My ex-President My Husband
MPS 2: Flashback Binary Life Stories

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Sorry, maybe this is just an explanation of the Flashback Binara story. The dialogue text is a little, because I want Binara who tells a lot about her life.

Okay, happy reading

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Binara Artanegara POVs

7 Years ago. At that time I felt very young because I had just stepped on the number 20 years. I was in my final semester on my way to graduation, but I had to intern at one of the companies for the final material of my thesis.

My papa suggested interning at Acorp or at EG. But somehow I refused, I told Papa, if I want something new and do not want to say that the family helps in this task.

My papa gave me the option to intern at his best friend's company. I dropped the option of an apprentice at Germando Corp. I was assigned to be the chief secretary of the division of development and sales. At that time I met Lukman Wijaya as my superior.

Lukman has given me a lot of inspiration, insight and around my apprenticeship materials. Wherever Lukman goes I will always go with him. He will attend meetings with staff, chiefs and president directors.

After the meeting ended I just found out that Lukman has a friend in this company. Two of his best friends are Diego and Andra. I just found out that Diego is the son of the owner of this company, my Papa friend. At that time Diego still served as Deputy Director, while Andra's position became head of the Marketing Division.

I don't know why from the three I was so interested and fell in love with Andra. You could say it was love at my first sight. How glad my heart was, when he invited me to meet and kept talking to me. I found her two beautiful eyeballs and her ever-thrilling smile on my body.

Two months late at sea, I interned there. I spent a lot of time doing some activities with Lukman as usual. But somehow I got back close to Andra, our relationship became more special like a person who was mixing love.

We often make lunch arrangements without the knowledge of Lukman and Diego. And not how long I dated her. Looks like my innocence was misunderstood by Andra. I think he really loves me, unfortunately it's all fake.

Andra kept making me fall in love until I fell asleep and gave up my honor. I always had a husband and wife relationship with him. Love blinded my life. Andra always said she would be responsible for everything she did to me. And stupidly I believed and was lulled.

But for some reason in the middle of our romance, Diego came into my life. I just found out if he likes me when we meet. All I know from Andra is that Diego is a cold guy who doesn't love women easily. But all that blew my head when he came with his parents to propose to me to Papa. At that time, Diego was ready to get married.

Diego asked me to be his wife and Papa granted his wish. At that moment my heart and soul were blocked. How to refuse the marriage, of course I have been dating Andra and have let go of my virginity.

Since I officially applied, all employees in the company know that I am the woman. Diego managed to make Andra and Lukman shocked because of the notice from him, that the man would marry me.

Andra's gaze was so angry with me, she was disappointed to feel that she had been lied to. But for God's sake I don't like Diego at all. For Andra has graced my heart and soul.

If it's between the break hours, Diego will pull me into his room. He wanted to seduce me but I always refused. I took that kiss off Diego and turned my face away.

"Why you?" Ask her when I don't want to be kissed by her anymore. I feel like I betrayed Andra to go through this engagement.

I wanted to refuse, but I had no power. I'm afraid Papa will be angry, especially Diego is equal to our family and he is the son of Papa's best friend, of course Diego will win in this case.

Diego still insists on kissing my lips but I always refuse. It turns out that rejection makes him more eager to keep trying so that we can kiss. And he managed to steal the kiss from me, the most stressful was when Andra accidentally entered Diego's room. He got more and more angry when he saw Diego kiss my lips.

From the moment I hated Diego so much for his actions. And from then on, Andra backed out of our relationship and gradually avoided me.

On the one hand he did not want to make Diego hurt because however Diego is a friend and the person who hired Andra, of course he will be hated and fired if found out to have a relationship with me.

I'm getting sick of continuing this marriage, I don't love Diego. I felt like I was a worthless woman again, because my chastity had already been given to Andra. All of this became more so when I found out I was pregnant.

My life is ruined!

I can't imagine how Papa and Diego, who knew I was two-bodied like this.

I firmly believe the child I bear is Andra's, for it is only to him that I disgrace this barbaric relationship. Ever since I told her that I was pregnant with her child, Andra disappeared without a trace.

He just left the office. It frustrates me and dilemmas. Though my marriage will be done in two weeks, it makes me depressed and suicidal.

I finally said honestly to Lukman, I told him everything. He looks angry because of what I did with Andra. But I told him that we started a relationship long before Diego asked me to be his wife.

"You pregnant, Bin? With Andra? Oh God!" A long sigh came from Lukman's lips, when I gave him the results.

"You know what, Bin. Andra already has a wife and children! He won't marry you!"

Jdrr.

