
Dendy felt guilty for what she did. Dendy resigned after this relationship with Dina would be like what. Although Dina had already said that she did not ask to break their relationship. But still he could not feel relieved before Dina came back like before.
Dina' is also equally mixed feelings. On the one hand he was already affectionate with Dendy on the other hand he also felt very disappointed with Dendy's actions. He also felt guilty that he had been avoiding Dendy for the last few days. Just wanted to see how serious Dendy was.
How does Dendy explain and apologize to him. In addition, he also needed time to calm his heart and mind after what he saw when he returned from Dendy's house.
Dendy saw Dina daydreaming, still his view was empty looking far away. I don't know what Dina is thinking. As long as he knew Dina, he had never seen Dina like that. Maybe once he saw Dina daydreaming but not as empty as his view.
He looked at Dina as if she was bearing a heavy burden. Dendy was wondering if it was because of her that Dina became like that. That's how deep he hurt Dina, if it really means he's a really stupid guy.
'what is Dina thinking? Are you thinking about this problem? Or is there another problem? I've never seen him like this. Wanting to ask I was scared but if not asking would definitely be called shy asking so stupid' Dendy spoke in her heart
"Dina... What's up?" Dendy dared to ask
"uh...?" Dina gasped at Dendy
"is it because of me you're daydreaming?" Dendy felt guilty while Dina just shook her head.
"do you have a problem? Tell me the same story if you have a problem" Dendy said as she stroked Dina's hair
"i'm fine Den" said Dina forcing her smile
"your mouth may say nothing, but your eyes are not" said Dendy softly
"what's in my eyes?" Dina looked at Dendy
"awhile...awhile..I see first" Dendy cupped Dina's cheeks and looked deeply into Dina's eyes "hmmm.
"haish..." Dina banged on Dendy's chest
"sick Din" Dendy complained while laughing "this is the new Dina I know" said Dendy softly.
"what are you thinking about Din? My problem again?"
"no Den... I was disappointed with you, but I also realized I was wrong to ignore you" said Dina
"no Din. I'm wrong because I can't understand you" said Dendy clasping Dina's hand tightly
"no need to discuss who is wrong who is right, I just hope in the future everything can be discussed well, especially if I am far from you" said Dina
"where are you going Din?" ask Dendy
"i'm not going anywhere Den" said Dina smilingly looking at Dendy. But Dendy saw something that stuck Dina's mind, Dina's smile not after usual.
"you said that there was nothing we talked about together, but why don't you share your problems with me Din?"
"huh.maybe it's true that you said I should tell you" said Dina.
Dina began to tell what her thoughts had been all along. Approaching the graduation announcement Dina got even more scared. Not afraid of not graduating but afraid of disappointing both parents. The family of his father had always looked one eye at his father.
Until they openly said that his father would not be able to send his children to college. Dina was angry to hear the story from her mother about it all. Dina's achievements since she was in Elementary School until she was in High School were never considered by her papa family.
Dina felt constrained all this time. He felt jealous of his friends who could freely do any activities outside the home. While Dina can only participate in activities related to school. Even last year's camping event was actually Dina went without permission from her papa.
And now that he's about to graduate High School he's thinking how to escape all the rules in his house. All he told Dendy. Until the cry of Dina broke because she was really tired of being a sweet child and smart child.
Dendy heard everything Dina said. Dendy pulled Dina in her arms, rubbing Dina's arms to calm her down. Dina rests her head on Dendy's shoulder. He never told what he felt to others.
With Dendy he could tell me about his feelings all along. And the new Dendy knows Dina is actually not allowed to date on the grounds because it will only interfere with her school.
But secretly Dina is dating, none of her previous girlfriends who often come to her house like Dendy. Both of Dina's parents never knew that Dina had ever dated because Dina never told all of what she experienced to her parents.
Dina just told me about her achievements in school. Showing that he can always occupy the top ten in his class during Junior High School and even he once also occupies the rank of one in his class.
"what do you want to do now?" asked Dendy gently still hugging Dina from the side while rubbing her arms.
"no Den... Actually I want to go to college outside the city, but there you are here I'm confused Den.." said Dina still sobbing.
"where do you want to go to college?" tanya Dendy tried to make Dina calmer
"no Den, if not in the city 'J' yes the city 'S'" said Dina
"hmmm.you said your heart wants to go to college where, I will support all your decisions" Dendy still rubbed Dina's arms.
"keep you how? You said you couldn't if you had to have long-distance contact" Dina straightened her head and looked at Dendy
"me?...I stay here, I'm still third grade "Dendy chuckles
"there's no way I'm going to have to change schools after you, even though I haven't graduated" Dendy said with a shady look.
"don't think about how, you think about where you're going, I'll always be there for you" Dendy pulled Dina back into her arms and kissed Dina's head.
Dendy was actually sad, feeling heavy if she had to have a long distance relationship with Dina. But seeing Dina so sad because of all the rules in her house, Dendy was more concerned with Dina's feelings. Maybe later when he has graduated he will follow Dina, he will study one city with Dina if he can one campus also with him.
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