
"Sickness, Ammar..." Maura exclaimed as her hair was taken for granted by her sister from behind. The 10-month-old baby could crawl and stand, his voice so loud and loud. Sometimes Alika is jealous because what Ammar can say is just the spelling of the word Papa.
"Come on, re-color!" Tell Alika when she has managed to draw a woman is picking fruit in the garden.
Maura gawked while grimacing because Ammar still grabbed her hair while chattering.
"Then color it again, Mah?" Maura plain speech. He kept watching his mother's hand redrawing in his picture book.
"We colored it wrong, son. The time people's faces are red..."
Bilmar, who had just come out of the bathroom, overheard the conversation of his son and wife who were gathering in bed. Every night Alika will definitely help with Maura's PR, especially if there are masterpiece assignments from her school.
"Maybe you're looking for someone who's angry, baby..." Bilmar tickled amusedly. Alika turned her head to look at her husband who was walking towards them, she just tilted the corner of her lips and came back to watch Maura coloring.
"Mfa.pa..pa.." Ammar who was still disturbing Maura continued to chatter, occasionally his palms snapped at the picture book that was being colored by the Big Brother.
"Don't, grandpa.." Alika grabs Ammar and holds him. "here, Al. Let's be with me." Bilmar crawled up to the mattress and grabbed the body of his very plump son.
"That's your weight, Deck.." Bilmar's words made the fat baby chuckle. I don't know why he always laughs if Bilmar hates him.
"Mfa.pa..pa.." Ammar chattered again while holding Bilmar's hair, the baby was amused when Papa's head was rubbed against his stomach and chest. The baby kept laughing.
"Darling, don't laugh too much. Later he vomited, just finished suckling---" said Alika without turning his head, he still seriously noticed Maura coloring.
"Yes dear.." Answer Bilmar. Then he took Ammar's body into his arms. Swiping the baby boy until he fell asleep.
Maura continued to color even though both eyes were closed several times. Alika remained patiently waiting for the child to finish her PR. Alika educates Maura as early as possible to take responsibility.
"Wouldn't it be sleepy if you run PR the night? So Mama always told Sister to do afternoon PR, so that the night does not stumble -" Alika continued to advise the Child.
Maura who was yawning then nodded. "Don't you know what Mama means?"
"Yes, Mah---"
"Smart." Alika kisses Maura's cheek. The girl grew up beautiful and adorable.
"I think our room will be crowded, Al. If Bilka and Abrar were born." Bilmar said with a smile.
Alika looked over and looked at her husband. "Dear, I love that, too."
"I did not expect, could have many children from you, Al--" Bilmar stuck out his hand and was grabbed by Alika and grasped.
"I'm also just as dear, I'm happy to love you so much." Alika smiled with satisfaction.
"You're ready, Al. About his Caesar operation?"
"If the doctor thinks it's best, I have to be ready, Bil. This is all for our kids-" anyway"
Bilmar nodded and eroded the growing fear in his heart. The memory of Alika's moans in giving birth to Ammar was still ringing in his mind.
"Protect my wife and my future twins, O God.." Do it in the heart.
"Oh yes, the day after your birthday, baby, what gift would you like from me?" alika asked with a radiant face.
Bilmar's face was embarrassed. "I'm old like this, still need to be given a gift? For the card I have directly asked God, to protect and launched your labor dear..."
Alika smiled happily, she moved a little to get closer to Bilmar. Smack her lips and say "I Love you, honey.."
"I Love you too, baby.."
"I'll go to the kitchen first yeah, make you milk-Please, Bill. Watch Brother..Sis, don't sleep until the PR is over!"
"Yes, Mah." Maura replied while yawning back.
Alika got up down the bed and walked slowly to the kitchen. She made three glasses of milk and three glasses of water for her husband, her son and herself. Eleven minutes passed and he returned with a tray in his hand to enter the room.
It is true interpretation. Bilmar won't be able to keep an eye on Maura. The man had already flown to dreamland with Maura and Ammar. Maura fell asleep right in her picture book, her legs rising above her Papa's belly. Ammar was lying on his back.
Alika kept smiling looking at the happiness of her current household. It was only health and safety that he wanted right now for his little family.
A very happy sight.
