My Ex
Chapter 15
“lu same Clarissa how? All right, right?” ask Nadine.
“well,” replied Arka as it were.
“by the way a lot yes, for today, I am very happy, very satisfied, thanks always good to me, always there if I need, thank you very much,” said Nadine sincerely.
“iya equally, I also ..apologize because we can not get rich gini in actu longer,” let's be honest Arka speech makes Nadine's heart wistful.
Silent....
“Nad,”
“ya?”
“honestly, my feeling is still the same to you, I still love you,”
“iya I know, I can also taste,”
“why God found us giving us this kind of feeling, but finally parted,”
“why did we meet, but eventually split up,” Nadine's birthday is more like song lyrics.
“why did you break up me that time?” tanya Arka demanded.
“because I think our relationship is not healthy, I feel there is no place anymore, I just mgehalangin you with him,”
“it should be that time you don't have to interfere,”
“hm??”
“it should be that time you do not need to send a chat with Clarissa, anyway that time I was really affectionate with you,”
Nadine felt very sorry, she felt very anxious to turn the time.
“tap, your mother how ?” shangkal Nadine's.
“my mom really does not matter I'm the same as anyone, but if you do not chat her, we are still the same. And I won't turn him back,”
Arka's speech as if cornering Nadine, he was very very sorry with his steps at that time.
“but no one knows if everything will be smooth if we keep, equally,” said Nadine.
“iya, and now, how can I not stay Clarissa that way, so sorry Nadine,”
“alah ah, my heart hurts so much,”
The atmosphere felt very very bitter for a few minutes, the time was running very slowly making the chest tightness as if the oxygen began to thin.
“around yu, mumpung here we find a good place to take photos,” take Arka later.
Finally they went around the park looking for good places to take pictures. The clock is almost 10 p.m., but it still feels reluctant to go home.
“alah ah, cape,” Nadine chose to sit on the park bench under the ring.
Arka followed him, he still took photos of Nadine secretly like paparazzi even though Nadine still did not want to be photographed.
“inget is not the same?” point Erka to the bianglala.
“inget lah, the first place we date,”
Ddrrr.tt...
This is the umpteenth time Arka's phone vibrated, who else if not Clarissa who contacted him.
Arka looks confused about what to reply.
“haduh aja aja anyway,” lamented seeing the notification on the screen.
“kaga ah, if you answer him later I'm not max equal you,” reject it sounds silly.
“emang he is not angry if diemin that?”
“kaga, at most later so bawel, usually will miss,” it feels Nadine wants to vomit right now.
Oh cringe's....
“got dibales?” nadine asked who saw Arka saving her phone back.
“kaga, confused I want to bales what, nih lu aja the bales,” Arka give his phone to Nadine.
“kok so I, gapapa if I read your chat??”
“bales aja, I'm confused to bales whatan,” pasrahnya.
Nadine opened their roomchat. He read one by one the messages sent
Clarissa
-by, why not bales?
and busy again?
have you eaten yet?
-ko not bales
don't be gini
-ga likes you in gini
why?
- kalo what is the story by.
‘hah...what the heck?’ nadine said in her heart.
“gue bales yes,” permission on Arka which is only responded with a resignation nod.
Arcs
Sorry
Been busy again
I'm not too busy to chat again
Clarissa
Sure busy??
Where to send photos if busy
“mampus, he asked for proof you again work, how the story was you again skip work,” panic Nadine.
“aisshh, here, I sent you a photo of my old work aja.” Arka took over her phone.
“emang he will believe if you send a photo like that?”
“dia also will not understand I send anything,” then Arka send a lot of photos ‘palsu’ it
Arcs
Well, busy again,
I will not be busy on the phone
^^^Clarissa^
^^^Oh yaudah,^^^
^^^Hati livers of work^^^
^^^I love you^^^
Nadine grimaced slowly.
Is that cringe if people see themselves and Arka first.
It feels like his stomach is getting nauseous.
“oh yes, she likes to ask no questions about me?” nadine asked open the topic.
“ya passable,”
“oh yes, ask what?”
“questioningly why I can like you, why I'm hard to get away from you, when we're just a few months away, he feels rivaled.” I guess Arka stayed silent for a long time.
“gue also does not understand why, but it feels difficult to choose between you and him, if I choose there how is here, if I choose here what is the word there.” Nadine listened to Arka tell her stories.
“gue feels this heart is divided in two, I love you, but I can not leave Clarissa, sorry Nadine,” Arka holds Nadine's hand even though after Nadine immediately release it.
“iya no papa, I understand, I also can not force the situation,”
“he even thinks you're using me because I love you too much,”
“WHAT??!!! Very silly,”
“gue also doesn't know why he can think that far,”
“already nearly 11 hours, home?” tawar Arka later. Actually he and Nadine felt reluctant to go home, it felt like time was very short. But he couldn't hold Nadine much longer either.
