My husband is mentally ill
*Episode 14

Jona turned to Dimas. Then, he immediately looked towards Jesi. But, it was only for a moment. Just glance at a glance. Because next, Jona again looked out through the window of her room.

"I told you. I don't need a wife. Why don't you understand too?"

The speech of course made Jesi round his eyes because he felt astonished. How not? Previously, he thought that Jona was really similar to mentally ill people in general. Can't be spoken to. Busy with her own business and won't understand what we're talking about.

However, upon hearing Jona speak just now, suddenly, that estimate instantly vanished. Because now, this mentally damaged man is speaking like a normal human being in general. A person who has not experienced the slightest disturbance.

"Young master, big master wants you to have a friend you can talk to. It can also take good care of you day and night. Without any limitations of course."

"I told you, I don't need any of that. Why don't you guys understand that too?"

"Young master .... "

"Now, I want to be alone. Leave me alone, Mr. Dimas." Jona said quickly cut into the words of Mr. Dimas.

The middle-aged man did not want to further upset his employer. He chose to take Jesi out of the room.

Jesi followed what Mr. Dimas said. However, his curious heart still could not hold him for too long. He immediately asked a question after they were in front of Jonathan's room door.

"Sir Dimas, just now .. Is he speaking normally? What .... "

"Our young master is not mute, Miss Jesika. Of course he can talk like a normal human being." Mr. Dimas cut Jesi's words quickly. There was a bit of annoyance there too.

"That's not what I mean, sir. That ... sorry before. Your young master, is reported to be experiencing a mental disorder. But just now, he was talking like a person who didn't have the slightest disturbance." Jesika said carefully so that Mr. Dimas did not misunderstand the meaning of his words.

"Oh, about that. The young master can indeed be spoken to well, if the one who invites him to talk is a person who is already very close to him. But that's not the next either. Because the young master won't respond to our conversation if he doesn't want to or if there isn't a strong urge from his heart."

"Oh, so that was a very strong push?"

"It can be said that way, miss. But, if we keep talking to him, then he'll turn depressed. It would trigger a great emotion in his heart. As a result, he would lose control and that was not very good. He'll be brutally rampaging that could cause harm to himself, as well as those around him."

The explanation was only Jesi replied with a nod. Furthermore, she was allowed to return for a break in the room before Jona's lunch time arrived.

....

Mr. Dimas has taught Jesi many things. Slowly, Jesi tried to remind everyone Mr. Dimas said. He promised to do all this well. In addition to remembering the dowry that the family gave to his adoptive mother, he also felt a bit sorry for Jona after hearing the story from Mr. Dimas about Jona.

Apparently, Jona has been through a lot of difficult things in her life. He is heartbroken by the betrayal of the best friend he loves so much. That he cannot accept.

Sangking hurt and tortured him, he had repeatedly attempted suicide. But fortunately, he was able to be saved in time and his life could still be helped so he was still alive until this moment.

Although a little annoyed with the stupidity that is in Jona. But Jesika also still felt sorry for the man. Because each person has limits of patience, and limits of other feelings. The mind of one is not the same as that of another.

Perhaps, we can say the person with a bad word. But when we're not in that person's position. While we are in his position, maybe we will also apply the same.

...

Arriving at lunchtime, Jesi was allowed by Mr. Dimas to deliver food for Jona. Nervous, Jesi stepped into the room.

When he opened the door, he immediately saw Jona was still in her position. Sitting by staring at the outside of the house from the window of his room that is limited to iron trellis.

'Oh God. Was he tired of sitting for hours just doing the same thing? Do nothing but sit on the couch watching outside the window. Really, I either have to pity or be upset with this one, ' said Jesi inwardly as he shook his head slowly.