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MPS 2: The Softness of Bilmar's Heart and Alika's Regrets

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The night rose to the contest, shackling the sky with its silence and darkness. Tonight is not as warm as it was last night. Because this night seems to be in mourning staring at a woman who is in turmoil of heart and soul.

Alika was still under the blanket. His eyes were closed, it seemed like the effect of a sedative injected by Dr. Beny was still working this afternoon. Binar and Rendi had already left home, they promised tomorrow they would come again to see the condition of Alika.

While Papa Luky chose to stay the night, he was worried about the situation of his eldest daughter.

"Bil, it looks like it's starting tomorrow. Alika did not allow papa to help Binar again. Papa's worried about her..." Said Papa Luky still faithfully sitting on the edge of the bed, rubbing his daughter's body.

Bilmar nodded, still standing looking at his wife who still looked very scared.

"Stay one step away, Diego will definitely give the Girl for the Binar. So let Papa, Binar and Rendi take care of it.."

Bilmar could only shut up and nodded again. Looking sadly at his wife. Which husband can see his wife in a state of trauma. He wanted to be angry, but this had all happened. It is not Alika who is to blame, but because of Papa Luky who made his two children in a disaster.

"Papa rest first. Let Bilmar take care of Alika."

"Well if there's anything, please let Papa know to the room!"

"Yes Pah."

Papa Luky kissed Alika's forehead before she finally passed from there. According to Dr. Beny that tonight Alika must rest without any interference, so that her heart can relax and be peaceful. Therefore Ammar and Maura were moved to sleep temporarily from their rooms.

Ammar's baby box was moved first to Maura's room. She had to let her two children sleep there alone. Bilmar intends to wake up tonight not to sleep. He would go back and forth from his room to look after Alika and then turn to Maura's room, to watch over their children.

Crack

In the open door of Maura's room. His heart was cold to see that his daughter was asleep. He caresses the child's face and looks at her affectionately. He managed to fool Maura for tonight not to sleep with the mother. Then he got up to position the tough Maura sleep to get back neat and pull the blanket to cover his son's body from the cold air.

He also turned to approach Ammar who was already in his box. Look at the face of a boy who looks like his wife. Swiping on the cheeks of the plump baby who occasionally smiled while asleep.

"Papa's champ is another dream?" Said Bilmar smiling.

He tidied up Ammar's blanket well. For almost two months Ammar Bilmar rarely ever pay attention to his children like this. Of course he feels so great that the wife can take care of her own two children without complaining and without whining to ask for help baby sitter or additional art.

Sometimes in the middle of the night Bilmar would see his wife sitting on the edge of the bed to breastfeed Ammar, rubbing Maura's body when the child is fussy and remain alert to always want to serve the wishes of her husband if you want to make love.

Really Bilmar was amazed by the activities of his wife, not to mention a few days he deliberately worked at his home. Gweny to help Binar get the Girl and ends up getting hurt because of Diego's attitude.

"You really are a noble woman, Al...." Bilmar said as he continued to hold his wife's body.

Positioning her chest as a pillow for Alika's head. Keep sipping all the fingers of the fingers so that they hold each other. Then Bilmar turned to look at the nightstand next to him. With his right hand he pulled a drawer and reached for a ring box.

Pearl ring that he had ordered specifically from Lombok as a wedding anniversary gift yesterday. And because of a misunderstanding with Kaneysa, Alika finally sulked and took off the ring. He took the ring and put it back on his wife's little finger.

"Don't let go again, baby..." Her speech.

He incessantly kissed the back of Alika's hand while closing both eyes.

"I'm here, don't be afraid..."

"As long as there is me, nothing will hurt you!"

"I promise you, there will be no Danu, Diego and the others.If there were any, I would kill them all immediately..."

Bilmar kept talking. Taking out all his strength to take care of his wife, he was still worried. He was afraid that Alika was experiencing psychological or prolonged trauma.

It was inconceivable that the strong woman had become fragile and forgotten about herself. Couldn't he have a mental illness just because he wanted to help his sister?

God will surely guard and heal his trauma.

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02:00 in the morning.

It seems like today is a very tiring day for Bilmar. The exhaustion finally made Bilmar close his eyes next to Alika. But he quickly opened his eyes again because he had intended to stay up all night.

"Darling...?" His face was worried as he rubbed his two eyes which still felt vague to escape the drowsiness that had struck great.

He gasped when he saw the part next to him empty. Just look rusaran bed sheets former figure of his wife has fallen asleep there. He rolled his eyes around the room, then he got up and stepped into the bathroom.

Crick

Plass.

Only the emptiness he got when he opened the bathroom door.

"Nothing?"

Bilmar's face panicked. He rushed out to go down the stairs and look for his wife who might be in the kitchen or in the television room.

