My Little Gwen's
The subconscious of Zaki

In Zaki's current subconscious, he saw a vast expanse of green grass full of flowers. There is a beautiful gazebo that looks like in the garden of his mansion. It's just that the gazebo looks bigger, old and the building looks classic.

There is also a beautiful swing made of wood with vines overgrown with flowers. It was exactly like the view of the garden in his mansion. Seeing the swing, he remembered the little Gwen who loved to play the swing. Suddenly Zaki misses the little girl he already considers to be his own child. Gwen, the whisper is soft with a smile.

Alexa the wife, actually ever pregnant, but then had a miscarriage. Though the results of the ultrasound examination stated that the fetus was female, a child that they very much expected his presence. But destiny says something else. They have to give up the baby. They could give a name even though the fetus was not born. Zeana Alegra Safaraz's.

The loss of Zeana causes Zaki and Alexa to love Gwen. If their second child did not miscarry then their second child would be about the same age as Gwen.

Gwen's presence brought them happiness. Alexa is thrilled when her best friend Shaziya leaves Gwen with her. Shaziya and her husband have a busy life because they are pioneering their business. In order to focus more on growing his business, and to be more calm leaving Gwen as long as they travel outside the region or abroad, they are forced to leave Gwen on Alexa.

Gwen spends more time with Alexa, Zaki and Zafier.

Suddenly Netra Zaki was fixed to the swing earlier. As he got closer, he realized that there was someone there. A little girl was playing the swing by herself. He who was barefoot was wearing a light and soft white silk dress. Her long hair was blonde, free-waving scorched lightly in the wind. The beautiful little girl inserts a haircut that blocks the view behind her ears.

Zaki continued to approach, curious about the little girl who was playing on the swing. As soon as he got close, the little girl turned to him. At first the little girl was a little confused because she felt foreign to Zaki, but then smiled revealing a row of tiny white teeth .

I don't know why Zaki feels so comfortable being around that little girl. His smile was as if water was dousing his dry throat, which removed his thirst. The little girl's smile was as if she had found a source of water in the middle of the scorching hot desert.

Suddenly Zaki's attention is distracted. He stared at the gazebo, realizing that someone was there. Zaki continued to step towards the gazebo. As he got closer he realized that there was someone there. A beautiful figure that looks familiar. Zaki stopped his steps.

The beautiful woman seemed to be humming. Zaki focused on hearing a familiar hum in his ears. That voice... The song felt very familiar in his ears and was very much missed. Zaki closed both his eyes enjoying the Smile.

Slaap kindje slap

Daar buiten loopt een schaap

Schaap met witte voetjes

Die drink zijn melk zo zoetjes

Slaap kindje slaap Daar

buiten loopt een schaap

(sleep, baby sleeps

outside a sheep passes by

a sheep with white feet

who drinks milk, so sweet

sleep, baby sleep

outside a sheep passes by)

Zaki continued walking curiously, the longer the closer the Gazebo got. Now he was right in front of the gazebo, along with a beautiful woman who was staring at him in the shade full of yearning. Women with looks like Dutch women, long blonde hair with deep irises that are gray, nose that is very sharp, skin that is white, natural pink lips that are thin, what an incredible beauty.

"Alexa, mijn vrouw (my wife)...

Mijn liefje (my love)", call Zaki softly.

The woman he had missed for so many years was now present in front of him. His eyes instantly blurred, tears piled up again in his eye fertilizers, slowly descending onto his pale cheeks

Zaki approached the beautiful woman he so desperately longed for half to die. Zaki bumped into that body and hugged it tightly. Drowning himself in the warm embrace of his beloved wife.

"Mijn vrouw, Ik mis je (my wife, I miss you)", whispered Zaki as he kissed the top of his wife's head gently.

The beautiful woman turned her head fixed Zaki with full of yearning. "Mijn man, ik mis jou ook (my husband, you also hump you)", the beautiful woman smiled gently at Zaki.

"Why do you have to go that fast Alexa. Why did you have to leave me. You know, when you left, it was like I lost half my soul" Zaki said.

Alexa parsed her embrace and looked at Zaki meaningfully. "Really?", asked Alexa gently, with a full setting of the survey.

"Then what about the beautiful girl?", asked Alexa with a gentle smile, there was no anger in the look on her face.

Zaki fell silent, he was a little surprised to see his wife could tell about Sheza. But a second later he could already master his expression. "Are you jealous darling" she asked again.

"You think?", Alexa asked back, but again his face did not give up anger.

"You know very well how I feel about you Alexa" Zaki said meaningfully.

"Can we stay together like this my wife? I just want to be here with you", please Zaki while hugging Alexa's body.

Suddenly Zaki's attention was on the little girl on the swing earlier. "Who is the little girl who plays the swing my wife?, he asked curiously.

Alexa parsed her embrace again. He set his eyes on the swing. There still looks the figure of a beautiful little girl who looks like her, still playing on the swing. The little girl looked at Alexa while waving her tiny hands. The beautiful little girl smiled cheerfully as her tiny lips formed the word "Mommy".

Alexa looked at her husband gently. "He is our daughter who was not born my husband. It was Zean. You know why I'm so at home here. That's because there's Zeana who's always with me. He always entertained and encouraged me", said Alexa.

Zaki's surprised. He hugged his wife tighter but his net was not lepaa from a beautiful little girl who was still engrossed in swinging.

"Zeana's my daughter", she whispered. It felt like he wanted to be here with his wife who he loved so much and with his little daughter who was not born in the world.

Alexa looked at Zaki with a complicated look. Although Zaki did not speak, he could hear Zaki's heart. Instantly he was sad. "Remember my husband! There is still Zafier there who needs you" Alexa said.

Zaki sighed tiredly. His wife said there was still a lot to do because Zafier still needed him.