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If last night so make Alika flowery but this afternoon makes her flutter. Alika has repeatedly compressed the body of Ammar suddenly hot. The boy was fussy and kept crying. Not wanting to suckle, the temperature is very high to 39.8 degrees Celsius.
As Nurse Alika already knows if the child has a fever to such a high thing that she fears the most is Ammar can have seizures. Of course, febrile seizures in infants are not good, it will interfere with the sensory brain in a prolonged time.
He opened the medicine drawer but the fever medicine supply was running out. Alika is panicking. She reached for her phone to call Bilmar, but repeatedly called her husband, still not answering. The man was busy with various meetings with the clients as usual.
"Oh Allah, Bilmar..." His mouth. Without a second thought he immediately rushed Ammar to the Hospital by asking Papa Bayu for help to deliver them.
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An hour passed, Ammar was already in Papa Bayu's arms. The baby fell asleep after being examined by the Pediatrician, thankfully his high fever gradually fell.
"What's wrong with you, son?" asked Papa Bayu with a serious look staring at Alika who was like a panicked person just kept fumbling her stomach.
He looked up at Papa Bayu's face. "Well, how come the twins don't have any movement at all from the morning?" Alika again brought the direction of her eyes to look at her distended stomach that had not stopped rubbing.
Papa Bayu's face immediately stiffened, he was flabbergasted. Then sat down next to Alika, holding her daughter-in-law's stomach.
"Yes, yeah, kid. There is no movement--"
Alika is getting into an emergency. "My stomach is not too tight anymore like yesterday, Pah."
"Patience, Son. Alika needs to relax. Maybe you're still frantic because of Ammar's condition, which had a fever just now.."
Alika shakes. "But this is weird.." Alika still continued to fumble her stomach, luring her twins to move. Indeed, he slightly forgot the content because of the focus on taking care of Ammar who was suddenly sick.
"Bilkas..Abrar, unfortunately Mama..Come, Son. Wake up first-" Alika still invites their prospective children to talk. Alika panicked, she just wanted to be relieved by the movements of Bilka and Abrar. He felt his twins were still asleep.
"We'll go to the Doctor, but we're still in the hospital, son.."
Alika nodded and rose to her feet to enroll herself to the Obstetrician at this Hospital. Papa Bayu kept her company and calmed Alika who could not hide her anxiety and fear.
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Alika's cry just broke. Several times his body fainted from not being ready to accept the reality he had just received. Why does destiny live as if toying with him. What harm? That's what's still swirling around inside his head.
Seen from a distance Binara, Rendi, Papa Luky ran to Alika and Papa Bayu who were still sitting weakly on the waiting bench for patients. Half an hour ago Papa Bayu called Bilmar but the man was difficult to contact, according to Katherine, Bilmar was on a visit to a partner company with Mr. Adit, who was in the middle of the day, but Katherine promised to tell Bilmar to go to the Hospital immediately.
"Son..." Papa Luky's voice just sounded raucous, clear water in the eyes of the man's lungs was seen continuously dripping since he was rumored about this news from the younger brother.
"Father!!" Alika took off Papa Bayu's embrace and moved to draping both hands on her birth Papa's neck. He kept crying and screaming. Alika's face reddened, the veins around her temple increasingly prominent.
Papa Luky was crying, he could not speak and speak. His heart was broken, he could only hug and lock Alika's body which was still hysterical and in shock. So devastated, Alika cried without making a sound. His tongue is stuck. His chest was very sick, if only he wanted to die now.
Binara and Rendi cried. He did not expect grief to come back to their families. Dark clouds again hit the Artanegara family.
I'm sorry Mom, the mother's twins are lifeless. The placenta detaches, making them unable to get blood flow. I don't think my twin has been around since this morning. Right now, operations must also be taken to get them out!
The words just kept circling in his head. He still tries to get his children to talk to get up. But it seems that it is very impossible, Alika's stomach feels more and more. The child he kept for 8 months 1 week should stop breathing.
I have IUFD in pregnancy. The death of the baby can occur in the womb even without any symptoms. Moreover, at this time the protein in the urine of the mother is already positive two. The mother's blood pressure is also very high, for now the mother has severe preeclampsia.
As soon as Alika's world darkens, I don't know what will happen to Bilmar after this, when he finds out Bilka and Abrar would rather go to leave them both out of this world, forever and ever.
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Cry ah, I don't have to💔