My Daddy Is My Sugar Daddy
90. I don't know why

Oma Harini from day one realized that Kalista was not a narrow-minded child. Sometimes he says stupid things like he's not thinking about the future, sometimes he does crazy things just so that Rahadyan is difficult, but the viewpoint of this child is not naive at all.

After all, her mother was a prostitute. He's seen a dirty world since he was a kid. Betrayal, disappointment, lies, those kinds of things might be his meal.

He is not an easy child to get unless he first wants to.

"Oma doesn't know. Your father knows." Oma Harini answered as is because Kalista is not an ordinary child. "It can be a no, it can be a yes."

The cyst rests its head on a folded hand on the mattress. One other hand pushed the strawberries over the snack plate. It's hard to make sure he's sad or doesn't care.

"Your father used to make Oma cry." Oma Harini decided to tell a little story. "He is different from his brother. Although both badung, Raynar was not much behavior. At the very least he's just coming home every day."

"Om definitely a badjjangan."

"Emang." Oma Harini laughed. "Rahadyan, from SD has given Oma a headache. There are his actions. Arrested, reported to the police, saw a woman who shouted she was dead. If you can be honest, Oma seems to feel that the child will become a burden."

"He doesn't want to work?"

"No. That's not. Rahadyan pinter from small. More sinter than Raynar. I mean Oma, Oma felt later he would become a big family trash. Who does not love Oma Opa, do not know the return of gratitude or filial piety. Not going to be with his parents."

Kalista looked up to see Oma Harini smiling.

"But, Oma was wrong. Despite many behaviors, Rahadyan never forgot the same Oma. Slowly he also realized how to worship the same parents. I have never snapped Oma, have not volunteered even though Oma was angry."

"...."

"Your father was a rogue, but not as trash as Oma was afraid. He's trying to change himself, trying to correct himself."

Oma Harini stroked Kalista's cheeks and smiled full of gentleness.

"Rahadyan is not the type of child he is afraid of if he does not like something. Oma was angry with him, but Oma inget how Rahadyan when she knew you existed."

When everyone was shocked and thought of the very many things in each other's heads, only Rahadyan had her expression pale. Not fear or anything, but guilt.

And Oma Harini knew that before Kalista came, maybe even after that, Rahadyan hid to cry. He cried because he had made a mistake that was too fatal.

"Nobody your father loves like he loves you. As if Oma guaranteed it."

Kalista.

Something felt strange in his throat. Forcing it to feel dry and need wetting.

Kalista wanted to drink, but he could not reach the drinking water now until he could only swallow.

His sight was suddenly dark. I don't know why something was suffocating in his chest.

"Your father used to say that he wanted to deket same Kalista but Kalista did not want to deket same him." The voice of the Director Ma'am was heard in Kalista's head.

Makes her feelings more uncomfortable.

Wh why? Why is Om useless to love him? Calistas still do not understand even if everyone explains it.

But Kalista needs an explanation. Wh why? Wh why? Wh why?

Why do people who just saw him love him?

"You may not be too fond of this," Oma Harini withdrew her hand from Calista, "but your father may have borne the weight of his sin yesterday. He doesn't want to be forgiven by anyone including me, unless you're sorry for him."

The mouth of the Kalista opened, but then clenched.

His face turned in another direction, although it would be impossible to hide the fact that he was crying.

I don't know why.

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