But before he followed his instincts, he reverted back his steps to get closer to Maura's room. He overheard Alika's voice from inside.

It did not take long, he also found the figure of his wife right on the edge of the bed.

"If not bobo, bite the ants...."

Alika heard a little singing the song while holding Ammar and breastfeeding him and rubbing Maura's body. There was a very slow cry coming from his face.

"Darling...?" Bilmar then sat down next to his wife.

"Do you cry, Al?" Ask her husband full of gentleness.

Alika turned her head and sure enough Bilmar found the woman's face was already with a torrent of tears.

Bilmar took the body of Ammar who had fallen asleep because he was full. Put him in the box and sit next to his wife.

Wiped Alika's tears and carried her body into her chest. Alika kept crying and crying.

"I'm ashamed of you, Bil!" Alika said in a stammering voice.

"I should have called you! I shouldn't have been that brave to come undercover around"

As Alika grew weeping, she continued to release her guilt and regret to Bilmar. Her husband still clasped his wife's hand and just kept quiet to continue listening to the teardrops that Alika was removing.

"I feel like I don't have any self-esteem, Bil!"

Alika kept crying and Bilmar kept letting her. Because people who are experiencing trauma will be mild or severe. They must always be accompanied and listened to by all his complaints. To make them feel safe and awake.

"I'm ashamed of you!"

"What would be my fate if you didn't come!"

"Ahh I hate! I'm pissed...." Alika turned to flail her head.

"I can't believe it, baby..." Bilmar continued to speak softly and grabbed his wife's hand to stop beating himself.

"I know you didn't do this on purpose to get a girl. I understand that!" Bilmar replied, he continued to try to calm Alika's heart and brushed off the regret.

"But I almost got raped by Diego!" Alika's face looked up at her husband's dark linea eyes. Looking for the point of anger of her husband, but unfortunately, it was not met.

"It's not Bil. It's not me who wants to give myself up to her, you believe me, do you?"

Bilmar smiled as he tidied up Alika's messy haircut. "Yes baby.I believe."

Alika should be happy if Bilmar behaves like this. But it seems Alika looked at Bilmar's attitude with another view. He was even more guilty when Bilmar just smiled, not disappointed and not angry. And everyone knows how Bilmar fights. He was jealous and possessive of his wife. But why did her attitude tonight become warmer and different?

"Bil why aren't you angry? I'm ready if you're angry! I am guilty, I deserve to be punished!!"

Seeing his wife like this, the corner of Bilmar's lips rose upwards. He smiled and hugged Alika. He occasionally pulled his face and kissed his wife's cheek.

"You've healed means- You're sober! With you not acting like this this afternoon I was so happy! Who wants to upset you? I'm not angry, baby! Really!" Bilmar continued to convince his wife.

Bilmar did condemn the incident earlier this afternoon between Diego and Alika. Thankfully, God was kind enough to save Alika. Somehow if the savagery happens, but again.

Although Bilmar wanted to be angry, he was confused who to blame. Because what Alika did was only to help her sister and make her happy.

"Quite an event like this only happened yesterday. I want you to learn from all of your bold attitude! If only I hadn't followed Binar's words to go undercover and follow you, I don't know what's going on!"

There was a long sigh from Bilmar then he again said looking at his wife's face.

"Maybe I can only accept your situation which has been tarnished by it-"

Alika was crying in her guilt. His chest grew increasingly claustrophobic, instantly his heart and soul languished so fiercely. She slid into her husband's arms. Hugged the man tightly. What would it be like, how would his life be after that if Diego really tarnished him. Of course the woman will no longer have any self-respect in the eyes of her husband.

"Don't cry anymore, it's all happening. I just want you to promise me one thing, not to be too independent and powerful!" Bilmar said firmly but gently. He kept winning his wife.

Alika let go of the embrace and bowed and continued to hold her husband's hand tightly.

"If this thing repeats - maybe I won't give you a second chance to forgive you. Do you understand what Papa means?"

Bilmar held the base of his wife's chin to look back at her face.

With trembling lips he answered.

"Yes, Mama knows...."

"Understand for?"

"To not repeat it again--"

"If I don't allow you to do things that I don't like, then you should??"

"I must be silent, obedient and obedient..." Answer Alika pasrah.

"Smart!" Bilmar then kissed his wife's cheek. "Learn to always be a good wife - I will always guide you-"

"Yes, Bill. I promise." Alika assured her husband.

Bilmar smiled and nodded. "Let's go back to the room, you have to take a break!"

Alika did not expect that behind Bilmar's harsh nature, the man still had his soft heart, as soft as cotton. He was very lucky to get Bilmar, he promised never to replace this man with any man.

Thank you, my husband, for your tenderness

Learn from your regrets, my wife