My husband is mentally ill
*Episode 9

Emily went back to Jaka's side. He smiled happily at his son's attitude which was now going awry. As it turned out, what she knew was quite useful to silence her stubborn son.

"You were going to tell Jesika what you felt, right? But unfortunately, Jesi will never accept feelings from her own brother, Jaka."

When the speech touched Jaka's ear. Instantly, the memories of the past were clearly drawn in Jaka's mind.

At that time, he realized that he was indeed in love with his foster sister. Jaka also intends to express that feeling so that the burden in his heart immediately disappears.

However, before expressing the feeling he was feeling. Jaka looks for the right way to know what Jesi's response is after she expresses her feelings. Jaka also chose to invite Jesi to watch a romantic drama that tells the story of falling in love with fellow adopted brothers.

Unfortunately, Jesi's response was very frightening for Jaka. After the story ended, Jesi instead nagged with an ending that was not satisfying to his heart.

"Crazy yeah. Gini is the end of the story, brother? Not very good to know," said Jesi while confirming his sitting position.

"Lho, what's wrong, Jes? It was the happy ending of a love story. Why did you say it wasn't good?"

"Yes, it's not good. Their time together anyway. Kan, they're brothers, brother Jaka."

"They're just foster brothers, Jesika. Not an illegitimate sibling married. They are together it is natural. And .... "

"Eh, can't you say it's natural, brother. If for me, that's not true. Means, they are dear as brothers are not sincere dong. Unfortunately, because there are other feelings."

Jaka was silent with that speech. Because really, he really understood what the meaning of Jesika's words just now. Jesika considers, the love they show is not sincere.

That's when, Jaka chose to bury his good feelings for Jesika. No will he let Jesi know what his heart already has for Jesi. Because he does not want Jesi to assume, if unfortunately for Jesi it is just because there are other feelings. Jaka really is not ready if until Jesika hates him when he knows about the feeling.

The memory of the past was immediately lost when a question touched his ear.

Just contact it, the question immediately made Jaka answer quickly. "Don't, Ma! Don't." Don't."

"If you don't want Jesika to know about it, then listen to what you're saying. Never fail your mother's plan. Because this plan is mama's making for the good of everyone."

"You and Jesi can be far apart. Because the closer you get to him, I'm sure, the more you can't control your heart. While Jesi, she can get into the second richest family in the city, Jaka. It's nothing to lose to Jesi. But instead, he'll profit."

"But the man who was going to marry Jesi was mentally ill, Ma. How could you say it wouldn't hurt Jesika." Jaka said in a soft voice. He wanted to remain refuted, even though the energy he had seemed to have not been much anymore.

"Although Jonathan is mentally ill. But he is still the only son of the Wijaya family, Jaka. He is still a young master. Heir to the richest family. Jesika just needs to take good care of Jona. Without having to think of anything else, like matter."

Mama's words can't be refuted anymore now. Because right now, there were many things he was thinking about in his mind. While Emily, she smiled a little because she felt she had managed to make Jaka shut up with a speech that she considered rather trivial like just now.

'Based on young people. It's already lost. Hm .. Good thing I read her diary at that time. So I know what I can use as a weapon to stop Jaka's recklessness.' Emily spoke in her heart.

.....

Two days passed. After the incident that night, the house was calm again. And, like no problem happened before. Both Jaka and the others, as had forgotten about the matchmaking of Jesi with Jonathan.

However, all that certainly does not apply to Jesi. Because every time, the matchmaking always disturbed his mind. The closer the time that will be set, the more restless Jesi's heart thinks about the continuation of life that he will live in the future.

Every day, he tried to occupy himself with the garden in his house. But still, that thought he could not escape.

Like this time, he who wanted to focus on planting new flowers to multiply flowers in the garden, suddenly pensive due to disturbing thoughts. Actually, he needed a friend to share the hardships he was going through. But unfortunately, Jesika has no friends. Because every movement has been limited by the adoptive mother. So he doesn't have any friends now.