“already,” he finally relented.
*****
Today he left with April after this boy forced him to go to the gym. And this is where they spend almost 3 hours on sports nights. Yep 'cause they left at 8pm after April coming home from work.
And then they go to the movies, unfortunately the movies they watch are very boring. He felt that he had wasted money on something in vain.
And they just returned home at 2 am after going out to eat at the restaurant 24 hours.
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This was the last day Nadine stayed at her apartment, because tomorrow morning she had to go to the airport. The bad news is, some nights his sleeping hours are really messed up. And last night he didn't sleep at all.
Though today he had to start packing while the laundry was still not done. So he started to move quickly even though his head was skit due to drowsiness, he went to loundry and his business was done at 9am.
Arriving in the room, Nadine undoes her intention to clean up the goods because her head can not be compromised anymore. Finally he was unconscious until he woke up at 2 pm because he was hungry.
“feeding, what yes... order pizza? Kaga is expensive, fried rice is fine,”
Eventually he got down and went to the store where he used to eat if lazy to cook at home, although he ate out more often.
Drrrtt...
“ya hello?”
“Nad you again where?”
“mau to the store want to eat, what is it?”
“you'll see?”
“already arrived, at the home deket shop, where I used to eat,”
He was surprised himself, what was suddenly Arka contacted him and invited him to meet.
Nadine ordered fried rice, she ate very slowly while waiting for Arka to arrive, almost 45 minutes she ate very slowly.
“hai.” Sapa Arka suddenly sat beside him.
“hai, want to pesen eat?” tawar Nadine's.
“drink aja,”
“so, what happened to meet?” ask Nadine to the point.
“ga there is nothing at all,” he justifies his messy hairdo.
“lah continue?”
“pengen met aja, do not know why abis Jum’atan, I really want to meet, whereas there is no intention as well,”
“angeh.” Nadine pushed her plate that still had fried rice left.
“got in abisin?”
“already full,”
“already, let's go,”
“where?”
“go first,”
Nadine followed him out of the tavern to the parking lot.
“hei where are you going?” asked Arka who saw Nadine continue to walk through the parking lot,
“road, he said road aja,” answer plain.
“this is it, I pinjem temen car for us to walk,”
“oh! Kirain lu dateng used a taxi,” Nadine entered the gray sedan car.
“towhere are we?” tanya Arka after installing the safety belt.
“no yes, you kidnapped me,”
Arka finally drove aimlessly
“how are we, where?” his insistence.
“duh kaga tau ya, yaudah stuck to the square aja, or to the lake city to,” replied Nadine origin.
“oke we to the square,”
But stupid besides they have no definite purpose, they also do not memorize the road, because the two more often take a taxi, so Nadine was forced to become a navigator reading google map to guide Arka. But it's a lousy base, they even go around in an uncertain direction, and always take the wrong route, which makes it have to take a twisting direction.
“hape lu lowbat nih,” complained Nadine.
“yah, hape you can't?”
“hape my map ngaco,”
“same cake people,” celeuk Arka slowly.
“already to the square does not nyampe-nyampe, to the lake aja, if I go there I know tuh, just keep turning right,”
“oke to,”
Arriving at the brand on site, Nadine went out first and waited for Arka to finish parking.
“lu in malem right?” ask Nadine to make sure.
“iya,”
“don't skip again yes, Monday you've truant because of me, jum’atnya truant again,”
“iya kaga, there is still 1 hour 30 minutes make way,”
“mau what are we?” nadine asked, looking around.
“gimana if you ride a paddle boat, let's be romantic like that while sunset,”
“sof yes, the important thing is that you pay, you kidnap me, and I don't bring money for rent,”
“ok ready my boss, yuk motion,”
Finally they went on a boat ride, after negotiating with his officers.
Almost an hour they pedaled the paddle boat to the middle of the lake.
“eh look, romance right us, in the middle of the lake while sunset gini,” chirped Arka.
“serah,”
“mau photos no?”
“by deh, make mementos,” somehow Arka feels more often ask for photos.
“back again, back again magrib,”
“oke”
They're paddling to get back to the edge.
“gue apologise,”
“sorry for?” ask Nadine.
“sorry for not being able to continue with you,”
“still think,”
“still, it feels rich not willing to split,”
Silent....
“again I'm sorry,”
“iya”
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The journey home was awkward, there was no conversation in the car. Arka intended to take Nadine home before she came home and prepared to go to work. But all of a sudden....
Mobill stopped in the middle of the road, good luck Arka had pulled over even though not really pulled over.
His car broke down to run out of gas....