
The wedding dress I was wearing was so beautiful and elegant, I waited for Hani to come over to put on my makeup because it was so pale. Today I was so nervous that the sweat on my forehead kept pouring out.
Hani hasn't come yet, but I kept sniffing in fear alone staring at my very pale face today. After taking pain medication from Dr. My stomach feels better. What I'm thinking about right now is not about my wedding today, but....
Flash back_
Arrived at the clinic yesterday, Dr. Cha put on a sad and anxious face to me. He carefully told me that I had late-stage stomach cancer. My illness was completely invisible before when I had a health check with him.
My time is only 3 months without medical treatment and if I try other alternatives, maybe I will stay for another 6 months. Not wanting to make everyone anxious about my illness, I asked Dr. Cha gave me a lot of medicine because I was going around the world with Taeyong. No matter if it's only 3 months left I can survive. The most important money now is. I can be with Taeyong at the end of my life.
Fortunately, Dr. Cha was so good to me, he gave me a lot of medicine for my needs and told me to check my health if I was in the country, so I could monitor my already very severe cancer condition.
Flash back end
" Ana !!! " hani's call made me startled and aware of my long daydream
" heii..why come ? " let me try to be okay in front of Hani
" sorry. Alex's car died, so we have to wait for the taxi to come hehhehe you oucat srkali today.. " Hani immediately prepared to dress me up
" because you haven't given me a touch of Hani's makeup... "
" hehehe sory. sory. "say shame.
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After everything is ready.the wedding goes smoothly.guests who are present are also quite a lot even though the event I know is simple. Today Taeyong was endlessly smiling gleefully. Because today is the happiest day of our lives. After a long time our marriage is delayed, Taeyong and I can be a legal husband and wife..
" should I say it now ? But I don't seem to want to ruin this happy day "hhatiku keeps worrying about saying everything to taeyong. I'm happy with this marriage, but why now ? Why should I hurt taeyong's happiness again ? Will taeyong accept all my current circumstances ?
" dear.. What's up ? Why are you daydreaming ? " Taeyong came and gave me a drink
" hmm. I'm so happy and nervous" said I behaved mallu in front of taeyong.
" you're so sweet. You don't have to be ashamed "taryong srdikit calm me down and take me to see his old friends.
Today the wedding went well, but my condition was very bad. Looks like it's because I forgot to take the pain medication. When we got home, I could just lie down on my bed and endure the pain of my stomach
" lady.do we need to go to the doctor ? Looks like your condition is very bad "
" no. I'm just exhausted. I've also taken tae medicine.I'm sorry I had to trouble you tae.. "
" why are you sorry.it's not your fault na.. two more days we're going around the world. Are you nervous because of that ? "
" hmm. sepeertinya.". "I said a little lie to taeyong and act like a senanng in front of him.
" well.you must sleep.I will read the book first "taeyong covers me and kisses me on the forehead before he leaves the room.
" Tae. "call me to dare to talk to him
" what's wrong with my wife ? " Taeyong came back to me
" ... " I fell silent again and realized if I said it now that taeyong would be very sad and cancel our trip later. I didn't want to ruin her happy day so I didn't tell taeyong
" what's wrong, honey ? You need anything else ? "
" no. I just want to say. I love you so much tae. You don't sleep at night ya. I'm afraid you're sick "
" hmm. well my dear wife. "taeyong kept the book and lay beside me while holding me warm.
" you.. don't read a book ? " i was starting to get nervous in front of him in a very limp condition
" you make me want to continue with you baby.I sleep like I am also very happy today "said and closed his eyes while rubbing my hair slowly so that I quickly fall asleep as well.
" i'm sorry tae... "
My heart screamed because I couldn't tell Taeyong the truth. It feels uneasy if I have to endure all this and get confused thinking about taeyong's feelings later.
Seriate.....