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Ansel was still sitting limp on the bed. Just this time he felt guilty for Irene, who had apparently sustained a thousand wounds over all of his attitudes and speech all along.
"Irene, at first I didn't accept the news of your pregnancy. I'm not willing to let Dyra live with you either. Actually I just wanted to teach you a little lesson, by not loving you, so that one day when the boy is born I can be back with Dyra."
Ansel continued to lament all the mistakes he had done to Irene. He could not understand why his heart could be so blind and stupid, so he could not read the sincerity of a woman who had always been close to him, god made both of his eyes completely blind.
"I thought for a long time that you hated me. I thought, you want to marry me just for the sake of a status that you want to pursue that is to be a wife of a wealthy family in this city. It turns out I was wrong all along..." Ansel gave a rude sigh, he was bowed with a guilt that was so heartbreaking. The man was so fragile that he could not stem the tears from both corners of his arrogant eyes.
Ansel was now holding onto her chest which felt so tight. He actually wanted to see Irene to apologize for everything she had done so far. However, his eyes could not see to the direction Irene was in at the moment.
As long as Ansel was blind, Irene was the light for him showing the path he could walk, but now it was all dark again, when Irene was no longer beside him.
How could Ansel walk without that light? A question that made Ansel at this time so afraid of losing Irene. A woman whose kindness is covered by hatred that blinds her heart. The hatred that arises, because he has to lose the love of Dyra that he almost married.
"Is this the time I have to learn to accept Irene's presence in my life? Moreover, she was pregnant with my son and all this time all my thoughts about Irene were a mistake. Irene was not a woman who only thought about possessions and possessions, instead she never once asked or demanded all that," Ansel's inner heart began to express his heart.
Meanwhile, Irene, who was dissolving in her sadness, was seen running towards the garden located behind the house. He sat on a chair and shed tears that he could no longer contain. Irene cried with sobbing. The pain in his chest was getting stifling, making him so fragile.
"It's time I left. Now I don't care about Ansel anymore. I'm sorry Amma, I'm sorry Dad, I've tried my hardest, withstood the pain of everything Ansel did, but I couldn't. I'm giving up." The sound of Irene's cry was so loud, the outpouring of pain that was deep in her heart, it was now completely unleashed.
Irene tried to be strong, even though her current state of heart was so broken. Let alone to smile, rubbing tears with both hands alone he could not do. All the joints and all over Irene's body were completely weak like boneless.
Irene got up from her sitting position. He began to dare to raise his face, to look at the black sky studded with beautiful stars above.
A few seconds Irene was silent, while looking at the wide-ranging sky.
"Lord... Do I not deserve to be happy?" asked Irene who shouted loudly, along with the pain that was so felt in her heart.
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Do not skip reading this announcement until it runs out :
It's almost a few days away, where this story will break up into two different novels :
"Is there a chance for me to make amends for all my mistakes with Irene?"
Questions that will be answered when you read this novel. This is Ansel's journey in search of Irene's lost love, after recovering from blindness. So, I'm definitely curious about the story.