MY BOSSES
the sadness I cover

Until the day I changed I was still fluttering with Hani's words. But I chose to ignore it and started my day by looking for a shophouse to make my own. After a long time of savings for my old age, I now intend to open a pansit shop.

For my ability when cooking is growing. Today after finding my lonely days I decided to occupy myself by opening a food store. My family doesn't know about my plans yet, so I decided to give it to you later after my shop is completely finished.

Arriving at the rented shophouse I finally matched the roku yanb I was looking for even at a price that was quite helpful for my business. An hour after I signed the contract rental I immediately called a few handymen and gave directions for the shop decoration I wanted.

#T!!! (incoming message from hyun )

" mah.could we meet..mamah where is it now ? "

" .... " for a moment I was confused because I still had to keep an eye on some craftsmen who cleaned my shop. So I let Hyun come and know my plan because I couldn't leave during the renovation process.

After giving an address to hyun, 15 then hyun up to berlalri using his school uniform that he has not been released even though today it is getting dark.

" hyun.. You haven't come home yet ? Mona with whom ? " i was curious to see my son still wearing his school uniform and the bag he was carrying

" Mona. He again has an additional lesson like, I haven't come home yet.. "

" well, let's sit here "let me sit down in front of the store and don't forget I gave Hyun his favorite yogurt

" but.. Why is Mama here ? "

" mama. will open a dumpling shop, because the money has been collected so mamah choose to open a shop here "

" Really..? wahh then I will continue to help mamah here after school.. "

" hm. no. You should focus on learning hyun, soon you will go to college "

" yes, but still I'm happy to be able to help mamah "

" oh, what's up ? What do you want to talk about hyun ? "

" .... mah .. I'll stay with taeyong's father. I think I'll be more relaxed and focused because the distance of the school house is closer "

" .... " I smiled happily at him because Hyun was very mature in terms of asking permission "Alright anyway... "

" why mah ? "

" mom will be busy lately "my mouth and then go back to see the work that is almost done

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On the way home, Hyun kept asking me to go enjoy the night breeze near the han river. Because he kept pushing so I obeyed him and went wherever hyin went with the taeyong giver.

Tonight, I really enjoyed dating with my son. Hyun kept smiling happily as he took me to enjoy the fireworks. It didn't feel like the night was getting late and we both got home.

Hyun went to his room and when I just walked into the room, I saw that David had fallen asleep, just seeing that it felt so sick and upset. Jado. I went to Mona's room which was also sleeping in her sleep and slept with Mona in her bed.

" mamah here. "mona woke up for a while and hugged him and fell asleep again.

" Should I end everything and come to terms with you, dear ? " my mind was staring at my daughter who was sleeping so beautifully

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When morning came, everyone gathered at the dinner table for breakfast. David and Hyun were busy talking about their college plans later. While Mona was enjoying her breakfast so well, I was silent looking at David's thoughts right now. Whether what he is doing right now is a play or indeed his affection for his children.

No tears will fall, so I choose to go to the bathroom and cry in silence so that the children do not suspect me. I kept crying and suddenly my chest grew claustrophobic if I had to remember everything I've been through lately

Sketch.tuk.tuk..

" dear.. are you still inside ? " david called me because I didn't come out of the bathroom

" hmm. I'm still taking a shower"

" all right. I'm off to work, baby. I love you. "and go.

" ... " I smiled a moment ago when I heard the word I love you. I think the word love and I love you from him already has no meaning to any feelings. What I feel right now is just a feeling of affection to keep a family from being destroyed.

Because David's gone, and the kids have gone to school. I went to get ready to buy necessities for my shop, then run the day normally behind my current chaotic mood.

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#Tig!! (incoming message from Taeyong )

" where are you ? Can we talk na. I'm so worried about you "

Taeyong's songs are worried about me. Actually I don't want to make him worry about me but I also don't want Taeyong to get back hurt if I keep avoiding him.

" all right. Let's meet "get back and get ready to meet taeyong at my dumpling shop that's almost there. Not forgetting I gave her address to taeyong and waited for her while decorating some of the displays in the tavern to look beautiful

Around 12pm, Taeyong came to bring some food for lunch and fruit juice. He was surprised to see me busy with my current job. His eyes continued to circle around tracing this not-so-extensive tavern from his eyes.

" you.. open a gospel shop alone ? " the question is amazed to see my decor yanv quite neat

" hmm. I'm just bored if I keep quiet at home "my mouth and give him a glass of water because the passage from the parking lot to the area where I am far enough and drain his energy

" but..what about your condition na ? "

" i'm going to take it slow, if I'm overwhelmed I'm going to hire an employee "I said again and checked the food luggage that taeyong was carrying

" good thing.You don't get too sapped.. "

" cih... You eat this continuously yes during the day.. ? I'll bring you a side dish anyway.hyun will stay with you. So you have to eat tae house cooking.. "

" hmm well. I just didn't have time to cook na. "taeyong laughed shyly realizing she couldn't do anything alone. Because I heard that manager Lee (his stepmother) has moved to his hometown

" oh yeah.. What's up tae ? What do you want to talk about ? "

" ohh.. about hyun's move.. Do you know why ? " tanyanya was curious

" because the distance of the school is closer. yesterday hyun bilanb to me "

" ohhh. I was worried about something because yesterday afternoon when he came and saw the room that I had fixed. His face was not too happy and as if thinking of something that made him sad "

" really ?! " i was surprised to hear that from him and think about what had troubled his mind.

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