My Little Gwen's
The feeling of being forced to die

The sun is no longer at its peak. The heat is no longer too strong. Sheza glanced at the clock on her wrist, the time having shown it at 03:00 by late afternoon. Sheza recalled that Karen said the plane carrying them would leave at 05:00 p.m.

Sheza walks with Karen behind her, leaving the hotel lobby for the parking lot. Once at the hotel's parking lot, there waiting for the vehicle to drive them, Ruben opened the door for Sheza.

"Thank you Ruben" Sheza smiled.

"It's my duty miss", replied Ruben, he lowered his head, no longer daring to look Sheza in the face. Sheza's a little weird.

Ruben's car drove away from the hotel. Sheza just stared ahead, no longer turning around and staring at the hotel like that as she stared at the clinic until it was out of reach of her eyes. Sheza is feeling so disappointed at the moment.

Throughout the journey Sheza was unable to control his mind. He was already very tired from being disappointed, but scene after scene was always passing by without excuse. Sheza finally dissolves into her own thoughts. Sheza's eyes were closed, but not her mind.

Suddenly, all the memories of the abduction flash back. Every scene after scene moved like a repeat broadcast. Sheza still vividly remembers each scene. Sheza could even still smell the masculine fragrance of Zafier's body. The smell was so soothing. At the last moment before sheza finally fell unconscious, that scent was what she remembered. And when he first came to his senses, the scent was also the first to calm him down.

He remembered that for several nights he was treated at the clinic, Zafier's body-smelling scent that always accompanied and calmed him.

Sheza still closed her eyes tightly, but without being able to prevent it, a clear circle then flowed from both of her beautiful eyes. Sheza turned her face towards the road quickly. He stared at the road through the window of the car next to him. Soon he wiped his eyes slowly. For some reason he felt so empty, he felt like something was missing from him, something so precious had been left behind in this city. He felt alone, the comfort and tranquility that his heart felt these few days was like being taken away.

Sheza tried to strengthen herself. The spirit of She, remember your mission has been waiting in P city, do not forget your desire to return the favor to daddy Zaki, remember the great secrets about your past and your two parents, remember, stay focused on your search for identity and identity. Come on She's excited!.

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Zafier gasped when his phone rang loud enough. Zafier opened his eyes slowly. Apparently he fell asleep from exhaustion, in his apartment room. Zafier then grabbed the phone beside him, apparently a message coming in. He scrolls through the incoming messages on his phone, until he finds a message from Ruben.

Miss Sheza's plane leaves at 05:00 this afternoon!, sir!,

For a moment Zafier was silent, he stared at the message for a very long time. Himself double. One side is trying to forget all of his short fond memories with Sheza. While the other side of her wanted to meet the girl, wanted to reveal what she felt at the last moment of their meeting. Inner Zafier war.

I don't know....Zafier just felt unsure of his feelings at the moment. Maybe it was just a momentary feeling of liking, because of the similarity of Sheza's and Gwen's eye color. He didn't want to hurt Sheza. Sheza is a good woman, she doesn't want to give Sheza any false hope.

Zavier tries to control his feelings. He is determined to assume that all things never happened, that the woman named Sheza never existed.

Zafier closed the incoming message on his phone. Then put the phone in his jacket pocket.

Zafier walked out of the room towards the kitchen, his esophagus feeling very dry. Zafier picked up a glass of water then chose to sit on one of the dining table chairs. He sipped the white water in one gulp.

He tried to calm his troubled heart. But still Zafier kept glancing at the clock on his wrist. The closer it gets to 05:00 in the afternoon, the more uncertain his feelings become.

Zafier regained his senses when his phone suddenly rang back. Zafier took the phone out of his jacket pocket, Ruben's name on the screen.

Ruben, "Hello sir, my duty is done, Miss Sheza is already at the airport, all in safe and controlled condition. The plane leaves at 05:00 in the afternoon".

Ruben, "No sir, Miss Sheza didn't say anything, she was more silent during the trip".

Zafier was a little disappointed. After his phone call with Ruben broke up, he returned

glancing at the clock on his wrist, time showed at 04:30 p.m.

Zafier was silent for a while, as if thinking, as soon as he rushed away. Before leaving the apartment, he took his favorite car keys first. Right now he needs a vehicle that can take him quickly to the airport. Zafier has to race against time.

Zafier then boarded a private elevator that went straight to his apartment's parking lot. Zafier opened the cover of his beloved car. Zafier was quite shocked because of L. His Aventador SVJ Verde has been transformed into the latest type this year L. Veneno Roadsters. Zafier smiled, daddy always has surprises, he murmured.

The car that has a V12 engine performance with a capacity of 6.5 Liters and power resembling 750 Horsepower, with an acceleration ability of 0 to 100km/h in 2.9 seconds was speeding through the city of J that afternoon.

And indeed according to Zafier's prediction, a car that can even be driven up to a top speed of 350 km/h does not take long to arrive at the airport.

He rushed down from his vehicle. He walked in a hurry and almost ran towards the airport entrance. Her face was full of anxiety, as if she had arrived late and would not be able to find Sheza's figure again one last time.

Zafier made it into the airport lounges easily, as he had access to it.

Zafier then circled his gaze around the airport waiting room looking for the one figure he missed. Finally his eyes were fixed on someone in the corner of the airport waiting room. One figure he is looking for.

Yet he still did not dare to meet Sheza directly, he just stared at Sheza from a distance. Either the prestige is too high or Zafier is not fully aware of his feelings.

Sheza seemed to be daydreaming, her eyes empty, without any meaningful expression. I don't know what he's thinking.

Zafier had no idea what Sheza was thinking. But a glimpse of Zafier seeing the joy has been lost from Sheza's face. For some reason, seeing the look of Sheza's face like that, he seemed to dissolve in it, along with feeling Sheza's sadness is very. It felt like going there, approaching Sheza and bringing Sheza inside into her arms. And hugged him tightly. Zafier tried as much as possible to suppress that desire. Maybe the prestige is too high to admit his own feelings.

Shortly after, a call to enter the plane was heard echoing in the airport lounge. Zafier only looked from afar as Sheza followed Karen walking along with the other passengers to the plane that would take them to their respective destinations.

Zafier kept looking at Sheza until Sheza disappeared from the sight of her eyes. Along with the disappearance of Sheza, Zafier also stepped out of the airport waiting room, his footsteps felt so heavy.

Arriving outside, Zafier rested on a building. He was silent, his gaze expressionless, his mind glaring far away. His face looked so pitiful.

Suddenly Zafier felt so tired, as if there was a part of him missing, carrying half the power that was inside him. He pensively endured the weight of loss, withstanding the weight of separation. A new taste will develop that is eventually forced to die. Regret? ...... I don't know!.