
pov bu aidar
today when in my shop was a lot of buyers.there was one woman who nuga came to my shop. but instead of shopping he even just quietly looked at me.
"just moved here ta dek ?? just saw it !!" I try to be familiar with him. sukur-sukur later he could be my loyal customer.yes, have a stall business like this should always be friendly to everyone. so that if he shops feel comfortable and he will definitely return to buy his needs here.
but strange.he only responded to me with a knotty smile. some time later he has not also chosen groceries or said a word.
'want what exactly did he come here ??' my mind kept asking about the woman.not only me, the mothers who had been alternating shopping in my shop were also seen looking at her with questionable gazes. but maybe they didn't dare to say it. After the atmosphere began to quiet, he approached me.
"mom, can I talk to mom and family for a minute ??" half whispering he asked me. I raised my eyebrows. I wonder why he wants to talk to my family too ??
'ahh maybe he wants to ask for money for the cost of going home. if he also meets my family, he can also ask them !!' I monologue with myself.yes today the mode of people in search of money is indeed various. this woman must later claim she was looking for a husband or relatives and on the way she was robbed and had no money for the cost of returning home...
"my family is out of the middle of all. There is work there is also a course. so you can earn money halal" said I with a satirical tone.
"yes, with mom alone. but I'm not good if I have to talk here. can we just talk inside ma'am ??" this Wawwwww his name is a beggar of the class of sultan who all he wants to point this and that.
I just let him in. I'm not worried about strange things happening, because inside there is mayana. if something happens he immediately pounced on anyone who brings danger. just looking at his weight, people will think 1000 x to find a commotion with him.
'how in vain I feed him to his body like a beef baboon. anyway I can be a son-in-law sense body guard' speak my mind while smiling shadowing if bad things happen.
after arriving in the living room I asked her to sit on the sofa. Mayana also joined. but kind of kept her distance with us.
"mother.I came here to marry kobar.I don't dare go home to my parents.I was kicked out because I prefer kobar. they don't approve of me marrying a kobar!!" he said serperti without burden.
"haaaah ??"
bughghhh..
my heart feels like being knocked down by mike tyson to hear his confession!!. when, yaa since when did kobar have a special relationship with this woman ? I was shocked until all my energy felt exhausted.if the mayana did not swiftly catch my body of course I would fall down because I lost balance. deftly mayana sat me on the sofa. then he rushed to get me some water to drink.
"what's your name ??" after a minute conspiracy I managed to catch my breath back and gather energy to serve the crazy woman.
"masi ma'am.my name is still up" he said softly.
"then, what's the reason why your parents don't approve of your relationship with my son ??"
"we differ in the beliefs of the mother and also the work of the cowboy whose salary is still relatively small" without guilt he expressed the cause of my son was looked down upon by his family.
"obviously your parents do not approve. because related to that belief can not be considered playing.from your birth you have been taught according to the teachings of your religion. when they grow up, they may be willing to die, your faith !!" I explained to him that he would not force his will.
"but I don't intend to leave my faith ma'am. if kobar doesn't want a little of my religion, we can marry different religions" it turns out he is very stubborn.
"haahhhh ?? I didn't hear wrong, did I ?? just like your parents, I also do not want if kobar died of his beliefs.the problem of marrying for different religions, he said, we live in Indonesia where we live with a culture that is clearly different from the culture of people out there. essentially you do not force your will. go home, come home, your parents must not be serious when they throw you out earlier" at length I explained to him, but the result he was silent a thousand languages.
I live he who still sits quietly on the sofa living room of my house. I continue my activities as usual.I still pass lalag in front of him, I assume he is not there. in my mind, if he can be stubborn like that, I can be hard-hearted not to consider it there.
*******
after hours of work, my children and husband had gathered in the living room of my house.this time all my extended family also joined. all seemed tense discussing things that I think are very crazy.from where I stand I can see how kasi remain with his stance who still wants to marry kobar.
