My girlfriend's my Classmate's sister
Bonpar 5's
I'm disappointed, I'm sad but all that I hold, I don't want Dina to know. I tried to calm down, as Dina knew all along. Dina doesn't need to know how I feel when I see her being hugged by another guy.
"Den..I am ahead first yes.thank you for coming" suddenly Dina's soft voice spread my daydream. She still smiles, her smile warms my heart, ah.why is that smile to be had by others.
I nodded, without hearing what I was going to say, Dina had walked away from me and approached her friends then she disappeared amidst the crowd that came to her graduation.
"don't bother Dina again, she's already mine.." again I gasped, Dina's boyfriend's voice jolted me. He said it with his tongue. He looked at me with hostility.
"are you sure that you love Dina for you? You may have her but in her heart I am still there" Wherever the courage I get, I just say it.
"you...!" dina's boyfriend looks angry, he doesn't seem to accept my words
"before the yellow janur curved, Dina was still free to choose who deserved her" I grew more willing to intimidate her. I remained calm even though this chest was rumbling violently. All this time I have always avoided the debate of avoiding problems, but this time I was challenged to make Dina's boyfriend doubt Dina's love.
"you just wait for an invitation from us" those words that were able to silence my mouth. I can't speak any more. Is it true that they will get married, or is it just her bragging that I stay away from Dina.
He left me who was still fixated on digesting his words. I don't know if his words can be trusted. For the past year I've lost information about Dina.
I don't know what happened to Dina. I've spent time with Dina but there's no sign that she has a boyfriend.
Adi who is usually the source of my news also never told me about Dina's life. Dina seemed to have shut down all my news sources.
I'm confused, I don't know what to do. My mind was muddled, the man's words ringing in my ears. I decided to leave this place, I didn't take the elevator. I walked down the stairs, when I got near the stairs, I saw both Dina's parents, Dina's friends, Dina and also the guy was there.
My heart aches more and more to see them gathered there. I should have been there, not that guy. The guy who had given a huge trauma to Dina but now the guy who was next to her.
I'm really fucked up, I vent all my feelings with booze. My flustered boarding friends who see me every night are always drunk. My college is abandoned, I don't think about myself anymore.
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Almost a year since my meeting with Dina back then, I have slowly been able to accept that reality. I never met Dina. But all I know is that Dina hasn't been meinikah.
Because it turns out that my sister Rio is one class with sister Dina. It was from her sister that I knew that Dina was not married, and now works as an assistant director at Wijaya Group in my hometown.
I felt proud of him, I felt even more unworthy of him. He has been working while I, still have to finish my college which I don't know when I will finish yet.
Unexpected day at all, he came to my house with his best friend Ani, I was shocked and scared of both my parents. I'm afraid my papa will be angry with Dina's arrival.
"Den...how are you?" Dina looks more beautiful, more fashionable but her cheerful attitude is still the same.
"okay.kamu yourself how? Now work where?" I asked him with a happy feeling because he came to me.
"i now work at the Wijaya Group" Dina said with a smile that made my heart fall in love with her again
"oh.I guess you work out of town"
"tumben you're here, I thought you'd forgotten about this house"
"no. I never forget" Dina chuckled
"i'll get you a drink.it just so happens that mom is out when you come she's very happy" I got up from my seat.
"ah..no need to bother Den..I'm just for a moment"
I frowned, I sat back down, I felt a little bad. Why did Dina suddenly come to me and say it won't be long.
"i want to deliver the invitation" Dina picked up an invitation card from inside her bag and placed it on the table. Like being struck by lightning during the day, I could no longer speak. I took the invitation, and I saw Dina's name on it.
"are you getting married?" I can no longer hide my sadness "with whom?"
"yes, I'm getting married to Toni" he said a little stuck.
"happy yes..later try to come" I forced my smile, this is what I've been afraid of all this time.
"alright.a." along with that my mother came home, she looked surprised to see Dina's presence.
"Dina..how are you son.you're getting beautiful.you've graduated" my mama suddenly rushed over to Dina.
"good aunt.I graduated last year.. Auntie how are you" Dina seemed to feel awkward but as much as she could cover it up. I knew him he would not disappoint anyone who greeted him kindly
"good aunt news.you're everywhere, your cooking auntie kangen" my mother really can't cover if she expects Dina to be her daughter-in-law unfortunately that's not possible.
"i was busy in college, after my college work so I could rarely play here" Dina glanced at me as if she was asking for help. I knew that Dina could not disappoint my mother.
"where do you work? You smart sure got a good job, unlike Dendy" my mama glanced at me with an annoyed look, I saw Dina smiling awkwardly
"at Wijaya Group aunt..." Dina looked more awkward "hemm.tante sorry I said I had to go home there was still something I had to do" Dina seemed afraid that their conversation would further disappoint mama.
"why rush.... Dendy hasn't made you drink" Mama looked at me fiercely
"i. here just deliver a aunt invitation" Dina looks more awkward, I can see from the look in her eyes.
"Invitation....What invitation?" mama looked at Dina then looked at me with a question mark.
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