My Daddy Is My Sugar Daddy
94. How to Distract Feelings

"Om, Kalista run. He's crying."

Rahadyan was standing on the beach in Madrid when Sergio's words entered his ears. The man frowned, instantly feeling his heart being pierced.

But, Rahadyan simply said, "You won him first."

Serious remarks that Rahadyan did not say in order to get a reply, so immediately he turned off the call. Rahadyan's direct call turned to Agas in charge.

"Grove."

"You know I'm not trying to hurt Miss. I'm following your orders." Gias spoke without emotion. "You're asking me to shift my feelings Miss, then this is my way."

Rahadyan could understand that. Actually he understood so he played according to Agas' plan.

This kid, he's trying to make Kalista realize the reason why Kalista likes him. It forces Calista to realize how alone Kalista is now.

He tries to create a situation where Kalista is lonely and Rahadyan is there for him.

But what was sad was the fact that Agas attacked the crushing section mercilessly.

"I'm realizing it the more and more I've been with Miss all this time." That's what Agas said yesterday. "Miss won't survive if I disappear, because Miss knows afterwards she'll be lonely."

Agas wants to leave Kalista after Kalista receives Rahadyan so that later Kalista does not need to be too lonely. And, Kalista will definitely slowly open up later if he can accept Rahadyan.

But still this way is really stifling.

"Fearing someone with fear is the best way to make them aware of their weaknesses and needs. So I guess there's nothing wrong with this."

Yes, at least this proves that Agas is not a man who cares about Kalista's cries. In other words, he doesn't like it romantically.

Rahadyan broke off the call after feeling a little sane. But when he looked at the beach crowd, his feelings returned badly.

Is it alright Rahadyan let this go? Pressuring his son by leaving, made him weak by lying, just so he needed a little on Rahadyan.

Is this way right?

He misses.

It's amazing to miss.

He missed his son's face firsthand.

One month so long. It's not even half over yet but Rahadyan has to be patient.

"Sorry Papa." Rahadyan sighed. Trying to calm himself down because he knew a billion man named Agas would make sure Kalista was okay.

Sure.

When Rahadyan turned around to return to the table, conversing with her partner, suddenly a bad memory flashed.

The day on which he saw Kalista weep over the death of Sukma Dewi. Then the nights where Rahadyan heard her son sobbing missed his mother.

"This is my son." Rahadyan suddenly turned back the memory when Sukma Dewi came to her. "I will prove this is the son of Father. So please, please, sir, change me take care of him."

The goddess Sukma that day lowered her head. Subjugating his pride. Acknowledging how dirty and despicable she was as a human being, as a woman, but she wished for her child to be given a place.

"My time may be just a few days. I don't know when I die. I just want you to take care of my son. The Father's Son."

Rahadyan still felt her body goosebumps with guilt.

"He's a good boy. He was a pinter and did not look the same to me. God didn't give me a chance with my son, so please, be happy with him."

Has Rahadyan ... been giving happiness to her child all this time?

Why did Rahadyan feel he had not given it at all?

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