My husband is mentally ill
*Episode 100

Of course Jona was shocked by Marisa's arrival. But he can control himself. Because indeed, the feeling he had had had completely disappeared. In fact, he had never felt close to the woman who was nearby at the moment.

"Marisa's? What was? Why come to Wijaya group?" Jona spoke in a calm tone.

"Nathan. Can we talk for a second? I have something to discuss with you. Mm ... At once, I want to apologize for what happened between us before. I'm .. I'm so sorry."

Jona smiled little. "What has happened can never change. Just let time take him away. No need to remember, and no need to talk about it anymore."

"Is there no second chance for us to be together anymore? Mm. .. I mean, isn't there a second chance for us like we used to be, Nathan?"

"Risa, I told you before, didn't I? What has passed, need not be discussed again. So, for me, there won't be a second chance in life. Because time can never be repeated, so a second chance will never be."

"Do you hate me, Than? Are there no more apologies for me now?"

"I never hated you and Sean. So, what's my apology for? Because to me, you are innocent. Or, if you're guilty, I've forgiven you. You don't have to feel sad like that" said Jona with a faint smile again.

As Marisa felt before, Jona was still the same. It was still as cold as it used to be, but his eyes felt warm. It can still warm Marisa's heart that has been frozen because of the actions of Sean who is far from the perfect word for her husband.

Marisa kept staring fixedly at Jona's face. While Jona, she doesn't seem to want to linger with Marisa. Evidently when Marisa looked at him, she immediately threw a face away. Then, choose to leave.

"If there's nothing you want to talk about anymore, I'll excuse you now. My wife wants me to have lunch together at home" Jona said.

However, Marisa quickly held Jona's hand. Instantly, Jona's steps were bearable. However, Jona quickly removes Marisa's hand from her hand. Even the face he showed.

"Sorry, it's not good to touch my hand directly. Because it will make a bad impression on people who see it. You already have a husband, while I already have a wife. So, people's prejudices will not be good when we touch each other."

He wanted to let out all the burdens that were in his chest. But baby, he can't do that right now.

Marisa immediately lowered her head with a face that looked very sad.

"You ... really love your wife, Than. I ... so feel sorry for choosing Sean instead of you at that time. Because it turns out, Sean's not as sweet as you are in treating his wife."

"If I had chosen you, our relationship wouldn't be this bad either, would it? Perhaps, you will also not feel any mental pain at that time. Isn't that right, Nathan?"

That speech made Jona carve a faint smile. He immediately shook his head with the hand he held onto the nose bone.

"Risa-Risa. What the hell are you thinking exactly? I'm not mentally ill because I'm angry that you chose Sean. But, I just feel too hurt as a result of your treatment. We promised not to love each other. But unfortunately, the heart cannot be forced. I understand that because I'm experiencing it too."

"However, just so you know, I'm mentally ill not because of my love that claps one hand. But, because I'm so hurt by your betrayal. You left me alone. Not thinking about how I felt when you were together. You guys just forgot about me. Without any news, or a little care. You guys really just forgot about me."

What a surprise to Marisa. Jona spoke words that she had not thought of before. Apparently, Jona is not angry because she chose Sean. But, feeling betrayed due to abandoning friends.

"For love .. well, I love my wife very much now. She is my life, Risa. I hope you're the same as Sean. Because after all, he's your current husband, isn't he?"

"But .... "

"Marisa's! Nathan!"

The shout instantly held back Marisa's words. And, Jona's attention as well as Marisa was immediately distracted by the shout. They were compactly looking towards the origin of the sound simultaneously.