
Since that meeting, my heart has become increasingly unsettled. I couldn't sleep remembering her charming smile. I wanted to see him, but I didn't have the courage.
All these feelings I have only kept in my heart. I am a person who always thinks about anything before acting, sometimes even slow in acting.
Even back when I liked Dina, I thought too much, was too slow to take action and it was Dina who made me express my feelings.
I always thought, if it was for me in the end it would all come back to me. Until now I still do not have the courage to fight for my feelings, even though my parents are no longer discussing the matter of Dina anymore.
After that meeting I no longer met Dina. It is like being lost in the earth. Even his phone number is inactive. I really miss him, I would love to meet him.
I also ventured to come to the boarding house but it turns out Dina went home. I was really sad, all my wishful thinking just disappeared.
A month passed, I no longer heard from Dina. He's never even been seen on campus, sometimes I deliberately passed his boarding house but there was no sign he was at his boarding house.
I don't know where to find Dina anymore. I began to have the courage to fight for it again but again I had to accept the fact that Dina was difficult for me to meet.
"Den...do you know what?" Adi suddenly entered my room
"what?" many of me are surprised to see Adi who looks rushed into my room
"In the next week of graduation" said Adi who looks serious
"we sure? Know where? Don't prank me" I'm not sure Adi's serious about what he's saying
"i was serious.I had accidentally seen Dina chatting with her friend, in front of the student section I asked her friend who I happen to know her too, he said that he had applied for graduation and Dina also registered her graduation" explained Adi with a serious look
"continue I have to how, Dina graduation is good.." I am confused how to.
"ah..you are slow...! yes, you should come to the graduation ceremony thankfully to be his graduation companion" Adi scolded me
What Adi said was true, this is my chance to see him. I missed Dina so much, I had to come to her graduation.
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Dina's graduation day has arrived, since morning I was suddenly nervous. I was confused whether I should come when yesterday-yesterday I steadied my heart to come to his graduation.
I also walked into Adi's room "Di..friend me to the graduation event Dina dong.." I begged Adi.
"i have a promise Den..." Adi is still lying on his bed
"come on..just for a minute..."
"can not Den..lagian I will be a mosquito repellent ah..".malas ah..."
"yes already if you don't want.when after graduation Dina I plan to treat you to eat at resto tempo harui" I left Adi's room with annoyed feelings.
I arrived at my campus auditorium, I circulated the view that the event was not yet finished. I chose to stand away from the auditorium door while preparing myself.
It was like the first time I went on a date with him. I'm nervous, confused, scared I don't know what I'm really feeling.
Half an hour I waited for the auditorium door to open indicating that the event was over. I also watched one by one the people who came out of the big door.
Too many people were there I couldn't see anyone who had just walked out of that big door. After all they were all dressed up so I couldn't recognize them.
I decided to get closer to the big door, I circulated my gaze observing one by one the graduates. Until I finally saw Dina's friends taking pictures with a girl wearing toga.
I'm sure it was Dina. I walked closer, the more I approached the gauntlet I doubted it was Dina. The girl I saw was so pretty, I would barely recognize her if only one of them didn't call her name.
I rushed to Dina. He still did not realize that I was standing just a few steps away.
I ventured to greet her "Din.." I saw them so shocked to see me, yet it seemed like Dina could hide her shock.
"congratulations ya.." I stretched out my hand not knowing what to say and I did.
"thank you Den..." Dina welcomed my helping hand with her usual smile of joy "where did you know I graduated today?" tannya
"that's.I know.yes you know dong.." I tried to cover my nervousness.
"haish.kamu it, whereas the only ones who know I'm graduating are them" he said while pointing at his friends.
I tried to get her to chat while joking I saw she didn't mind. It doesn't always change well with everyone. Until I finally heard someone call him "honey.." I also looked at who had just approached us.
I saw, the cowoo who had once disappointed Dina came to wear a toga as well but the toga she was wearing was different from the one Dina was wearing. I also wonder if he is a student at this college. If it's true why I don't know.
Or maybe at that time Dina sat alone in front of the graduate courtroom waiting for the guy because the toga he wore was a graduate graduation toga.
They showed off their affection in front of me. I could see Dina was a little awkward with this situation, but the guy seemed to want to show that Dina was his but until when I didn't know any of this.
All I knew was that after me and her break up I had a chance to see Dina with her former ex on campus but it didn't last long. After that I often saw Dina go alone or with her close friends.
There are so many things I have missed so far. But obviously I saw happy eyes when I spoke to him earlier. I can feel that Dina still holds her love for me.
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