My girlfriend's my Classmate's sister
Part 170 The Outpouring of Hearts
...HAPPY NEW YEAR 2023 🎉🎉...
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Dina becomes awkward with Bimo, she is confused as to what kind of behavior she should be. Never imagined in his mind would get such a luxurious gift.
Dina was afraid, one day Bimo would demand certainty from him. Dina was afraid of all the attention and gifts that Bimo gave him, making Bimo able to impose his will as before.
As for Dina, she was more comfortable with her relationship with Bimo right now. There is no status that binds them, which requires Dina to always give up and put Bimo first as before.
Dina herself was also confused, the longer she felt that there was less when there was no Bimo, and felt safe and comfortable when Bimo was by her side. But he also loved and missed Dendy's presence at the same time.
"why daydreaming?" ask Bimo softly
"ah..it's okay mas" said Dina.
"want to go home now or later?" asked Bimo in a firm voice
"i want to go for a walk first." said Dina with a sad tone held back.
"alright.ayo I'll accompany.." said Bimo stood up and extended his hand to Dina. Dina looked at Bimo with a flat gaze.
Bimo sighed "at least only for tonight we are like other couples, come on..." Bimo still extended his hand
Dina received Bimo's helping hand and stood up from her seat. The two of them take a walk along the beach enjoying their valentine night with their own thoughts.
Bimo invites Dina to sit on the beach on a stretch of beach sand that is not so wet. The night wind was so cold it was bone-chilling, yet Dina was still reluctant to go home.
"are you cold?" ask Bimo softly
Dina nodded her head, while Bimo breathed "my jacket is left in the car, let's just go home" Bimo said in a firm voice
"i want to be here first.... The sound of the beach breeze made my heart slightly calm." said Dina hugging Bimo's arm and leaning her head on Bimo's arm.
"but don't be long, you can get sick later" Bimo stroked Dina's head.
Bimo felt his arms wet, he turned towards Dina. Bimo could only sigh, he could not bear to see Dina sad, but he also could not possibly break the boundaries of the two of them.
"are you crying again?" bimo asked with a glare forward. Dina did not reply she was busy wiping away the tears that had dripped down her cheeks.
"if you have a problem, solve it don't drag on" said Bimo gently stroking Dina's head.
"yes.thank you... Maybe I was too carried away" said Dina "it has become a risk when it comes to long distance, here I am selfish, concerned about my own ego" said Dina began to tell what she felt
Bimo just silently listened to Dina's story, he was eager to comment on Dina's words, but he held back. Bimo grabbed Dina and stroked Dina's head gently.
"me and him both can't relate remotely, but I forced myself to obey my ego by going to college here"
"i don't know until when I can put up with all this, I love him so much, sometimes I often wonder into my heart, if he loves me too"
Bimo stroked Dina's head, he was eager to take advantage of the opportunity when Dina was in trouble with her boyfriend. But he was also afraid that Dina would stay away from him.
"cry.if it makes you relieved.spill all your feelings now, so that tomorrow you can more calmly face everything" said Bimo softly.
Dina was crying, even her sobs were getting louder. Dina has become more sensitive lately, especially when she comes home and Dendy is difficult to contact.
Bimo tightened his hold, feeling pity with Dina. He recalled the moment he decided on Dina for no reason, he saw the destruction in the look in his eyes. Maybe Dina was like now, sad and crying.
Given that Bimo feels guilty, Dina is not as strong as people see, she is fragile more fragile than the girls she knows.
"yes..already...." Dina wiped away her tears "sorry, it ruined your night" Dina forced her smile.
Bimo smiled "this evening I am happy, after so many years of not celebrating valentine, today I can celebrate with my loved ones" said Bimo gently with a shady look
"just assume I was messing around" Dina said with a chuckle
"i'm glad you want to tell me your problem" said Bimo pulling both corners of his lips up
"do you want to stay here or go home?" ask Bimo
"what time is it?" ask Dina
"it's eleven o'clock Din...."
"i still want to be here, but pity you." said Dina lirih.
"i will accompany you, do not hesitate if you need me to say it" said Bimo sincerely
"ah..no..I don't want to burden you with my problems" Dina moved from her seat and cleaned the clothes she was wearing from the beach sand "let's spend the night like the other couple" Dina chuckles
"alright..." Bimo also moved from his seat and patted his pants removing the sand attached to his pants
Bimo holding Dina's hand, they walked towards where Bimo's car was parked. Bimo opened the car door for Dina and made sure Dina was sitting comfortably.
Then he got into the side of the wheel "Din..."
"yes..." Dina looked at Bimo who was sitting beside her
"mmm... You know how other couples celebrate valentine?" ask Bimo
"what is mas?" Dina frowned
"in this way..." Bimo kissed Dina's lips
"mas....!" snarled Dina "this is the second time the mas has done that to me!"
"sorry Din... This is the last time I'll do it to you" Bimo said. Silently he stared to the side out the window, Bimo sighed "I love you so much, every time I try to hold myself back as much as I can, but today I see you crying, I can't help my feelings, I'm sorry"
Bimo started his car engine, and he started driving his car at a moderate speed. Bimo focused on staring at the traffic that night that was a little more crowded than usual.
"honestly, I feel safe and comfortable when with Bimo mas, even sometimes I feel lost when long time mas not to my boarding house" said Dina staring out the window
"i'm flattered." said Bimo with a fluffy smile.
"i can't repay everything that you've done to me, nor can I repay your love" Dina looked at Bimo
"be happy with your choice, that's enough for me" Bimo said with a forced smile
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