My Love From The Sea
Poisoning

Bhumi said he failed. Doctor Tirta is unwilling to help Belva to restore her memory. And Sagara managed to hold Belva back from forcing Tirta to do things that her brother did not please. While Bhumi always says the right thing that makes Belva more worried.

" You'll know everything if you make it, Belva. Want me to drop you off?"

Belva is dizzy on his own. He was about to open the car door and look for Tirta in his room, but his hand was held by Sagara.

" Do not force the will. It could make you faint."

Belva again confirmed his seat. But, his heart was riled up. Especially when you hear Bhumi talk.

" You're unique, Belva. Your energy is not as bad as Sagara's estimates. Just relax."

Maddened. What are they both doing? Like two demons that are inciting humans. Belva won't listen to either. Point. He opens the car door again and gets out of there before Sagara grabs his hand. Belva slammed the car door rough. Upset by the behavior of the two demons there.

Hid. To hell with lost memories. Fuck Bhumi and Sagara. He has a self that can be relied upon in all situations. Just yourself. Why bother to hear their rant?

Instead of getting into the elevator to the room Tirta, Belva actually walked straight, out of the basement area is spacious and not too crowded. He heads to one of the nearby coffee shops to calm down from the two annoying demons.

Just finished ordering a matcha coffe, suddenly his phone vibrated many times. Signaling there's an incoming call. After finding a comfortable seat, Belva took her phone in her jeans sweater pocket. Arman's name is there.

Belva frowned in surprise, then turned off her phone connection. But, the man did not give up even after Belva three times ignored the call. Finally, Belva gave up. He raised Arman's call with ogah-ogahan.

" I'll give you five minutes to talk. Do not use long and convoluted, starting from now," said Belva in one breath. He didn't have much time to hear Arman's foul mouth.

" Bell, I'm at your house. I need to talk to you. Where are you?"

Belva turned the eyeballs off guard, "you don't need to know where I am. If you want to talk, you still have four more minutes."

" Bell! i seriously. I need to see you."

" Huh? that's aja?"

" Bell, where are you?"

" You've got three minutes left."

Sounds from the phone. Glancing at the clock on the wall on the cashier's desk showed at one o'clock in the afternoon, making Belva even more astonished. Arman not working?

" Bell, this is important! I'm gonna see you."

" Two minutes."

" dog! Febi's in the hospital, Belva!"

Febi went to the hospital. Although Febi had taken Arman away from her, hearing him enter the hospital was not a good thing.

" Febi tried to kill herself."

Glug. Belva swallowed his saliva with great difficulty.

" Bel, if you still care, she's at Harapan Tangsel hospital."

Connection switched off. Belva's still not moving. His mind is so fucked. There was a sadness in his heart. The shadow of their friendship and togetherness since childhood appears like a film footage that makes Belva long. Then, he rushed towards the hospital that Arman mentioned. He called Sagara to take him. Not until five minutes, Sagara's car has stopped in front of Belva. Enter, Belva immediately typed something on a digital map on Sagara's phone so that he could go directly to the intended address without much questioning.

Leaning towards the back seat, Belva was grateful that the annoying snake had already left.

" The hospital?"

" please. It's an emergency."

Sagara immediately did his car without asking anything more. From the tail of her eyes, Belva looked so anxious. It made Sagara's chest pound in fear. He did not understand, since knowing Belva he often felt something that was not his feelings. Sagara realizes that they are connected when suddenly his stomach feels rumbling when Belva is hungry and full when Belva is also full.

This time, Sagara was worried. He's even sad. Not because Belva was sad, but because I don't know what. But Sagara should stay focused on driving. He must bring his lover safely to the destination. Because he knows he won't die, but if Sagara fails to drive, Belva could die in an accident.

***

The IGD room that Arman told me in a short message was not crowded. There was only Arman sitting in the waiting room. The man's face lowered and his feelings were riled up.

Arman knew this would happen. Arman was desperately looking after Febi. In fact, ever since he broke up with Belva, Febi has lived at home with him. Not because they were really in love, but because Arman knew that Febi was falling.

That woman has no family. Her parents divorced since Febi was sixth grade in Elementary and they remarried. Having a new family and children so that makes Febi always distinguished by his stepfather and stepmother. Therefore, after Febi High School prefer to live alone, work and live alone.

His life is too hard to live alone. Arman knows, only Belva is the one Febi considers to be a twin sister of another parent. Because they've been friends for a long time and are fine. But since then, they have been destroyed. It was all because of Arman. But, Arman never intended to destroy their friendship. Really am. He is only trying to have a normal relationship with Belva, but Febi teases him instead.

Since Arman and Belva broke up, Arman became more intense to keep Febi who was more often silent and not connected when spoken to. Arman knows, Febi often uses sedatives that can make him float. In fact, Arman often hears Febi talking to plastic flowers in the living room if she is already damaged and wants to die. That's why Arman decided to invite Febi to live together.

Arman does not want Febi to do things beyond reason. But, still, Febi did it many times and failed.This morning, for the first time Febi's experiment was successful. He almost lost his life while imitating the scene of the most phenomenal crime in Indonesia. Drinking cyanide mixed coffee. Fortunately, Arman, who ran out of the bathroom, had a peek at what Febi was doing.

Arman is shocked when suddenly, Febi and his porcelain glass fall. Febi convulsed and her mouth frothy. At that time, Arman realized that Febi had been poisoned. He panicked, but tried to find a way to keep the poison from spreading quickly to Febi's body. After calling an ambulance, Arman made milk and forced it into Febi's esophagus. Only milk he knew could neutralize the toxins in the body. Thanks to a television show he used to watch.

That's all Arman can do. He did not know whether the attempt to save Febi was successful or not.

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