Robert's head at that time.
"Um-no sir, no! Then I'll excuse you."
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Over the weekend, Lara and her son were seen in the hospital after seeing a pediatrician. Visits like this have been routinely done Lara every three months, to find out the growth and development of her son.
When he and Rey want to go home, he accidentally runs into doctor Yose
"Doctor Yose!" Lara Exclamation.
The doctor who looked to be in his fifties stopped and immediately approached Lara. "Without? It's been a long time since we've met." Doctor Yose is a friend of Lara's parents, who have been living in Germany for several years.
"Yes, doctor how are you?"
"I'm good. Well you're getting older and more beautiful, andβ "Doctor Yose saw Reynder standing next to Lara.
"By the way, who's that cute little guy next to you? Don't tell me sheβ"
Lara smiled sweetly and said, "Yes she's my son."
"He? Ja-so you're a mother now? Gosh why time goes so fast," said the doctor did not expect.
The doctor eventually meets Lara's son.
"Hi son, my name is Doctor Yose."
"I'm Reynder's doctor's grandfather" Rey replied.
Doctor Yose laughed with anxiety at Rey's call. "Yes, I'm a good fit to be your grandfather, sweet boy" Yose said as she gently rubbed Rey's head.
"Haiz! I'm a man, don't call me a sweet doctor's grandfather" Rey protested.
"Alright, Rey's great then."
"Ah what a coincidence, doctor Yose can we have a chat?" said Lara.
"certain."
Knowing the mother wants to chat with doctor Yose, Rey who is afraid will be bored finally ask permission to Lara to play with other children, in the playground area in the hospital.
And while Rey goes to play, Lara goes to Yose's doctor's office to ask her an important question.
"So what do you really want to ask my son?" Ask doctor Yose curiously.
"Doctor, as far as I know you're a neurologist, you know about amnesia, right?"
"Yes, then?"
"I want to ask, actually the patient someone can experience amnesia what is?"
"Amnesia is where a person cannot remember/memory loss in his or her brain. And amnesia itself is of some kind."
"Are all people who are amnesiac going to forget all their past?
"Not really, some people with amnesia do not experience it. Those with traumatic amnesia usually forget only certain events or memories, and the sufferer usually looks normal and as if nothing happened, unless there is a new trigger will be seen."
"What causes amnesia?"
"The tumor is caused by accident, hard calving, the effects of drugs. But in some rare cases, it could be that amnesia occurs because of the deliberate memory deletion."
"Ma-he means?"
"Basically, the human has the ability to sort out the memory he wants to remember or dispose of, and a small percentage of people choose to eliminate some of their brain memory in order to eliminate the feeling or experience they want to forget but find difficult. And with the help of an expert doctor, anyone can erase his memory. Actually in medical it is not recommended because it will have an impact on the future of that person. Because after all, no human memory really dies except short-term memory that will automatically be erased without realizing it."
Lara pensively thought of what Dr. Yose said.
"Oh yes Lara, if you may know your son's father is he a man named Vander?"
Lara smiled blandly and nodded.
"Where is he now?"
"She's there just not with me and my son" Lara replied looking sad.
"Son, what's your purpose in asking about amnesia also having something to do with that guy?"
Lara sighed, "I don't know doc myself, I'm still confused and don't understand what's going on between us right now."
"Well if that's the case, but if there's anything just tell me. Let's just say I'm your own father okay?"
Lara nodded and smiled. "Then I leave, and to the doctor thank you so much for answering my question."
"Together, oh yes sometime I may meet your son, I seem to like him."
"Of course the doctor, anytime you want to see Rey, you just tell me."
"Well be careful, son, say hello to Rey!"
"certain."
Lara leaves the doctor's office Yose.
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