3 Hours passed the decision was in can. he was still married to kobar and he was willing to follow our beliefs, but I was not happy with the decision. because he changed his faith just because he wanted to stay married with kobar.not because of the intention of his heart.this will be a heavy burden in the future.not to mention I will face the hatred of his parents. haaaaaa it feels like this really doesn't make sense.
after all my extended family came home. keep it here. I asked the mayana who drove him to the usual room in the kobar. while the kobar I ordered to hitchhike sleep in the room ahmad. I always avoid when it comes to passing or staring at the face of the stale. because it has ruined my hope. this heart felt cramped when I saw his face.
it feels like waiting 2 days to be home with him is like a thousand years for me. After he converted even I can not accept him in my heart. but I was very disappointed with his stubbornness.
the day came and Kasi will hold a marriage contract.I deliberately set his place in the KUA office only.
after the witnesses said SAH..
there it feels like it ends already my good hope against kobar.debt that already exists because the action must be very difficult for me to ask for help in terms of installments. he was single I was very difficult to ask for his help what else after he married. must be a thousand reasons, it feels like I want to die if this is the case.
my husband and I have decided that kobar and kasi should not stay with us. Because one day his family must come to our house looking for kasi. I must have been looked at badly by his family. not to mention the neighbors.hhoooh I never imagined this life would be so difficult.
now my only hope is rania.yes, rania will definitely match my expectations.
*****
it's the 3rd year of household kobar.but kasi hasn't been able to steal even the slightest crack in my heart. I can also be hard-hearted not to assume it exists. Maybe if he gives up a little to take my heart, I will take a little space for him. he clearly showed his arrogant attitude to me. If not for my son's cowboy, I would never have wanted them to come to my house. my little heart I can't hold if kobar and rasdi are my favorite children, no matter how much they hurt me. but still my apologies are very broad for them.
now I no longer have a stall business anymore.all that I had lost in the bank confiscation and also the house we occupied was taken by the loan sharks.after going through legal process, the, the house still belongs to the loan shark with him buying the house.The price is cut off all my loans and interest is quite good, it is good, the rest can still build this simple house but can accommodate us 3 families.
what is meant by 3 families here is rasdi and his wife's children, imah and also her husband and me and my husband and anaara ahmad. yes, imah was forced to choose marriage because I could not afford it anymore. after marriage he never again incriminated me. I only accommodated him stay in this house. while rasdi, maybe as long as I was alive. so he still depends on me. he never wants to work. he always says tired or bla blaaa blaa. understand me, he who does not have a job deadline that he can get is just a rough job.maybe his candlestick against drugs also continues. several times I redeemed the motorbike I bought for him he pawned at an unofficial pawnshop.even the last time I could no longer redeem the motorbike that he returned to pawn right, right, I had to give up the bike so it belongs to the place where the bike was pawned.is kobar, although he and his wife do not live one roof with. he slalu came when running out of money, he was, he also asked me to give him money to buy his son's formula.of course I would be happy to give it. although I do not like kasi. but I really love their child, I love their child, because he is the descendant of my favorite child.don't ask where I get the money to meet the needs of kobar, because one-on-one my ATM machine now is ahmad. while my husband's salary is only enough for the purposes of the house and pay installments on car leasing. ahmad's obedient attitude certainly makes it easier for me to make him do whatever I want. he is now also involved in debt at one of the banks.it is also at my request that requires money for the renovation of this house and the cost of the kasi is over that time. base kasi who slalu want to trouble me. he did not want to do so normally. he chose a beautiful date for the birth of his child and forced kobar to find money for the cost of his caesarean. of course the kobar will come in front of me so that I give him money for the caesarean fee.not to mention after the dawahir he chose to give high-end formula milk. it was true that the old man who did not know in profit. he came without bringing anything and now he acted as if he was the son of a rich man. kobar does not have the slightest savings because of his gambling hobby. even to buy room furniture and household supplies, I forced Ahmad to sell his motorbike so that I could give the money to the kobar. yaa only ahmad motor that has a high selling value. with capital compliance to me. he never mind doing everything I want. he who used to skimp on making what he had in class with the children of rich people.of course the neighbors thought that it was all I who gave it to him, my good name was slightly raised by him. for now he and Rania are my hope to help our economy. rania will definitely obey ahmad. I can imagine whatever I will ask ahmad, I will ask ahmad, rania couldn't resist either.
*******
rania and ahmad are seriously getting married.I certainly really support him. because for me rania I have considered like my own child.but there are strange things that I can catch from ahmad. now Rania has never come even though just a guest and ahmad has also never left the house except for work.he spends more time by locking himself in the room. seeing that I was of course curious, I braved myself to bang on the door of his room.
duk duk..
"i'll call again soon" he disconnected his phone.
"what's wrong mom ??" he said while putting his cellphone in his pants pocket.
"you're really in the room ?? how the hell did you do it ??"
"oooohh it's mom, I'm lazy to bat kluar house" he said softly but there was sadness on his face.
"what's the matter, did you break up with Rania ??"
"no ma'am, we're still fine.."
