My ex-President My Husband
BILMAR'S VOICE: You are my wife forever
Happy reading guys. Sorry for the text dialogue, because in this epsiode. I want Bilmar to tell me about his heart.
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BILMAR ARTANEGARA POV 🖤
It felt as if my blood and heart had stopped at this moment, when I saw and stared at my wife's sweaty face for enduring the pain.
He looked so miserable, My wife always shook her head when I said, how about surgery? In a moment, he would change his face by acting calm to endure the pain. I knew he was lying, because five minutes after that, my wife groaned and moaned.
"How's Doc?" I asked the doctor who was examining my wife's insides.
"Still slow sir, just opening three patient first yes, sir, Mom."
I turned my eyes back to see Alika. I can't bear to see it like this, it's been 2 hours we wait here, in fact the opening did not go fast.
"Darling, just an operation? I can't bear to see you in pain like this?" I kept persuading him.
Again he shook his head.
"I am strong, baby! Believe me-" There was a bitter smile that he let out to me. I know he's fooling me.
This is not my first experience in accompanying a wife to give birth. Because I had accompanied Kanya before while giving birth to Maura.
But events like Alika now, the first time I feel. Because from the beginning of pregnancy, Kanyan asked not to want to feel pain when giving birth. He preferred the surgery to bring our child into the world, and it was true that his desire not to be sick was granted by the Almighty.
He was called forever into the lap of God on the operating table. Makes her feel no postpartum pain. And for you, Kanya! I thank you, however, for giving birth to Maura for us. I always send you prayers along my bow.
"Eughhh--" A voice of pain re-strewn from her beautiful lips. There were tears dripping softly from both my wife's eyes.
I languished too, I could say nothing but say the word patience, embrace and pray for it.
My father and my Father-in-law continued to take turns to enter the room to encourage him. While Binara and Rendi took Maura anywhere so that her crying did not make Alika anxious and increasingly feel pain.
Sometimes he sits down, his eyes lowered. Continued to sigh and grimace until I found out he was closing his eyes, to endure the growing pain.
I was always beside him, calming him down, and changing his irregular position.
"Sleep first yeah baby-" I put him back on his back, but still 10 minutes later he'll get up to sit back.
My heart broke even more, when she mentioned her mother's name in the cry.
"Mama, please Mah--" He cried sobbing, I was powerless to lock his body from behind.
"Please baby, I'm here!" I continued to kiss her face that was already soaked with sweat.
I kept giving small massages behind his body, He kept holding on to the iron handle at the end of the bed. He continued to move around to find positions that were good for him.
And then
His head just rested on my shoulders, his eyes constantly staring straight at the corner of the room. I found a rough breath just coming out of his mouth.
I kept locking Alika's body and stroking her stomach. I feel my baby in there kicking hard.
"Darling-" he sighed as he continued to hold my hand, perhaps more than that. Alika did not realize that she had been clawing my hand since earlier to shift the pain.
The pain caused by the scratch on the surface of my skin is certainly meaningless, with the pain being felt by my wife. He felt many times the intense contractions.
You are very meritorious, to me. Sweetheart!
"Sister--" I saw Binara coming toward us without Maura. He stood beside the bed.
"Where is my son, Bin?" ask Alika to Binara. My heart kept slashing, in this state he kept thinking about my daughter.
"You calm down, brother. Maura's eating Papa again!"
"Bin, here!" alika asked her sister to get closer to her.
Binara sat on the bed. I saw Alika put both her hands around Binara's neck, dropping her head around her sister's neck.
"Brothers remember Mama, son! I want to hug you, so I feel like Mama's here!"
Hearing those words made my tears and Binara dripped profusely on both our cheeks. Binara continued to hug her brother tightly. And I kept rubbing his back to add to the calm.
Every 20 minutes the pain returned, my wife would groan and groan.
It was seen that the Midwife and the Doctor were checking repeatedly the inside of my wife. In fact, the opening that happened was not so fast, it had been 6 hours I waited in fact now only opening 4, stage by stage the opening felt so long.
I want to force him to re-choose the path of surgery. Instead of having to continue to endure pain and waste a lot of time.
Truly I did not reach my heart when I saw him turn over, shouting and moaning until he wanted to faint. Because my priority right now is the safety of my wife and children is number one.
But I cannot insist, I must respect my wife's decision to give birth to our child normally.
10 Hours later
I saw that he had calmed down, the pain seemed to subside a little. His hands are still attached to the hose from the infusan bottle.
Alika positioned her body with a sloping position against the wall. There was a string of tasbih dangling down from the middle of his finger.
"Dear, want a drink?" ask him. He also looked towards me. I quickly grabbed his body which immediately wanted to sit together.
"Honey, here-" Alika grabbed my arm to sit closer. He also began to lower his face.
"I'm sorry, baby! Forgive my sins, if all this time I have not been able to be a good wife to you, accidentally hurting your heart with my attitude, words and deeds! Pray for me to be safe when we give birth to our son-"
He took my hand to kiss her repeatedly.
"Dear, I've forgiven all your mistakes before you apologize!"
I continued to rub and kiss her mid-hair. There were drops of water falling onto the surface of my skin, again I heard I was sobbing crying again under his face that was still down.
Then I also imagined my behavior that had hurt his heart. The instant that my chest tightened, I could not help my eyes from crying.
We also cry at the same time. Apologize before our son is born into the world soon. With his struggle like this, made me love and judge my wife even more.
Thank you very much for all your love for everything 🖤
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