My Mother-in-law's Bad Prejudice
ani fistula

tonight I intend to meet kobar in the hospital.on arrival there I immediately asked the senses to go home so that his family is not anxious.

"thanks ra-rania..!!" lirih kobar when our eyes meet.

"no need to thank me. I was only acting according to my conscience.." he seemed to move his head a little like a nod of his head. "and yes, I met the doctor. he said that you have an ani fistula. were you serious at that time saying that you also contracted HIV ?" I chimed again, but the kobar remained unmoved.maybe he was ashamed to tell the truth when he looked at this face with me.

"aakkkhhhhh !!" kobar suddenly grimaced in pain.at that time also the stench returned.

"uueekkk.." I spontaneously nauseated unbearably. "wait here, I'll call the doctor" I said as I ran out because it smelled very upset stomach. even though I had smothered my nose with both hands, the smell still penetrated my sense of smell.

the doctor and nurse returned to handle the kobar. after the doctor and nurse came out I just ventured to enter.gratitude that smell was not as sharp as before. slowly now it is not smelled anymore. maybe the nurse cleaned the kobar shit.

"do you feel better now ?" I approached and chose to sit in the chair provided to take care of the patient.

"yes, I'm sorry if my illness is too disgusting."

"no problem.I'm sorry you might be offended by my reaction"

"no. I'm not at all offended. don't you who are nobody me, the biological mother who has given birth to me is very disgusted with my disease."

"then..where is your family now ? don't they nobody want to keep you here ?"

"they no one wants to see me at all. Even about my news they don't want to know. whereas I'm like this because it meets the demands of kasi and mother. I have no other way but to let my self-esteem mortgaged.I became a pleasure peddler and even I often use drugs.The more hit me mentally is the action of my mother, my mother, after me like this he mastered everything I had and to seek treatment I was not given a penny even though I forced to ask for money for medical expenses"

"do you know you're sick right now ?"

"obviously he knows very well. I once wanted to hitchhike stay at his house.but his wife kicked me out. under the pretext of not wanting to contract my disease" kobar's eyes now dewy.

"patience is. God willing I will help you with the cost of your conversion." I actually know with everything he does to get more rupiah in a short time, because I also had a few times to see him with a man whose closeness is very unusual.

"ooo... So now you're good at selling haaa stories ?" instantly me and kobar looked towards the source of the voice.Kobar smiled at the presence of the woman.but not me, I just put on a mediocre face.

"have you been talking about it ?" the woman approached the kobar and placed her luggage on the nightstand.

"then ? are you proud to tell this cheap woman about your life ?" apparently even though he was no longer his daughter-in-law did not make his mouth stop insulting me.

"hey. keep your words mom. Look who is cheap among us. Better to reflect than busy correcting others" said I do not accept with his humiliation.

"it's already mom. I better apologize to rania, don't continue to insult the mother's true insults are very baseless" kobar asserted who currently defends me.

"you again. it's sick, it's troublesome for people. Sok lecturing people anyway. nih.. all your clothes in my house. good enough to replace you while here. take care of yourself, embarrassing !!" babes as I passed away leaving this room.I can only look at the nanar departure of my former mother-in-law.it seems I can not be out of thought, I just think, how can a mother who has given birth to her child say in such a way when her child is really down.not encouraging, she even said words that can attack the child mentally. I just heard the doctor's explanation earlier felt very sorry for the cowboy.no human being would suffer from the disease. kobar is exposed to ani fistula because it often connects through the back hole which causes the back hole to lose power to hold dirt because the hole can no longer return to its original state. it was in the lofted larena kobar also had HIV which made her an*s hole rot. disgusting indeed. but as a human being I did not want to come blasphemy. she had a reason for it. maybe this is a rebuke for him too.

"break it. tomorrow will be surgery.You need a lot of rest. I'm sorry I can't keep you here. Because my children can't linger I stay, I can't, tomorrow I'll be back if I can stay" I'll leave to go home.

****

this afternoon at exactly 11.15 kobar operation was carried out. I can not accompany him at this time. Without azra I turned out to be really bad at running my business. until 16:00 then I can leave this cafe and go to the hospital.

I've arrived in the kobar room. he's been moved in his hospital room.I see in his stomach attached a hose to get out his feces temporarily during the healing period of his an*s hole. at the end of the hose was also attached a useful bag to hold kobar dirt.See I approached the kobar spring close the bag.maybe he was afraid I was disgusted to see the dirt.

"was the operation going well ?"

"yes. thank you rania, pray I get well soon. I will find a job and quickly reimburse the cost of this medicine"

"i'm sincere, no matter how we've been brothers, so don't think about giving anything back. I'm still your brother."

"thank you" said Kobar, wiping his tears.

shortly after he fell asleep.I moved to the sofa in the room.I don't know why it feels like my body is very tired.I squished my body on the back of the sofa and I fell asleep.

"ran. raniaa... raniaaaa.." there was a sound that was calling my name. I blinked my eyes, trying to regain my consciousness.

"raniaa.. wake up. Go home. The children must be waiting for you." My eyes widened when I knew who built me.

'what is he doing here and how long has he been here ?