"yaakiiinn ?? trus napa you never mengapeli him and diA also never again here" I look at him fixed while frowning forehead.
"he's no longer in this town ma'am, he's back in his hometown ??.
deggg..
my mood is starting to feel bad.do not-don't rania don't want to marry ahmad ?? ahhh it is possible, because rania loves ahmad very much.
"he was forcibly picked up by his parents ma'am" he said again in a hoarse voice.
"loh. isn't he already working in this city ?? if now he is in his hometown. then what about his job ?? it's a pity that if a quit his job.now it's very difficult to find a job, what else is the position is good.the store manager at the big retail is a big salary loh !!"
"i-iya ma'am, but his family wants him to work in his hometown ma'am. he now works for one of the state-owned banks"
"huhhh, is it ??" my smile immediately expands. it turns out I was right. with her educational background rania will be very easy to find a job with a high salary.
"patience son. she must come back here and be your wife" I said while patting ahmad's shoulder. I know for sure she now miss rania very much. because all this time he never had a girlfriend other than rania. for him rania is his first love.
******
it's been 2 days ahmad did not come home. he said to me go on vacation with his coworkers. I don't mind, because he also had to enjoy his life. what's more after rania he was seen closing himself from the hustle and bustle of the world around him.
this afternoon we and our family sat together on the porch of the house.There were many topics that made us laugh out loud. but the situation stopped when he saw a sky-blue taxi stop in front of the house.a few minutes had stopped, but no one came out of the taxi. after we began to be indifferent to the presence of the taxi, the door was open and came down was a beautiful woman like a shampoo advertising model.she gracefully dragged her suitcase towards my house. the more he approached the more clear his face that had been decorated with a smile.
deggghs..
congratulations to me god..
it was rania. now he came, was ahmad on vacation with his friends.
'what should I do, be honest or lie. he must be looking for my inner ahmad' monologue.
"assalamualaikum ma'am, father, sister imah and mayana" he said while greeting us with reverence.
"it turns out rania. I think who. end we pangling see you ran" said I honestly. because it's true she is very beautiful and sweeter than the last time I saw her..
"iya. kmu very beautiful ran" imah also chimed similar.
"are you feeling, ma'am, sis imah. I used to do kok sak. dad, how are you ??" that's how rania. My husband was never friendly to mayana and kasi. but with rania he was so melted following the friendly mama rania.
"good father ran.here sit" my husband patted the floor next to him.
without hesitation he sat by my husband's side. The atmosphere again felt warm full of laughter, but actually I was not so calm with this situation. I was afraid if later rania asked about ahmad, I was wrong in explaining it. Rania could not know that ahmad was on vacation.
"oh yes. bang ahmad where is yah ??" true not. rania finally looking for the existence of ahmad as well.
'ahmaddd. go home fast' my inner voice.
"ahmad. go..."
"ooo a-anu ran. ahmadnya still not home from work. earlier he said by phone that today he was overtime" I accidentally cut my husband's words. because I knew he wouldn't lie.
"oh yes already ma'am.it seems like I will be long in this city. I want healing.It feels very tired with my work" he looks to massage his eyes.
"hmmmm mother was very happy that you were here long ago ran.we miss you very much". I took her hand and gently patted her back.
we also re-solved in the story even jokes each. the time has approached the time of magrib. when we want to enter the house looks ahmad has arrived.
"that's your sweetheart coming !!" I cut my lips in place of my index finger to point towards ahmad. rania immediately smiled knot. she was very happy when she saw ahmad. so was ahmad. he could not hide his pleasure when he saw rania. funny to see them at this time, but something stuck on my tongue. I think I want to ask him on Sunday.. but yaaa already. I do not want to ruin their atmosphere. not long ago my sister came with a backpack that was in use ahmad when the holidays.
"this is your husband's bag that my son borrowed" my sister said as she handed me the bag. ahhh was very smart ahmad so that rania was not angry he put the bag before returning home earlier. apparently rania did not know if ahmad came home from vacation. Exactly had my lie earlier. I also played a big part in covering it up.
4 Days rania in this city. there is no sign he will return to his hometown.I do not suspect him at this time, I do not have any suspicions, maybe he got a long leave from the bank where he worked.
"already if you no longer think of me. I don't mind, you think I'm afraid ?? just send your hit men here" Rania was heard speaking seriously over the phone.
'what's wrong with him, why did he mention a hit man ? will he be killed by someone?' I smothered my own mouth so I wouldn't get caught eavesdropping on Rania's conversation with the person across the phone.