After getting that confession from Lukman. I was devastated, and Andra lied to me. He made me love half to death just to enjoy how beautiful my body is.

He never loved me! He just wants my virginity!

It was Diego who loved me, he who loved me and wanted to make me his legal wife. But love blinded me again, I kept looking for Andra with Lukman's help. But the result is nil, Andra disappeared. He was afraid that Diego would kill him. Because it has made the woman he loves pregnant out of wedlock.

Finally I asked for help from Brother Bilmar, my cousin's brother. I asked her to come home from London, although at that time I knew Kak Kanya was also newly pregnant, just a week different from my gestational age.

After knowing what happened to me, Brother Bilmar was furious. He could slap me for my stupidity with Andra. He continued to search for Andra to any corner, but the savage man could not be found.

"Stop your relationship with Diego. Cancel this marriage! It is inappropriate for a man as good as he should bear a child who is not his flesh and blood, Bin!"

I always imagined with the words of Brother Bilmar. This thing is getting my neck. With all my thoughts long to where it was a week before my wedding to Diego. I canceled the show unilaterally.

There's a family meeting back home. Brother Bilmar who became mediator and became my speaker at that time. I kept hiding behind his back, as everyone was hysterically shouting at me.

Diego cried and both his parents lashed out at me, severing Papa's friendship. Their families do not accept if their sons are being played. Diego was angry and disappointed when he found out that I was in love with Andra and got me pregnant.

"I'll keep marrying you, Binar. I'll be a father to your son. I love you so much, really!"

"Enough Diego! Leave that woman alone, she's not worthy of you, son! He's just another ex. He cannot keep his honor! He tricked us! Look now she's pregnant without a husband!!"

As soon as my heart ached hearing her Mama's words. I no longer have any self-respect. Diego also went with his family. My father had a severe heart attack when he found out his daughter had been damaged by someone else and was now pregnant without a husband.

To cover up the disgrace, I was finally married by Papa's chosen man. But the man only wanted my family's treasure, he also liked to torture me and make Papa angry and angry. He was finally shot in front of my face. I got pregnant without a husband.

I went through that pregnancy in exile from Papa. I can only attend college in a private way. Papa hates me even more when he sees my stomach growing, he asks me to leave the house and stay in the apartment.

To the point where my womb is enough to give birth to a girl. I felt a great contraction. My stomach hurts so much.

I kept calling Papa to help me walk out of the apartment but he stopped to lift, I forced him to get out of bed but I couldn't stand it. I wanted to ask Brother Bilmar for help but it was all impossible, as he had already returned to London due to Kak Kanyan's preparations for giving birth.

Shortly thereafter, with God's permission, I managed to bear the child without anyone's help. My body was helpless, so much blood came out that it made me even more tormented.

But the sound of a girl's cry made me happy, I grabbed her still-blooded body and ari-ari clung to her body. I kissed the baby girl I had born into the world. I kept crying and cursing Andra, for letting my life go like this.

Two hours later after giving birth, I was in the hospital room. I saw Papa was sitting waiting for me to wake up.

"That?" call me.

"Yes-" Papa is still angry and disappointed in me.

"Where is my son, Pah?"

"Girl means?" Papa asked back. I smiled when Papa had already decided on a name for my baby girl.

Even though I have hung a name for my own son, I want to make Papa forgive me by accepting the name he chose.

"Girl? What a great name, Pah. Binar likes it, then where's my son Pah?"

My dad kept quiet, he just froze like a block of ice. Cold and hard to melt.

"Papa has thrown the Girl into the streets, she will only ruin your future!"

Hearing Papa's words made my world seem to stop spinning. My dad threw his granddaughter out on the street. Separating me from my daughter. My gem. I could do nothing but cry and thrash the mercy of my Father.

Trouble came again, when I found out that Kak Kanan died after giving birth to Maura in London. I don't know what madness is in my Papa's head.

To keep his good name, my good name and our big surname and keep Artanegara's treasure from falling into the wrong hands.

I was finally married to my own cousin, Brother Bilmar. By marriage it makes me and Brother Bilmar become brothers who hate each other. Brother Bilmar stayed in London with Maura and I remained silent in the apartment. I became a very sick person with depression, but I am grateful for the arrival of Rendi. Because thanks to the man's holy love, he was able to make me recover from this mental illness.

No matter how much you love, never give up honor before marriage, because self-esteem is definitely trampled. We'll just be like an egg breaking on the floor before it gets fried in a frying pan. Eggs are not edible and have no meaning.

That is the story of my life. Hopefully no more women who want to be fooled by men who only sell promises without a marriage bond.

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I'll always try to get a girl for you, a girl for you, a girl for you, a girl for you