MY BOSSES
I'm too selfish as it seems

It seems like when me and hyun just arrived, taeyong was busy preparing dinner for hyun. But everything failed because taeyong was so guguo when I came all of a sudden. Dinner menu finally taeyong message online, because my mind is messed up hyun immediately told me to sleep in his room and hyun will sleep with his father.

I locked the door of the room tightly and pondered my fate in the future. David kept calling me but I ignored all his calls. After pondering everything, I think for the past few years David has no feelings for me and is having an affair with Yuna.

Right now I am very angry with both of them for ruining my happy family in one night. But maybe this is best for our family because it looks like Mona and Hyun will keep quiet even though they know that David is with Yuna. They both do not want to hurt their families and defend their families.

#Tig!! (incoming message from Hani )

" where are you ? You.. leave the house ? "

" what happened na ? Tell me where are you now ? I'm just worried about you "

" let me know that your feelings have improved "

Hani seems to know from David who is looking for where I am. So in the meantime I don't want to call anyone because I'm being alone.

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Around 1 am I came out of Hyun's room. After cleaning up Hyun's room which was quite messy, I went out to the kitchen because I felt very hungry. In the kitchen I found nothing, only fried chicken that they ate together last night. Being so hungry I ate the fried chicken while cleaning up the messy taeyong kitchen. Although the items in the refrigerator are very complete, it is still irregular like a garbage can.

I saw Taeyong and Hyun seem to have fallen asleep in her bed. Seeing them reminds me of when Hyun was a child and they slept together like a child. It turns out their sleeping habits until now are still exactly the same as before.

Soon I cleaned up Taeyong's messy house and turned it into a living room. Not to forget I made some side dishes and kimci for them to enjoy when they were hungry later. For breakfast tomorrow I'll make him fried rice in the morning. Now I just clean up the house and the yard that looks unkempt. Taeyong used to live in an apartment now he occupies the residence of his late father.

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Tidying up the flower garden in the middle of a cold night is enough to make me more relaxed and forget all my problems that I am currently facing. Such a beautiful rose plant grows wildly because it is never taken care of.

" hmm. finished as well. "after everything was done I sat on the bench staring at the night sky in the early morning.

" you haven't slept ? " taeyong suddenly came and brought me a glass of hot chocolate

" ?? what?" i'm surprised because maybe I've interrupted his sleep" am I noisy ? I'm sorry.I'm just eliminating tae boredom.. "

" you're not sleepy na ? "

" i don't know, I just wanted to clear my mind "

" are you okay ? If David really hurt you, I'll reprimand him "

" .... " for a moment I was silent and sipped the hot chocolate that warmed my body "I'm fine. Since that day in Pilau jeju, I have received everything that david did but. actually I worry only my children.. I think now everything's sorted out because the kids knew last night "

" but how do you feel na. I think you're quite hurt." he said again with a tone so sad.

" i don't know. I don't understand how I feel right now either. Tae. It seems like I have to take a shower because now my body is so dirty "

" hmm.. You tidied up this plant ? " taeyong seemed surprised to realize the plants were neatly arranged

" ohh yes..is it still a mess ? "

" no. this is really neat.I even think now my yard looks very beautiful "taeyong is very captivated by the flower plants that I tidy up so that his eyes do not get tired of staring at the blooming flowers.

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When shopping for shop needs, Taeyong accompanied me because he was free with work. Taeyong's presence with me was quite helpful because he could carry heavy groceries. It seems like my relationship with taeyong has improved a long time ago when he before going abroad, being with him was like an old friend of his own. Not to take it back, but I'll be friends with him and can advise each other if we both need input.

" na.. how about this chopstick ? " taeyong showed a pretty good black chopstick

" hmm okay.. oh yeah. Did you see a pretty plate or a bowl ? "

" hmm here come. I think there's a good one "Taeyong is so excited to help me.

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Just now that I finished putting my groceries in the trunk of the taeyong car, there was a david coming towards me along with Yuna who was following from behind. David was so upset to see me with taeyong but I thought all this was normal.

" dear..kapoa you ignored my call ? " he asked and hugged me tightly

" i've filed for divorce this morning, please behave appropriately, David. "

" Anna. I know I'm wrong, but you're still the first woman I love so much, I don't want a divorce dear. "persuade her continuously but it doesn't melt my heart at all.

" There'll be a first meeting in a week, I hope you can work together. If so, I say "my farewell politely to him which I can no longer respect as a husband.

" what's because taeyong's back ? It seems like a long time ago, you never loved me Anna ! "

" .... " I was silent not expecting David to think so small about my feelings and my loyalty all along

" are you crazy ?!! " Taeyong seemed so angry and tried to get to David but I immediately told him to get in the car

" David.I've been patient enough to endure all my anger all this time.I'm silent! Although I know your affair on Jeju island. Can we be more mature.. ? Tell me what you're really after from me ? "

" i'm worried about Mona. She's so sad about losing you Anna.. "

" Anna. please meet mona just once.he is so sad you go "sambar Yuna like there is no shame. As her mother she should have won her daughter's heart

" i'll think about it. "I answered and got in the car and left them both.

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On the way home, I leaned back on the car bench and stared out at the crowded highway. My heart kept wondering why I could be this relaxed to deal with this matter ? Why don't I want to grab them both and get angry with satisfaction ?

I should've done it as someone who was cheated on. Why do I always give up ? Is it because I am so weak ? And always feel guilty ?

" Tae.. Do I have to forgive her ? " i asked him who was driving to brake suddenly his car and drive to the side of the road

" ??? " Taeyong was surprised by my question, his eyes were round as if he was angry and had heard those words

" what... do I have to accept Yuna in my family ? Should I let her be his second wife ? I just. I don't want my family to just crumble "I said again and blabbed indistinctly

" if you can forgive David, you should have forgiven me, too. I didn't expect your thinking to be that narrow to me. But back to you.. " the answer then Ibali drove but with such an awkward atmosphere.

" .... " I fell silent after hearing Taeyong's reply, it seems that taeyong is really angry with me right now. The point of all my words is that I don't want to ruin a relationship just like I used to with taeyong, but I seem to have misquired about it to her.

Seriate.......