
"ahaa ? I'm sorry, I'm not interested in you one bit ! besides, I don't need a loser guy like you, where'd you get information about me ?" I badly urged him to tell me the source of his information, because I didn't want it until he made the people around me his spies.
"of course your mother-in-law"
"ckkk. until the afterlife I would not call her my mother-in-law."
"yes, he doesn't deserve that.."
"hahahhaa, but he's your evil fathner !"
"like he used me, I used him"
"why don't you just marry the attached mak, I think you guys are worth it. both would-be denizens of hell !!" I turned off the phone unilaterally.it felt too sick to have to linger talking to him. Because the crazy idea with the attached mother was what made me in the current situation. pregnant in not getting the affection of a husband. sad indeed. let alone less than two months I will give birth.
today is my cesarean schedule because the baby's weight is too big to make the doctor feel afraid if I let me give birth normally. because the vulnerable time of birth khaira and my second child is only three years.Mistake in action could have been a caesarean in my womb would first tear itself. no preparation seemed boisterous at my second birth.
"Alhamdulillah." said I when I heard the sound of crying baby, not waiting for long a female nurse who was carrying my baby immediately brought it to me who was still waiting for the doctors to perform the final stage of surgery.
"congratulations ma'am.a baby mother of the male sex, thank God she was born perfectly.this is her toe, this is her finger and this is her genitals. weight four point eight kilogram and a length of fifty centimeters" indicate one-on-one.
"alhamdulillah.." said me again while hugging my four-to-eight-kilogram baby.tears did not flow in the corner of my eyes. "thank you son. already strong and survive with mother.later we meet brother yes son" said me again who did not stop kissing my strong baby.after my baby brought again to be cleaned. not long after my caesarean section was over. When the cage where I was pushed out of the elevator to go to the hospital room, I looked around me. wishing ahmad and khaira welcome me, but I have to swallow my hope.I only find the azra who has always been faithful waiting for me until now. I still threw a smile at him who was also smiling when I first saw me get out of the elevator earlier.delah arrived at the inpatient room all the nurses who had pushed my cage rushed out of the room.
"congratulations, brother.has one pair of children.." said azra jubilant.
"yes, according to our dreams.." My tears continued to melt considering how seriously I and Ahmad planned our future.
~flash back on~
"honey. we are finally officially husband and wife" said the ahmad who still wear all white clothes in because they have just sauntered kabul ijab.
"how many children will you have ?" ahmad inched closer towards me and hugged my body from the side.
"he's seven, like I'm a brother, but whatever God loves for us I'm still grateful." I heard ahmad's words gawking while counting his fingers.
"waaaa.. if up to seven people gi where do we take care of it huh ?" seloroh ahmad laughed.
"ho'oh.it's just like aja loh that we don't know what God's secret to us like.."
"iya . yaa. however we should be grateful. hopefully our first child will be a girl who. I like the gemes see girls. let alone baby girl clothes are now funny. don't be kayang deh gi where glad I dress our child later" ahmad hugged me tighter.
"yes, I also want a daughter as our firstborn. because if she is a girl, she will be able to help me take care of her sisters later. no one will help me in taking care of our household later" I said with dewy eyes.
"don't be sad baby.I'll help you. and I hope our second son is a boy.let's complete our happiness.may god grant"
"aamiin.." we both guarantee our most beautiful hopes for the future.
~flash back off~
azra touched my shoulder as seen from the look on her face now that she also felt what I felt.
"patient brother.I'm sure the husband and older brother will return to the brother so that the happiness of the brother is truly realized"
"it is impossible to feel, because his heart is so controlled by selfishness.If he wants to return, I will not accept it. he has shown me that his trust in me never existed." I'm getting sobbed.
"we do not know the destiny of God, be patient and strong for the sake of children."
"definitely dong ra. kak must be strong and tough. brother will prove that brother is not a weak woman. let alone admit defeat in front of the dajjal woman !"
"gitu dong.it was the new brother rania that I knew when I first applied for a job at the cafe first. the fierce face of my sister for the guts of my ciut. heheheee"