My Daddy Is My Sugar Daddy
89. Papa What is it?
"Why Papa Caper?"
"Emang why if Papa wants to deket same as you? Why would Papa care about you? Can't you? Because Papa has left you sixteen?"
"It's precisely because of that that that Papa lowered his self-esteem onto you!"
"I'm your Papa! Papa doesn't want to go through one year, sixteen years so seventeen years Papa doesn't mean anything in your life! Precisely because it's Papa caper with you!"
"You always talk like Papa never cares about you, like your Mama. You always talk as if Papa had not known intentionally. But you, Kalista, you know what?"
"Do you know what about Papa? Have you ever found Papa? Have you ever wondered what if Papa existed? You know you have Papa, you know you can find Papa, but you don't do anything."
"Don't think gini. Don't look at Papa like that. Papa knows you're upset about your mama, but don't get away from Papa."
On top of Rahadyan's empty bed, pensive Kalista looked at the same empty air. Agas was outside the room, Kalista asked him to leave for a while to calm down.
Somehow, after talking to the Director, Kalista thought about that person.
He's correct. Kalista never once tried to find him.
In the past, Kalista only ever asked him. At the age of Kalista was very young, if not wrong. He went to Mom and asked where Papa was.
"Would you like to see Papa?" So ask Mama.
Yang Kalista angguki because he was curious as a child.
"Mama does not know Papa wants to meet us or not," said Sukma Dewi with a bitter tone. "He doesn't know he has you either."
"Why? Papa's a bad guy?"
"Mama doesn't know. Mama doesn't want to hurt you."
In the end after that Kalista no longer offended. Then he entered a more mature age and began to feel that Rahadyan was useless in his life so there is no point in looking for it.
"Papa." Kalista muttered like a child who had yet to understand the meaning of the sentence in her own mouth. "Papa."
There are many explanations for the function of a father in the family. But for Kalista, it was still a foreign thing that could not be understood by his common sense.
What is papa actually?
Mean what?
Papa what is it?
"Calistas."
His head immediately turned ninety degrees towards the door where Oma came along with the food tray.
"Mom."
"You're not coming down, honey. Oma didn't see you from the morning." Oma Harini sat on the edge of the mattress, putting down a tray that apparently contained the snack. "You eat first, son. Said you were just eating a sandwich."
Kalista ate outside.
"Yes, Oma."
Oma's hand landed on her head. Squeezing Kalista's hair until spontaneously he closed his eyes, comfortable.
"You miss your Papa?" ask Oma because Kalista is in Rahadyan's room. "You want to call your dad?"
"No, Oma."
"Hm?"
"Just your mother's keinget." Kalista did not miss Rahadyan so yes he did not lie. Kalista only thought about him because everyone kept asking similar questions.
Oma continued to stroke Kalista's head as if she was enjoying it when her grandson was comfortable.
"Mom."
"Yes, Honey?"
"When you can choose, Om will choose to have me or not at all?"
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