My husband is mentally ill
*Episode 44

"No! Mama does not agree! You can't do that because you'll never agree to it!" Mama Jona shouted in a very high tone to the point of making one house almost hear what she said.

"We will continue to do what we want to do. With or without my mother's consent. Because if mama doesn't agree, then we won't mind ignoring mama either."

Papa Jona spoke in a very firm tone to make his wife shocked not kepalang. Caecilian eyes widened with a look of disbelief she looked at her husband's face. Then, slowly, a clear circle fell across both cheeks.

"What did papa say? You guys gonna do it without me? Have you forgotten who I am? You don't remember, I'm your family. The woman who has been with you for decades. And, I'm also the woman who gave you the child we're talking about. Why do you so easily want to ignore me just for the sake of a foreign woman who has nothing to do with you, huh?!"

"You are too much, Ma! You are indeed the wife who has accompanied me for decades. You are also the mother who gave birth to Jona my only child. But you are a very, very selfish woman as long as you live with us."

"You asked us to follow everything you wanted. But you don't realize, what you want is not necessarily what we want. You always impose your wishes on us. But you never want to know how we feel when we follow your will, Ma."

"We feel tormented by that. We feel overwhelmed by all of you. But you, don't even want to take a headache. You keep pushing even if we don't want to. Where is your real mind? Where is your conscience and feelings as a wife? As a mother to Jonathan? Tell me where!"

Now Papa Jona is no longer strong enough to hold what he has been keeping in his heart. All those grunts he's got out now.

All this time, he was patient. Hopefully, his wife can change with age, then the wife's thinker also wider and more understand what they want.

But baby, what is happening now makes Papa Jona aware, if his wife can not change. And now, he couldn't remain silent. Because by remaining silent, his wife will become more and more.

Meanwhile, Mama Jona, who was shocked by what her husband said, immediately stared fixedly at the husband's face. It was so shocking to the heart, all this time, he had never gotten such a clash. Because all this time, her husband was the kindest man until he was afraid to make her husband's heart disappointed.

"Papa ... snapped, Mama? Papa is not aware, what you do is all for the good of papa, for the good of Jona, and for the good of all of us. You don't appreciate the kindness of your mother in this house. You .... "

As he had thought before, his wife would not budge. His wife will not come to her senses easily. In fact, he will not be aware even though he has spoken at length.

This makes Papa Jona desperate for a moment. He raised his hand to stop what his wife was trying to say.

"Enough, Ma. Dad doesn't want to talk to Mom anymore. Because you want to explain anyway, mom will not understand. Mama wouldn't understand what we told her. Because in my heart, it's just my mom. While everyone else, it's all wrong."

After the words were finished, Papa Jona said, the middle-aged man also moved from where he had stood before. He was no longer strong enough to deal with this stubborn wife. Because the more served, then his wife will continue to act again and again.

The departure of the husband makes Mama Jona increasingly burned by the fire of anger and hatred. He feels neglected now. His opinion is no longer needed. He was no longer valued in this house. The house that he had lived in for a dozen years was calm and peaceful. It's not his anymore now.

At least, that's what Mama Jona thought. Although basically, it's just the assumption of Mama Jona only. Because of the fire of jealousy that was always in her heart, she always felt uneasy. He always lived in fear as well as hatred for Jesika.

Mama Jona thought that Jesi would take everything she had from her. Her son, her husband, is also a property she owns.

But actually, it's just a feeling. Feelings that arise because of hatred. Not consider good those who have done good. Always underestimate people who do not have good status according to him. Therefore, the assortment of bad thoughts is very easy in the heart as well as the mind. In the end, it will torture itself.