My husband is mentally ill
*Episode 6

"Yes, Ma. I'm serious."

'Although basically, I really don't want to accept what you want. But I can't refuse. I have no other choice, Ma. If only I had, then of course I would not agree, ' Jesika said in her heart as she lowered her head.

'Make you, brother Jaka. I'm sorry, but I could never comply with your request even if only once. Because I have no power against the rigors of my mother and Mila. You are gentle, I cannot obey that. Again sorry.' Again, Jesika spoke inwardly while looking down.

I want him to feel crying. But he realized, it wouldn't do any good. The destiny of life that he had, since childhood was already arranged by this foster mother of his.

As the daydream continued to play into Jesi's mind, a hand immediately touched her shoulder. That of course makes Jesi a bit surprised because of the sudden touch.

Jesi raised her face quickly. In front of her, Emily, the foster mother was right in front. With a fixed look, Emily looked at her face.

"I know you must have objected to this matchmaking, Jesi. But I beg you one last time, don't embarrass me and this family. Please don't show that you have to do all this to the Wijaya family. Because it will be fatal later. Do you understand what I'm saying, Jesika?"

"I understand, mama. Mama take it easy. I will not embarrass my mother's good name. I'll behave the way my mom wants me to. Mama doesn't have to worry about any of that."

"good. So new right. You can leave now. If there's something, I'll talk to you later. For now, just get here."

"Good, Ma. I'll go first."

Finished saying, Jesika immediately left the room of the adoptive mother. Meanwhile, Emily who was now sitting on the sofa, stared at Jesika's departure with a fixed and sharp gaze.

"Huh .. If Jonathan had not been mentally ill and not brutally ill when his illness recurred, I would not have married him to Jonathan. Because the only one who deserves to marry Jonathan is Mila. My beautiful biological son."

"Ah, but damn it, Jonathan was mentally ill. Huh .... "

Jesi went straight into her room after she came back from Emily's room. He looked around the room carefully. There is nothing special about a medium-sized room with all-green motifs from the cold to the bedcover that covers his iron bed.

Jesi grabbed the picture frame with a rather heavy hand. Then, he looked, then he stroked the frame right on the face of the adoptive father.

"Well, if papa were still around, maybe I wouldn't be in such a tough situation right now. Mama was very hard on me, but she also did not dare to oppose papa. Therefore, if there's a papa, I can still take cover, Pah."

"But now .. papa does not exist. I'm alone here. No shelter."

That's when, tears can't land Jesi anymore. The tears flowed by themselves. In fact, it now falls on the glass from the picture frame that Jesi is holding.

"I still have Jaka's brother. But he's not as strong as papa. He can't oppose my mom. Because if he's still reckless about doing that, he'll get into trouble. I don't want that to happen, pah. Because all this time, Brother Jaka has sacrificed too much for me," said Jesi while hugging the picture frame tightly.

For a while, Jesi clutched tightly the picture frame. Until then he had the spirit to rise.

Jesi wiped away the tears quickly.

"Alright, Pa. I'll do what Mom and Mila want with pleasure. But, this is not for them. Except, because papa and also Jaka's brother."

"I'll sacrifice for you both, pa. But, this is for the last time. Because after this, I won't make any more sacrifices. I won't listen to what Mom and Mila have to say in the future. If papa objected, I apologize for my decision which I have now unanimously and cannot be contested by anyone."

"Thank you very much, Pa. Papa's services to me I can never forget."

Then, a knock on the door of the room made Jesi immediately wipe away the rest of the tears quickly. He placed the picture frame he had previously held onto the place where the picture frame should be.

"Wait a minute!" jesi said while doing her job quickly.