
Returning from jeju island, I just contemplated my fate and mernangis in the room. Lock me out of the outside world. I deliberately forced Hyun to stay at the taeyong house because I was afraid that hyun would know what was going on right now.
Ever since I came home from Jeju island, I never told them at all even Mona got confused because I didn't preach it. This Saturday morning all seemed to be falling apart, my mind and heart breaking at a loss as to what to do with this already unclear relationship. If I get angry it's no use at all, because all this time I just hitchhiked with him.
" bi.. aunt...!!! " i heard Alexa's voice coming and calling me repeatedly. I came out of my room with the house still in a mess, I saw Alexa coming with Dara and brought some snacks.
" exa.. Dara. "I was shocked and just remembered that I invited them to gather tonight.
" aunty.. How are you ? " sapa Dara is friendly to me
" bi..where is hyun ? Is aunt sick ? " ask Alexa who immediately check my body temperature
" engga. aunty kesamangan. "sahutku limp and try to clean the house and living room filled with old wipes of my cry.
" aunty.. You're lying, aren't you ?! " Rully Alexa was upset and looked at me clingyly because she cared so much about me
" just rest aunty.. " Dara tried to help me stand up
" no need. Last night the aunt's flu was severe.. Alexa.. Dara. Can you help auntie clean this house. Aunty should take a shower first "
" mmm.. " Dara smiled and immediately prepared to clean up a very messy house. After Dara started, Alexa also helped clean the house with her gaze that was so worried about me.
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After taking a shower I prepared to go shopping with them to buy meat and vegetables. After I brought myself to the cold water, I tried to get back into my body again. I will remain calm in front of the children even if I have to hold everything alone.
" Huftttt. "breathe my elbows and keep smiling in front of the mirror so that you can practice happiness in front of children. Don't forget I put on some makeup so I don't look bad in front of David later. Today he's going home with Mona.
#T!!! (incoming message from taeyong )
" are you okay ? " tanyanya in a short pssan that I have now read. I'd love to say I'm not doing well, but I don't want to trouble Taeyong in the future. Finally the message was not answered at all, not that I ignored Taeyong's heart.
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During the super market Alexa and Dara are busy looking for food they want to buy. In the meantime, I'm off to look for necessities tonight. I thought bringing two girls who seemed to be competing revealed hyun's heart would be very easy. In fact, they are busy with their childish competition.
I just shook my head looking at her behavior, but my eyes kept on the fresh meat before me. Just now that this hand was about to touch the meat I was about to buy, I accidentally collided with someone else's hand.
" ohh sorry." the man apologized for accidentally meeting our hands. I looked up at him who felt guilty touching my hand. His tall body and face that I knew so well made me tremble in fear seeing him now in front of me.
" Anna. "call him and turn his surprised body back to see me. I thought Jaehyun would look a little scary first, but now I see it from his eyes so scared when I see him.
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Since Jaehyun forced me to talk to him, I went to have a coffee at a place not far from the cashier we both fell silent in silence from feeling awkward for each other.
" I'm sorry.for what I've done to you, Anna.I thought I was very childish. After I got out of prison 7 years ago.. ii'm sorry.. "
" ... " I am still silent and cannot say anything to her
" please forgive Bora as well for me... I'm sorry that Bora used to hurt you so much that she would hurt your son too. Forgive Bora na. please... "
" maybe.I can forgive you, but how could I possibly forget what I did to my family. I'm sorry jae. forgiving him isn't that easy "I was upset and held back so I wouldn't remember what happened back then.
" hmm I understand, Bora may also be able to mebgerti. I harao di can understand there "jae said a little to make me confused what the meaning of his words.
" what's up ? Is Bora out of prison ? "
" A month after the prison.. Bora continues to reflect on her mistakes and regret her actions to your family.She even regrets taking Taeyong from you. Actually Bora's life is very sad, but. life so evil to him makes him someone greedy. The reason Taeyong tetao was with Bora back then was not just because of his ank alone.. Taeyong, me and Bora were best friends since childhood. We both know Bora has a weak personality..So please forgive all his mistakes all this time because he kept telling me 2 years ago to apologize to you na.. "
" ..... " I was silent to Jaehyin's long story that was enough to make me fixated on his heart-touching story.
" After my last meeting with Bora.. Bora says that Taeyong actually often comes to visit him and greet him so that Bora does not feel lonely.. Bora told me that Taeyong always loved you.. Until at the last point Bora feels out of desperation and has a lot of guilt in her life.. he ends his life in prison and commits suicide after he feels certain that Bora should really catch up with his daughter "
" Bora.. committed suicide ? " i was really surprised, seeing jaehyun nods sadly made me realize that this is the reality that is happening right now.
" ahh. sorry because I talked a lot in our first meeting after a long time no see na. forgive me.. "
" hmm. ga nothing, thanks for telling me jae.. "
" hmm. alright, I'll go to visit Bora's grave. Senanng visa met you again na. I hope we do not meet again na. because I think if I continue to meet you I will fall in love again with you " he smiled happily and then got up from his chair
" jae.. "I called him until he fell silent "tell him. I've forgiven him.. because actually your heart is still the same for Bora jae. "I said casually and then left it. I believe everything that happened in the past is a process of self-mature.
Seriate.....