
Jaehyun took me to the garden in his yard, he kept trying to stop my crying but my tears just kept flowing.
" Should we get married ? "
" .... " Jaehyun's words made me fall silent and remember the word Taeyong said to me. exactly as he asked me at this time.
" if you feel any pain, I will take responsibility for my pain.I will raise Hyun with you and hope Taeyong doesn't interfere with your life "
" .... " I was still silent and looked into his eyes with my red eyes after crying. Although it was very painful but I kept staring at Jaehyun full of seriousness.
" i will resign.thank you for your help all this time, but I will live with Hyun forever. It seems like my pain continues to exist if I am around people who are close to him. "
" but... "
" you don't need to pity me. "so I said again and left him alone in the park. Immediately I brought Hyun who was playing in Jaehyun's mansion.
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On the way home, Hyun was eager to shop with me. This was his first time shopping in Korea, although since childhood Hyun was long in Canada.
I am so grateful to have Hyun by his side at least.
" 1..2...3..4..5..6..7..8..9...10... "
Taehyun continued to learn to count using the correct language during the return trip.
when we arrived home, Taeyong was waiting for us. This time Taeyong looked helpless and continued to feel guilty about what had happened to my life and life.
" uncle... " Hyun looked surprised that taeyong had suddenly come and waited for us
" Hyun... How are you ? have you had dinner ? " sweep it to his little son
" mmm... " Hyun nodded and smiled sweetly in response to his father's greeting.
" Hyun.. Can Uncle talk to your mommy ?"
" no need. what should we talk about "my answer was flat and tried to go in leaving them inside. But suddenly my steps stopped and turned back to them.
" yes, mah.. ? "
" He's not your uncle.he's your real father. From now on you can choose who you want to live with, you will accept your son's decision mamah" I held back crying when I saw Hyun's expression was surprised.
" is Uncle... ? " ask Hyun with his voice that looks sad
" .... " Taeyong nodded and shed her tears and tried to hug Hyun but.. Taehyun hugged me tightly.
" mama.. don't stay in Hyun. I just want to live with you.. Hyun promised not to be naughty. "his cry was heartbreaking.Hyun was unexpectedly so afraid of losing me, and he preferred me over Taeyong.His close embrace was so felt that Hyun was so afraid of losing me.
" I'm sorry. because you didn't say it in the first place.I'm sorry dear." I went back to crying and brought her inside.
after Taehyun fell asleep, I tried to breathe fresh air at night.I was so surprised because Taeyong was still in front of my house even though the air was very cold.
" you haven't come home yet ? " tanyanku was stiff in front of him
" hm. I'm sorry. I should have been a good father "
" have a drink. The air here is very cold "I give you the warm tea that I brought from inside the house.
" Anna... tell me. What should I do to make you forgive me ? I was so frustrated that I couldn't understand you all this time.. "
" .... " I was silent and could not answer his question because I also did not know why I could be like this to him.
" from that moment on, I never got drunk again "
" what are you saying.I don't understand.come home... have enough tears today.I'm tired..can you understand ? I think his son and wife are still waiting for you at home" I said staring at the balcony of the mansion I've seen so many times.. I saw Bora and her daughter playing together.
" I wish Hyun could accept me as his father, and I hope you will also forgive all my mistakes for you. "
" Should we get married ? " my tanyan to her and Taeyong's steps instantly stopped right then and there.
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