MY BOSSES
Start to be disappointed

" .... " I was speechless when I heard my beloved son wanted to go live with his long-gone father. Has Hyun started to feel like choosing her way of life ? But why suddenly ? I just felt like I was going to lose him and be afraid of losing my already great son.

" huh.forget it. hehehe I was just joking "hyun woke me from my daydreams too long while thinking.

" ohh.. hyun. "I was confused what to say but I saw hyun smiling and holding back everything she seemed to hold up all this time.

" i went back to my room, I forgot tomorrow there would be a practice test" he said again and left me with his lethargic steps. I can't guess his heart but I can feel something from his eyes, right now his eyes seem to want to say something to me but hyun always held it alone.

" hmm." I went back to tidying up the dishes that were already clean and dissolved in my mind that was in a mess right now.

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Not far from my house, there is a large lake and several park benches to enjoy the view in the afternoon. Some people like fishing but today it looks so quiet. I was waiting for taeyong to come over to talk to her about something.

I actually wanted to meet him at Hani's shop, but I'm afraid there's a misunderstanding that David saw me meet taeyong. After five minutes of waiting, Taeyong arrived sooner than I thought.

" Anna.. How are you ? " sweep and bring me hot coffee because the weather here is cold enough. Before sitting down Taeyong opened his thick jacket and gave it to me "it's cold here. Wear it while we talk "he said casually and then sat next to me.

" hmm thank you "I said while looking at Taeyong who is now really turned into a grown man but still with the same habits. Taeyong always tidied his hair neatly and appearance is still fashionable

" Anna.. What's up ? Did something happen ? " he asked casually while looking at the calm lake water and some birds that sprinkled in the sky

" Tae.. Is it true that hyun will stay with you ? "

" what ? Really ? " taeyong looked surprised but his face was so happy to hear my question. It seemed like taeyong was still bellum knew, and it seemed like hyun's request was indeed his own decision

" hmm. yesterday hyun asked me what she can stay with you. I thought.. You asked him. I was just confused why he suddenly wanted to move in and live with you. What do you think hyun is mad at me ? I'm just... "

" hyun. since the first time very clever Na. if he really hates you or is angry with you. since the first time he has left. I think hyun in his teenage years, let him choose this time.. if indeed he harbored something, he would have told you later Na.. "

" .... " I lowered my head and held back all my cries, I just still felt afraid of the lack of hyun and getting lonely

" what..you don't like it if hyun lives with me ? "

" ahh. no. I'm just sad. I don't know tae either. "I shed my tears that I can't stand anymore. My mind was in a mess, but I ignored my grievances with taeyong, the man of my past.

" this.stop all your sadness.I thought since I left you wouldn't cry anymore.but seeing you cry like this.I.m... " taeyong stopped his words after giving his handkerchief

" ... " I was silent and my eyes seemed to ask him what he wanted to say again

" ahh.. What am I ? Forgive me. Forget my words, "he bowed his head and closed his eyes for a moment as if he was contemplating something

" what's up tae ? Just say. "my words again and I inhaled the coffee that taeyong brought earlier.

" have I been happy all this time ? " my mind asked myself again

" ahh. maybe I was too presumptuous na. forgive me. "he said with a face that felt bad for me.

" hmm. I was happy all this time tae. ohh I forgot tonight I have to go with david, tae. sorry if I have to go home now " I tried to lie to taeyong so that I could avoid our current conversation. Somehow if I was with taeyong, maybe I would tell my bad club about my relationship with David, so I chose to go and avoid continuing to meet him.

" well, I'll be here for a while to finish my coffee "he said with a bitter smile

" hmm. I go. bye. "after I give you the jacket I leave immediately. Just now I stepped a few from where taeyong was holding me away with his very cold hands

" ... " I did not dare to look at him

" if only. if you need me. I will always be there for you. if you get hurt. You can come back to me. I will never reject you.. I actually came back because... "

" i think you've got a woman or wife tae. Try to open your heart to someone else. I'm sorry I had to go. bye. "I cut off his words then let go of his hand slowly and went away on my own. On the way home, my tears kept coming out. I wonder why taeyong's presence has made me feel even more shaky

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At home.. David turned out to have gone home and was busy tidying his suitcase in the room, I who just came home immediately helped him tidy up his suitcase and prepare his needs.

" where are you from, baby ? " his question was kept busy with some files he had to carry

" i. from the lake near here, I. only get bored if you just stay at home.this time how long dear ? Where are you on business trip ? "

" ohh.. I have a business trip to Jeaju island for 3 days and I will invite Mona who is constantly sulking want to come along. Is it okay ? "

" mona coming ? " i was surprised because all of a sudden they planned it without telling me in the first place

" hmm. from the beginning he pingim went to see the island of jeaju. I don't think it's wrong if he comes along. Gpp would love. if Mona permission to go to school first "

" hmm.. what... do I need to come ? " just ask me again to make sure I have to go with them.

" oh ? " david was a little confused and looked at me with such a strange look "you want to come along ? Let's get ready.I'll book another ticket for 7pm "

" no.. hyun will be alone later. but.. are you sure you can take care of the dear mona ? "

" hmm of course next time.we have to vacation together again.. "

" hmm." I nodded and smiled as I held back all the strange incongruity of David's attitude. Maybe. I was a fool long time ago.I can not say all my complaints to david because since david was too good to me, so I was too afraid to protest against him.

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