My face is not as pretty as my heart

My face is not as pretty as my heart
THE EPS 17


6 MONTHS HAVE PASSED.......


I sat in my arms, a toddler abandoned by her mother in front of this orphanage, I took care of her and loved her like my little daughter I was carrying. She gave her alisya name now she is 1 year old.


he was so happy when I put it on my lap to see his foster brother playing cheerfully, he continued to be enthusiastic in seeing and active in responding to everything around him. alisya is a baby who has a beautiful face and asian skin sting, but bule with his face.he is the perfect blend for Asian skin measurement.


He may represent the dominant face of his parents, so that they when looking for him is not difficult especially his father later.but it will never be separated from all my supervision, to take it arbitrarily. I want the brow family to account for everything they do to the baby without being wrong and without knowing what the family figure is.


I began to feel less at home to hold his eyebrows with such a weight, and with my condition that has entered the pregnancy to 9 months, and with my condition, the measure of getting pregnant that requires rest and preparing for the mental and physical process of giving birth. let alone giving birth without a husband who is taking care of me, she said, I am grateful that God still wants to leave a happiness that is awaited for all women, namely a princess.


alisya who has been able to stand up and make small steps makes me have to take extra care and follow it for almost 24 hours nonstop. because alisya does not want to be with her caregiver for her needs. I'm glad he only wants to be touched by me if his personal needs are problems, until finally alisya sleeppun should I rest and pok pok his ass to quickly he sleeps.


I lived in a parlour during my pregnancy, I felt my pregnancy hormones were more sensitive to my brother's home, because it triggered me to cry for the father of my baby. the last examination I will give birth approximately one week from now.The doctor's estimate is wrong I have experienced contractions in full, and there is seepage from my inner thigh area.


I keep trying to calm down and always throw my breath as ordered during pregnancy.what should I do for this kind of situation. I have tidied up all my needs for childbirth and arranged it in the car and waited for my brother to come and take me to the hospital. because I had wanted to get my brother to come to the orphanage so I could give birth quickly.


and sure enough when my brother got in front of the IGD and I got off at the door of the building my membranes immediately broke and the nurses took me to the delivery room and started using all the techniques they put up the infusion and everything. Then sahara came in where she is an obstetrician who currently holds the status of my sister-in-law.mba sahara then helped me to give birth in a normal way.


"congratulations .. yaaa my sister, you have become a mother and have two children, your chatty daughter and your calm son." and continue to kiss my son's face.


"thank you bang.. suppose it's a brother's son and mba hara later" I looked at my son in my brother's arms and mommy hara's hands.


I also do IMD and my son is very greedy in nursing me. I am happy because my urine is very much and abundant for my baby padlocks, who always suckle it. until nightfall my brother returned to my room to take care of me, brother while ignoring my daughter because he was fussy and crying from morning because he did not find me when I woke up.


"this is your chatty daughter asking to be delivered to her mother, Iz looking for you" while sitting next to my sleeping cage, I immediately took her in my arms, and she began to fill again and hugged me tightly.


"nuna,... why does nuna cry ...? find mommy, son....?" and my daughter just nodded and looked with glassy eyes that depicted that she was looking on and was afraid that her mother would leave her life.


it's been this harrri.....


sorry to upload today.....