My Little Gwen's
Frustratingly

Zavier POV

I was quite relieved after successfully completing the reconnaissance mission against the two targets involved in shooting daddy Zaki. I'm sure going through those two targets, or at least one of them will definitely expose who was the actor in the daddy shooting. For a while this mission I ended with the detention of both targets at the headquarters. Next, I will interrogate the two targets directly, they must talk at all costs, I determined.

After taking a short break in the apartment, I decided to return to the company. Yes... Today I will be back in the company, considering there is a big project that the company is currently working on. Somehow my gut feeling from last night was that I doubted Arsen. I know Arsen is a person whose business spirit is very thick. He is very professional in every business. But somehow the presence of Sheza, making the focus of Arsen very disturbed. Arsenic is dominated by her feelings. His brain seemed unable to walk as it should at this moment. I doubted his ability to carry out the task I was given.

On the way to the company, I saw Carlos busy observing his cell phone. He looks agitated. Carlos's behavior slightly bothered my curiosity. I decided to ask Carlos.

Without covering anything up, Carlos reported everything to me. Sheza is currently in a bit of trouble. Since yesterday, after the meeting was over, Arsen terrorized Sheza. He asked for data related to this collaboration project. Though I know very well that all the data related to cooperation has been given from the beginning to the assistant Arsen. It was unlikely that Arsen did not learn it first before deciding to get involved in this cooperation project

I felt a little strange about Arsen's actions, whether it was not an excuse for him to be close to Sheza, I thought. Somehow I felt a little claustrophobic, irritated, hurt, all mixed into one, triggering uncontrollable emotions that seemed to want to explode from within me. I was very disturbed, because I knew very well how Arsen felt about Sheza.

Heartache...!?

This is not a feeling of jealousy, is it??

I never cared about any woman either. Usually I don't care about the problems that any woman faces.

Ah, this must be a feeling of heartache because he has been bothering my future mother. That must be it! It's not that from the beginning I warned Arsen to stay away from Sheza. I felt sprained because Arsen didn't heed my warning. I was trying to find a justification for the pain I was feeling.

I don't know why all the way I was nervous. I want to get to the company quickly. I was dying to drag Arsen out of Sheza's office. Imagining the two of them communicating and interacting alone in the room, I was not calm. Haaah! it really made my chest tight. Like thousands of needles that hit my chest, it hurt until it felt heavy when I was about to take a breath.

As soon as the car entered the company yard, I ordered the driver to go directly to the private park, which is my private parking lot. From there, I usually go straight to the elevator that takes me directly to my office. But somehow, I got off before the elevator reached the floor where my room was. My hand reflexes pressing the stop button. The elevator door was open.

I went down on the floor where Sheza's room was. I just kept walking towards the room without caring about the confusion of Carlos following me. As soon as I got to Sheza's room, I opened the door in a hurry. I don't care what Sheza's secretary said, which I don't even know her name. I opened the door to Sheza's room a little harshly. When the door opened, the first thing I saw was the woman. The woman I was worried about.

I was greeted by his intoxicating neutra hazel. Yes... Netra that had intoxicated me. The net that I cannot forget. We looked at each other. I don't know why my heart suddenly beats so fast. Staring at that netra hazel for a long time didn't seem to be good for my heart.

Remember Zafier!! She is your future mother, my mind as if trying to awaken and remind myself of the reality I am facing.

I don't know why, I should know that there must be Arsen inside, but after seeing firsthand I feel very emotional. It feels like this anger is capable of burning me. The air-cooled room was hot and crowded for me. It felt like it was eager to pull that figure out of this room forcefully.

I closed my eyes for a moment to neutralize the taste that was about to explode from within me.

Then Arsen who was in the room realized my whereabouts. He looked very surprised, his eyes bulged and his mouth almost gaping. I looked at him sharply. If I can't control myself, I make sure I tear him apart, no matter if he's my best friend.

My face darkened, as soon as my jaw hardened, I was sure that the strokes of my veins must have stood out clearly.

I just stared coldly and sharply at my best friend. He looked scared and felt guilty.

Then he told me to leave the room in a hurry, like a thief caught red-handed.

After Arsen's death, I was even confused what to do. Sheza then let me sit down. But I realized, I had no purpose to his room, other than just to drive Arsen out of it. But I can't be honest about it. I chose to retreat to her, followed by a confused look from her netra hazel.

I still remember Sheza's face when I decided to leave all of a sudden. Her tiny mouth was a little gaping in shock.

My God, her face is so cute. Those little lips were like a magnet that pulled me to silence them with my lips.

Fier, sadaaar.... Remember it was your future mother, my brain finally awakened me.

I decided I had to leave this room immediately. I had to get away from him, keep my distance from him, before I could no longer control myself.

I got out of the room in a hurry. I no longer dare look back to look at the netra hazel.

And all of a sudden all the memories that happened between me and Sheza while we were in J city swirled in my memory. All my defenses all along who wanted to keep a distance from him, as if I had never known him collapsed just like that.

Aarghs... It's gonna get harder. I really feel frustrated.