My Little Gwen's
Have the same feeling

Zafier stared at the streets of J. His feelings are not very good today. She remembers that Sheza is recovering.

No matter how much her efforts to hold Sheza by her side were, however, today must have arrived.

Zafier breathed heavily. It was so heavy when he remembered that he would never see the beauty of the hazel eyes again, that he could never see the smile again. It felt so heavy for Zafier.

He will lose the figure that has been several nights always crossed his mind. A person without Zafier's realisation had replaced every shadow of Gwen that had accompanied him all along.

This afternoon Zafier orders Ruben to take care of all Sheza's return from the clinic and take care of everything from the hotel to Sheza's ticket so she can return to her town.

Zafier had indeed deliberately avoided his last meeting with Sheza. He was afraid that if he met Sheza for the last time, it would be even harder for him to release Sheza.

Although it is hard to let there be no last meeting between himself and Sheza, he will assume that his meeting with Sheza is something that has never happened before.

This afternoon Zafier has decided to return to his abandoned apartment for several years. It could be that Zafier just doesn't want to see Sheza if he goes back to the hotel. I don't know.... Zafier himself could not understand his feelings.

And finally Zafier is really here. A luxurious apartment located in super premium downtown J. Apartment with a row of facilities standard five-star hotel. The apartment owned by Zafier is a special apartment with the largest unit, namely The Presidential which provides private elevator access from the lobby or car park. Apartment with a great view of J city.

The apartment he left after he decided to start his business and settled in the Netherlands. Zafier used to often go to the city of J to take care of some of the daddy's business in the city of J. And Zafier did choose to stay in an apartment rather than in his family's mansion.

Zafier entered his apartment. He observed every corner of the apartment, nothing changed all the same as when he left this apartment for the last time.

It's just that this apartment looks clean like the daddy always orders someone to clean it periodically. Thank you daddy, Zafier smiled as he remembered the daddy. It's been a long time since he met the daddy.

Zafier walked towards his room. Slowly he opened the door to the room. As soon as the door opened he looked around at every corner of the room, researching the contents of his room. Then his attention was immediately fixed on the frame located beside the bed. Right on a little nightstand.

Zavier walked closer to the bed. He stared silently at a picture, he took it and sat on the bed. His eyes did not stop staring at the photo that was inside the frame. Slowly Zafier gently rubbed the photo, a thin smile decorating his handsome face.

Gwen, he murmured slowly. What are you like now? Will one day we meet, this eye will still look the same as me? Will you still remember me? Would you be like you used to wrestle spoiled to me if we met? My feeling is that you're alive, just like mommy's feeling. Where are you now, Gwen? I miss you so much. What could I feel for Sheza is just because I see you in Sheza, because through her hazel eyes I see you there. Maybe my feelings for Sheza are just because of the same color of your eyes. It's not fair to Sheza, Gwen. But what a heartbeat this is also just because I look at Sheza as you Gwen, Zafier's inner heart is in a state of turmoil.

Gwen I'm sorry, I don't know what's going on with this feeling. Is it really time for me to let go of you now, or do I just consider yourself inside Gwen when those hazel eyes look at me, Zafier's inner war goes on. Zafier dissolves with his thoughts

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Sheza was still in the clinic's treatment room. He sat on the sofa in the room. Sheza stared at his injured hand. It feels better. Sheza has decided to return to the city of P this afternoon. Karen reports that Sheza's entire return process from the clinic has been completed. All the business even came to the business of their return to the city of P. The ticket and all administration turned out to have been taken care of and completed by Ruben on orders from Zafier.

Sheza was silent, for a moment her forehead creased as if she was thinking something. But he said nothing to Karen.

"Oiya miss, this time Ruben is also heading here, Mr. Zafier ordered her to take the lady back to the hotel and to the airport" Karen said.

Sheza was still speechless, she just looked at Karen while nodding her head.

The two of them then walked outside the treatment room. They'll be waiting for Ruben's arrival in the clinic's waiting room. The two of them sat in rows of chairs in the waiting room. In the spacious waiting room, they could see directly in the direction of the clinic parking lot.

Moments later an Alphard car entered the clinic's parking lot. Ruben was seen getting off the vehicle. Sheza continued to pay attention to the car, as if hoping that someone would come down from there. But it seemed like only Ruben and his driver were in the vehicle, there was a hint of disappointment flashing across Sheza's pretty face.

It's not coming, Sheza murmured softly. He breathed a disappointed breath. Sheza fell silent again, there was nothing she could do anymore. The desire to ask him directly to Ruben suppressed prestige. It's too heavy to say.

Karen herself knew all that. He had been observing Sheza since. He could catch the hue of disappointment on that face. Sheza's face was no longer as happy and happy as when Zafier was by her side.

The driver took all of Shezq's luggage to the car, followed by Sheza and Karen. They're going back to the hotel.

Sheza stared at the street she was on, her heart still filled with a million question marks about Zafier's current absence, the last moments the brand split, whether they could meet again. A new taste will develop, but then be forced to die just like that. Throughout the journey Sheza's mind just revolves around Zafier.

Is this all just my feelings, is this heartbeat just my own race, is I the only one who interprets the other all of her inner concern Sheza. He closed his eyes, he felt so tired, even so tired.

Sheza felt like Zafier didn't care either. Perhaps Zafier thought that their brief encounter meant nothing. Sheza took a heavy breath, then exhaled slowly as if she wanted to take out all the burdens she had in mind.